Okay guys, I can tell you may have you pitchforks ready to kill me with lol but hold on one second. My school is being very tight with hwk, millions per week, hundreds of essays and coursework. Not fun times. So anyways, I'm not sure when I will actually get to update this story or even my other ones again….It could be a while….I know this isn't the best chapter either, but I thought I'd clue you in on Iggy's POV. I hope you like it, and I apologise for my bad behaviour considering updates.

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Iggy's POV:

You know it's stupid to think that at the time I actually thought this might do you good. Being away from the girls, all boys' kind of thing. Boy, was I wrong. I never knew it would affect you this much. I mean, you said you thought you liked her, but this, this is something else. I never knew she meant this much to you and it's breaking me apart to sense you crumbling in front of me. I came with you because I knew you'd need someone, no matter how strong you may be you couldn't be alone. I didn't know that person had to be Max.

You say you wander your own land
But when I think about it
I don't see how you can
You're aching, you're breaking
And I can see the pain in your eyes
Says everybody's changing
And I don't know why

I've been doing my best to help you…but I can't seem to figure out how. On Venice beach, I tried to make you forget about Max for a while and look at the other women available, but it took you ten whole minutes to even get you to look at them. And when I did I heard that same tone you adopted since she left. The lifeless, monotonous tone that I've grown so accustomed to. I heard the falters in your description, I sensed your pain, and I knew exactly what you were doing. You were sizing them all up against Max, weren't you? She won every time, didn't she?


So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

Do you reckon it's the same for the girls? Are they going through the same as us? Everything's different now; you and Gazzy have changed so much. The Gasman…he's being braver than I could have ever imagined. He's trying so hard to be tough, so hard not to be a burden to you, I don't know if Max would even recognise him anymore. And you… you're a completely different person to who I knew before. We used to talk… now we hardly share two words. I'm glad I can't see sometimes so I don't have to look at the depressed person I hear. I never knew how much of an impact one person could have on another. How much of an impact Max had on you.

You're gone from here
And soon you will disappear
Fading into beautiful light
Cause everybody's changing
And I don't feel right

I understand why you chose to leave. Believe me I do, and I would have done the same. How strange is it that one person's decision and another one's mistake made our lives turn upside down? She'll realise she was in the wrong and you can't beat yourself up over it because it's not good for you. Not sleeping won't bring her back, thinking about her constantly won't bring her back, and watching every blonde girl that goes past us won't bring her back.

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

Do you know how hard it is for me to hear you long to be with her. While your face may mask your desire, your voice doesn't and The Gasman knows it too. Why do you try and bottle it all up? We need to talk about it because I'm missing them too. I never realised how much Max did for me before, it's only now she's gone that I know. She used to move things closer to me without me knowing, didn't she? Just so I could find them more easily. Without her I feel exactly like I did when I first found out I was blind. Completely and utterly lost all the time. I never realised that she was everything to you, she brought the sunshine to your life and without her you're an empty shell.

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

We're all missing them…but you beat us all. How tragic that you left your one true love because of one man, one boy… one animal.

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Let me know what you think then? I know it wasn't brilliant and everything but I just want to know lol, you'd brighten up my day :) x.