Disclaimer: I DO NOT IN ANY WAY OWN FRUITS BASKET OR ANYONE IN IT, no matter how much I or anyone else would want to :o, okay so this is my
fourth chapter the one I was most excited to get done, and posted!!! This was one of the chapters I've had most fun with!!!! I hope you enjoy it as much as I have, don't forget to tell me what you think. Review it even if you hate it. Tell me what I did wrong, what you didn't like. Anything you see I did good, or did wrong, you are welcome to put it in the review box.Chapter 6: Secret Confessions
"Kyo." he said again, only not angry; but apologetic, apologetic for what the cat had read. He looked up at Kyo's tan complected face trying to read, and find the anger, the hate hidden within his face.. but found none. What Yuki had found was something he never seen when looking at Kyo before. This look was different this gave Yuki butterflies in his stomach; him being embarrassed he looked down nervously not aware about what was going to happen next. He turned around to walk out of Kyo's room, but before Yuki could make it to the door Kyo was on his feet, and grabbed Yuki's wrist lightly restraining him from leaving. He looked at Yuki with warm understanding eyes and placed a hand on Yuki's cheek which blushed immediately from the touch. Kyo remained like that for a few minutes caressing the rats cheek. But his nervous voice was the voice that shuttered the silence in the room.
"I have a secret..." he looked at Yuki with a faint blush sprouting onto his tan cheeks but then quickly looking down.
"A...a.. confession really...but first..." Kyo released the hand that was on Yuki's cheek and walked to his bed picking up the laptop. "Is all of this true!? Every word!" Kyo stared into Yuki's gray like eyes, and waited for his answer. Yuki stared back walking over hesitantly grabbing the laptop out of his hands, and replacing it with one of his hands surprised when Kyo didn't pull away. Yuki looked down at their intertwined fingers as he began to talk
"You know Kyo... those words can never be more true. I don't know when.. I don't know how, or exactly how long. But for as long as I can remember I have always felt this way. Which I know it's stupid... Because you hate me.. and the cat... can never like the mouse.. I know I never showed it, and I know it's all silly.. but.. but.."
Oh god.. Yuki thought.
I'm rambling he probably thinks I'm crazy.. do I dare look up
Yuki looked up once again at Kyo's face which seemed to be really focused on the conversation, and not at all mad or annoyed .Kyo squeezed Yuki's hand reassuringly, looking down at him .
"But what" Kyo asked softly, nearly a whisper.
"I know it may sound silly," Yuki started where he left off. "But I'm crazy about you...that's why I'm always try to impress you, or try to be better then you. Even though it always ends in fights, any attention from you.. even if it's negative sort of gets me through the day." Yuki stopped once again looking at the ground.
Kyo was shocked and in awe; he didn't know what to say. There Yuki is pouring his heart out, like came naturally. While he was standing there not knowing where to begin. He wasn't good at these type of things..like showing his emotions, or sharing how he feels..But he does feel the same way... the only problem was he doesn't know how to say it.. Yuki sighed as he released the grip on his wrist, and dropped Kyo's hand turning for the door.
"Like I said," Yuki said sadly "The cat, can never like the mouse"
Quickly Yuki unlocked and opened the door, and headed down the narrow hallway to his room, slamming his door shut.
Ahhhhh.. I am a stupid cat.. what the hell was I thinking. Why did I let him go!? Why the hell didn't I say anything!? Why the hell was I standing there like a stupid cat.. That's right because I am a stupid cat. Kyo kept on throwing questions in his brain, and growing restless Kyo kicked the side of his bed, and plopped down on it, shoving a pillow in his face sighing.
How can I make this right!? How can I tell...him or show him how I feel.
Kyo reached into his pocket pulling out the rose Yuki had given him at the dance and twirled it around in his fingers humming a song that his been stuck in his head most of the night, the song they had danced to. He thought back on the dance and smiled, thinking it was actually his lips... Yuki's lips that were planted against his.. not some mystery boys. He thought about how nice it felt, and how right it seemed to hold the damn rat in his arms. Kyo looked over at the laptop on his desk, and shifted on his bed that he was sitting up. Kyo had an idea and he hopes it works!!!!
* In Yuki's Room *
"Why the hell did I say anything??" Yuki asked him self out loud...
The look on his face,he hates me for sure I know it. Why didn't he let me leave when I wanted to. Stupid cat..No.. stupid me.. I knew how everything is "planned" out to be.. But I went ahead and ended up liking him anyways. I'm so stupid.. so.. stupid.
Yuki bit his lip trying to keep the tears forcing at his chest from being released. Yuki buried his head in his pillow and drifted off into the worst nights sleep ever.
* The Day After *
Kyo didn't sleep at all that night. He felt bad really bad, and completely stupid from last night. he was really hoping that his plan to show Yuki how he feels without telling him in words . Kyo looked blankly at his breakfast Tohru prepared, and pushed the plate away hoping she didn't see. But of course she did.
"What's a matter Kyo-Kun!? Is the meal not to your liking!? Don't you NOT like French Toast!?" Tohru stood up quickly pacing around the table grabbing Kyo's plate.
"I'm sorry.. so sorry Kyo."
"Yo," Kyo shouted, a little harsher then what he meant. " I mean... sorry" Kyo continued.
"There isn't anything wrong with the meal..I'm just not very hungry that's all. Kyo's eyes wandered to the unfinished plate of food. "There's just a lot on my mind sorry"
"Ohh.." Tohru looked softly at Kyo.. "Do you want to talk about it"
"Nah." Kyo said quickly raising to his feet. "I'm just going to be on the roof."
* In Yuki's Room *
Yuki shifted in his bed, squinting his eyes, and rolling over trying for another few more minutes of sleep. Yuki hated the mornings. He just wished he could stay crawled into bed until the afternoon.. Which since it is Saturday he was thinking of doing exactly that. But then he shifted up right in his bed sitting up. He heard something..he tried hard to concentrate and see where it was coming from.
Is that outside my door!? Yuki questioned himself.
What is that!?
Yuki got up hesitantly and walked tiredly over to his door, sighing thinking he must be going nuts and opened it slowly looking around.
Nothing.. I am going nuts. Whatever it was it's gone now. He thought again looking around one last time...but this time something caught his eyes on the ground there was a note.. inside the note was a single red rose... Yuki sighed opening the note, and on it was obviously Kyo's handwriting and it read:
"Yuki, I'm really really sorry for yesterday.
That is not how I wanted things to go out.
I still have a confession to make.
Meet me on the roof, and bring the rose."
*ON The Roof *
Kyo waited on the roof, wrapping his arms around his knees thinking to himself..
This is a waste I know it... He probably hates me now. I should of said how I felt yesterday.. but how...
He was about ready to go inside and give up when he heard footsteps approaching him. He closed his eyes rubbing the bridge of his nose. Please... don't let me fuck this up this time.. please...
Kyo got to his feet and walked towards Yuki. Yuki's face seemed more amused then confused, or angered. A smirk was planted across his face. What is it.. that's so amusing. Never mind forget it. I'm just going to do what I sent him up here for.
"Yuki..." Kyo began, but Yuki quickly interrupted taking a quick step forward, their chests almost touching.
"Kyo..." Yuki said in a voice, that made Kyo's knees go weak. What is this rat doing... Does he even know what he is doing... I thought he was mad from earlier.. Augh. Why does he always have to confuse me what do I do.. what do I do???
"What did you send me up here for Kyo?" Yuki asked Ahh.. Kyo thought to himself.. something he can actually answer.
"I wanted to apologize for yesterday." Kyo implied looking at Yuki noticing the rose intact in his hand. Grabbing it, Kyo twirled it in his fingers.
"And," Kyo continued... " I still have that confession to make."
"Then what is it!?" Yuki asked a bit sour now.
"Well first.." Kyo brushed his hand through his hair nervously placing the rose into Yuki's jacket; like Yuki did to him the other night at the dance.
"I thought maybe we can do this right. Well first." Kyo walked over to the laptop pushing play, and grabbing Yuki's hand pulling him towards him and wrapping his arms around his waist. The music washed over the top of the roof, and Yuki smiled wrapping his arms around Kyo's neck as they danced slowly across the roof .
"This is the song we danced to!"
"I know" Kyo stated. "I couldn't get it out of my head since that night."
"Neither could I" Yuki couldn't stop smiling, as he looked up at Kyo. Kyo was nervous and he can tell. He knew right then, and right there on how Kyo felt. With just one like into his crimson eyes, and one glimpse at his face; He knew he felt the same way as he did, and with that Yuki leaned up and pressed his lips to Kyo's just ever so lightly looking up at him. Kyo responded by pressing his lips back on Yuki's.
"This is my confession, my secret..." Kyo stared at Yuki his hands on planted firmly on Yuki's chest, and his tanned cheeks now completely pink. "I have always liked you.. but I played my feelings off as hate... I thought you didn't like me.. hated me even, so I spent my life hating you; and the thing with the cat and the mouse and yada yada yada... and I know I'm rambling right now but I don't give a fuck. It's hard for me to let my emotions out.. but it feels good when they are released you know. Kyo planted his face in Yuki's chest when he stopped talking.
Yuki wrapped his arms around Kyo comforting him, and kissing his head softly; all those feeling of anger from earlier quickly washed away and new feelings became apart of Yuki's territory. He felt protective of the cat, he doesn't want to see him hurt. Or looking like this. Even as of right now his feelings for the cat grew stronger. But he doesn't only seem his as a cat anymore; he sees him completely as Kyo. He isn't some pain in his side anymore. He is someone he wanted to hold, to kiss, to call him his own. He knows this sounds crazy, and that everything happens to fast. But he guesses this is what happens when your in love. Thats when it hit him.
I'm in love with Kyo...
Okay, thats the end of that chapter. I sort of wanted to put a lemon type thing in this chapter. But, I didn't want to rush into things to quick just when I had them both admit to each other you know. But just keep holding tight there is deff going to be a lemon put into one of these chapters.. (even though I really wanted a roof scene . hahah) But yeah! Tell me what you think, and thanks for so much who have been reading, reviewing, and faving me and my stories.
