Chapter 5

Jillian and a Bit of Forgiveness

My Bella was there lying on the floor so calm and peaceful looking. But then a noise so unfamiliar erupted into the room.

Bella only then moved, pulling the bundle closer to her, "hush Jillian, it's alright," She whispered standing up with the infant. Ignoring everything but the baby she hummed and rocked back and forth.

Only Alice ruined the moment, "Bella whose child is that?"

Bella looked over her shoulder a peaceful look on her face, "She is no one's child, she is Jillian."

Rose gave Bella a glare that should have burnt holes into Bella but then we all realized that she was different.

Her wings seemed to glitter at us as she walked around with the baby humming a tune that sounded so familiar and I couldn't pinpoint where it came from. Only that I knew the tune. I watched as Bella snapped her fingers and a small white bottle appeared in the room glittering with a white liquid that I assumed was milk. I watched her grab it and place it against this Jillian's lips.

Bella sat down on the couch closest to Rosalie and slowly Rosalie inched forward closer to the baby who was an angel all by herself.

BPOV

I sat down on the couch with Jillian all her memories of her life with me had been erased once she was reborn, she would still be the same person she just didn't remember all our adventures together or the fight that took her life.

I watched as Rosalie inched forward, so I patted the spot next to me, I knew this is what Rose wanted more than anything in the world. I had changed a lot I felt like I couldn't hate anything I could dislike something but I had nothing to dislike.

Rose sat down next to me and gazed at Jillian, "She will need a mother who can look after her," I whispered just loud enough for Rosalie to hear.

The gasp that Rosalie gave was what startled the room, "Why can't you," she asked.

"I won't have enough time to care for her," I responded offering little baby Jillian to her.

Rose took her into her arms and then magic happened, the bond of mother and child, Jillian opened her eyes up and looked at Rose before sneezing on her face.

I smiled at her, "She's a bit of a handful but I know you will love her like you love Emmett."

Rose for the first time in her life smiled at me and I was shocked. What could I do except make things right with the Cullen's one by one, "She's perfect," Rose said looking deep into Jillian's eyes which were a vibrant purple staring right at her.

Emmett smiled at me yet I was too entranced in watching Edward stare into my eyes I couldn't focus. I wanted to run to his arms and tell him I was sorry yet I knew it would be too soon. So I broke are gaze and looked at Rosalie, "I hope she makes you happy, she only has this life and it's a human one."

Rose pressed a small kiss to her little one's head, "Jillian," She breathed as Emmett stood by her and I removed myself from the couch.

"Carlisle," I said approaching him slowly, "Are you sure I won't be a burden to you?" I was hoping that he would be very neutral about it.

I was wrong instead Carlisle tucked my hair behind my ear and then pulled me into a hug, "Welcome home Bella," He said holding me close to him; "We've missed you."

I hugged him back as the tears slipped down my face, "I missed you too."

RPOV

Bella had given me the one thing I was never able to have. She had given me a baby girl with a small touch of dark hair and big purple eyes. Plus she was a human with no scent I could hear her little heart beat. I smiled at her as Bella confronted Carlisle. Carlisle held her to him if finally having his only child back.

Alice, Edward, Esme, Emmett and Jasper still had yet to have their chance to have Bella back in their lives. I knew it would be hardest for her and Edward. Yet I knew this was meant to happen.

She cried into Carlisle's shoulder admitting she had missed us to.

Esme made her move and place a comforting hand on her shoulder. Yes this was a joyous day for us yet, what would I tell people about Jillian? She was a perfect copy of Emmett and myself.

I looked at her and she had fallen asleep her hand up by her face and her leg tossed carelessly over my arm. I grinned she had managed to work her way into my heart. Only I felt Bella knew something about her that I wasn't told.

Emmett plucked her from my arms and pressed a small kiss to her forehead. "My little princess, your gonna make them men jealous and then Daddy will have to kill them for looking at you." He said lovingly.

I laughed at him he was already taking in the over protective father roll. I don't know if I could ever thank her enough for giving me Jillian. Yet she had completely changed over the two days she hadn't been around.

I could only hope now that Edward could find his happiness in her again.

EPOV

I couldn't believe it Bella was back to her old self I think she had given Rosalie the only thing Rose had wanted and now she was making amends with the family. Only I knew it would be hardest with me; if she ever decided to forgive me that is.

I smiled she was back but for how long. I watched her just as Carlisle and Esme led her upstairs.

I loved her still and I wish I only had the chance to tell her that without her hating me. I looked at the infant Emmett had gone completely protective over she looked a lot like the two of them but I knew Bella knew something about her nobody else did.

I scooped her out of Emmett`s arms and held her to me she had a faint scent of wild flowers and ocean mist clinging to her skin yet it was heavy in the room other than that she had no scent at all. She was sleeping peacefully and didn't even notice how cold our skin was but as I was bringing her back to Rosalie I got baby sneeze all over my neck and chin.

Alice laughed along with Rose as she was tucked safely back into her new mothers arms. My only question was where did she come from and how come she came with Bella?

I began to drift into thought Bella was there wings spread wide her dark hair cascaded down her back to her waist she had on a pair of tight white shorts and a shirt that only covered her breasts, strapped down with around six strings holding it on. I could see it in a low pair of heels. She had a scythe that was double sided and I figured there was meaning to it. Her face was one of stone and her heart beat seemed to disappear.

She stood strong and tall, before the image changed, her long hair was piled on top of her head tendrils had fallen down to frame her face. Her dress she now wore was also white and it was about knee length laced in the back and she stood in our meadow so perfect and calming this is the point where I confess my love for her and she admits she still loves me.

I sighed to bad it wasn't going to happen like that. So I did what I could I went to my room and blasted music till dawn.

A.N. so there it is the chapter is finished Hurray. I probably won`t be able to update fast for the next few days I`m not sick anymore so I have to leave my comp for more hours then I have been for the past few days. Review please it makes me happy to hear your comments.