Lol, thanks for the review. Unfortunatlly Jacob is still part of the series. How? You'll have to wait and see.

BPOV

Waking up that morning wasn't easy, but when that familiar, smooth, and cold arm slid across mine it felt like an immediate wake up call. Turning over to face him I smiled and had to remind myself to breath as well when he smiled that favorite crooked smile.

"Have I ever mentioned your hair looks great in the morning"he laughed, running his hands gently through my hair. I laughed as it brought back memories.

Edward and I had been together for nearly four months, but neither us bothered counting, we knew it would be forever. That night when we had gotten back home Alice squealed when she saw us holding hands. She said that she had seen that it would happen and thought it was the most romantic thing ever. I even managed to get a smile from Esme and Carlisle.

"Do we have to go to school"I whispered slowly sitting up.

"We do have a chemistry test".

"So I take it that's a yes" I sighed as he laughed, leaving me to change and get ready. Going through my morning routine seemed to be a haze until I was at the door next to him. He wrapped his arm around my waist as we walked out the door. Everyone was going in Rose's car while Edward and I rode in his Volvo.

"Only two years"I muttered, knowing he would go slow sometimes when I wanted to talk.

"Two years of what?"

"Two years between us"

"Bella, can we not talk about this."

"Edward, you can't expect me to be human forever. If that's what you guys had all intended when you adopted me, you were sadly mistaken." I watched in confusion as he winced. Come to think about it, he winced every time that I talked about my adoption. I didn't see what the problem was, Esme had said that she desperatley wanted a child and the rest seemed to follow through. Could there be something I was missing?

EPOV

I watched her carefully, her eyes filled with confusion. We had always led her to believe that she had been adopted from a foster home. Everyone had figured that letting her remember her true past until she was ready for it would be more torcher than she would be able to handle.

"Edward, you're seventeen and I'm fifteen. I simply won't stand getting a day older than you" laughing, I turned to her.

"Bella don't you realize that it doesn't matter to me if you get old. That I will love you every day for the rest of your life" she seemed to wince at life, probably wanting that word to be eternity. But, I wasn't ready to see her like the monster I was.

"To be quite honest it matters to me"she hissed as I parked the car.

BPOV

Slowly closing the door, I watched Edward. He seemed stiff, staring around. Then without notice, he was by my side.

"Bella stay near me at all times"he whispered, wrapping his arm once again slowly around my waist. His arm felt stiff, like a body guard more than a simply showing of affection. It became clear when we walked up to the front of the school. And we could see the motorcycle, and the rider.

"So Bella I see you moved on fast"he snickered as classmates watched us in shock. I could feel my entire family near me.

I wanted that night to go away, except of course for the part about Edward. But, those moments of being alone, being miserable. I would trade anything for them to go away, literally.

"Leave her alone. I think you caused enough damage."Edward hissed, slightly bearing those perfectly white teeth. It was one of the few times that he looked like a vampire.

"Oh, so now I'm not aloud to talk to her" he gasped, clearly loving the attention.

"Jake just leave please"I whispered, he seemed actually hurt by my words. But, I couldn't tell if it was true emotion. Edward must have known I was feeling faint because he wrapped both arms around me.

"Bella relax, he can't hurt you"he whispered to me. Jake must have heard because he hopped off his motorcycle and walked over to me. Looking at me up and down he finally sighed. Shockingly, he lightly fit his hands to my shoulders. I could hear the low growl from Edward.

"Bella, is this what you want. To be protected every minute of every day" he whispered. Hopefully though, he got the message when I lifted away the now uncomfortably warm hands and grabbed onto Edwards.

"Yes it is Jake"

"Fine then, you just wait" he grumbled, starting the motorcycle and riding away.

I gasped as if I had been holding my breath the whole time and slid downward slightly, but not before Edward helped me stand up with his arms.

"Breath Bella" he reminded me. It seemed like he only had to do that during happy moments, never during moments like this. As the bell rang he kept his arm around me, looking at me every now end then. Probably anticipatin a nervus breakdown.

"Edward I'm fine"I hissed. But those looks didn't seem to calm themselves until he saw me come out of English totally fine, even though I had just made a speech.The rest of the day seemed to go by smoothly, even when I could feel the uncomfortable stares from Mike Newton. He would never accept, or believe that Edward and I were together.

When we went to lunch Edward got enough food for "both of us" as he would say. Then we sat down with our family, they were mostly my friends, except for Angela, but she had the flu. As we ate I didn't notice until Edward was staring that Alice seemed to be frozen, like someone had pressed pause on her.

"Alice" I whispered as she came too. She seemed to stare at me with fascination, and then looked at Edward.

"Don't worry Bella it didn't involve you" somehow I didn't buy that as Edward glared at nothing in particular.

Slowly but surely the rest of the day passed and Edward and I were back in his car. I noticed that something was wrong because he was going slow. I looked over at him, his perfect hands seemed to be gripping the wheel, nails digging into it.

"Edward, please tell me" I pleaded as he sighed.

"Bella, do you have any reason to see a werewolf today"he said coldly. I was surprised.

"Of course not, Edward I don't need them anymore"

"Alice told me that your future disappeared." Those words seemed like a slap in the face. I saw that he had been driving at his normal 100mph speed and that we were home. It fell silent until I touched him. He sighed.

"Bella, we have to go hunting and although it goes against my better judgement with this new information I will still go. Please, my Bella be carefull"he whispered as I nodded and we got out of the car.

He must have been thinking that I was wanting to see Jacob because he watched my every move. Even though we had been on the couch watching old horror films until it was finally time for them to leave.

I would never tell him, but when they left it always brought back memories of that night. Edward would never want to go hunting again if I told him. When they went away it would drive me insane at how empty my life seemed until I was back in his arms. We stood in the door way for what seemed like forever, just looking at each other.

"I will be fine"I whispered, I was trying to make sure that I wouldn't be the one to have the nerves breakdown. He seemed to believe it because he smiled and they were off. I quickly made myself busy with making myself dinner and doing my dishes. Only to end up sitting on the couch, staring at the tv bored. Then I heard a knock at the door. Taking a deep breath I opened the door. Only to have my nightmare walk in.

"Jake please leave"I pleaded, he only snickered and pushed me away. He came inside.

"Wow Bella, you seemed so strong this morning"he laughed glaring at me.

"Jake I'm begging you just go away."

"No Bella, you're going to have to pay." He quickly grabbed me in a bony crushing grip and slammed me down on the floor. My whole body seemed to gasp in pain.

"So do you still choose Edward?" He seemed ready to attack.

"Yes" I muttered. He seemed hurt as he yelled and changed into a werewolf. All I remember was screaming, then it went dark.

It felt like I was swimming, peacefully for that matter. Until roars of anguish filled my head.

"Get out of here you dog!" the beautiful voice said. I wanted that voice. But all I could hear was a laugh and someone leaving.

"Bella, oh my Bella please wake up" the voice said. His fingers close to mine and I slowly reached out for them. Only to gasp in pain.

"Bella!", Edward seemed to know I was alive then. Slowly he picked me up.

"Edward, she's got to get to the hospital", Carlisle's voice rang through my ears. I could feel that good cold feeling as Edward held me tight, then the opening of a car door.

"He just came in Edward. I didn't want him too" I cried.

"Shhhh Bella, I know, I know" he whispered soothingly.

"It hurts" I muttered.

"Don't worry, you'll be fine." He seemed confident in that saying. Edward quickly bundled me against his chest, starting to hum my lullaby.

"Sleep my Bella" he whispered. It didnt take that long for me to obey, but the pain seemed endless.

So, as you can see this was a tragic chapter. Amazingly I got this all typed out in less than one hour. I hope you review and I will continue to write more thank you!