Previously on Now or Forever:
"I love you guys too, you are my family." I was hugging them really tightly. Their hugs were reassuring; in their cold arms I felt everything will be ok.
Chapter Six:
After we had finished hugging I asked,
"Do you guys mind if I go for a walk to the rock pools, I just really need to think alone?" I have too many thoughts running through my head now; I need a place to sort them out.
"No it's fine, go ahead. Just be careful." He said sternly, but I knew he was just concerned about me. I started walking to the rock pools. I recognised this place, it was the way I walked to the rock pools last time, the day I found out what Edward truly was. But that was not where I recognised this place from. I recognised it from my dream. I surveyed the area around me and everything was the same except, there was no people here. I turned around and then it happened. My dream. Jake warned me, I heard Mike's voice, though I am unsure why. Maybe he was just another voice in my head. But then something occurred to me, in my dream Jacob launches himself at Edward. I tried to warn him, but I noticed something, something I never noticed in my dream before. Jacob wasn't launching himself at Edward, but something behind Edward.
I saw the flame coloured hair and I knew. Victoria. She was crouching in a catlike position, and then all of a sudden she threw me like I weighed nothing. I hit my head against it hard. My body became unconscious, but somehow I could see everything that was happening around me. But I had no control over anything, I just watched, terrified that someone would get hurt.
It was ok though, Edward and Jacob were just finishing off Victoria. Edward ran over to me and started checking my pulse.
"This is bad, her pulse is fading fast. Bella can you hear me? Stay with me." Edward's voice was strained; he knew that I was going to die
"Can't you do anything? Will she die?" Jacob asked his voice terrified and full of concern.
"There is nothing I can do now, even if we get her to a hospital. It will be too late. Her heart has almost stopped." Edward looked at me his eyes full of grief and love, with a lot of guilt mixed in. I really wanted to yell at him and tell him it wasn't his fault. But right now I had no control over my body.
"There is something you can do Edward." Jacob said looking at Edward. Edward probably reading his mind.
"No… I can't do that! I won't damn her to this life." Edward said almost yelling.
"You have to. It's what she wants, I just want to see her happy. Even if I can't be around her. She wants this. Do it for her, don't let her die." Jacob said to him honestly. Edward just looked at me defeated and put his mouth to my neck.
"I love you, my sweet angel." He murmured before biting into my neck.
Author's Note: Sorry about leaving this on a bit of a cliffy. But anyway, those who might say Jacob wouldn't want that to happen to Bella. I think he just wants to see her happy, because he loves her. Please keep reviewing and any suggestions you might have.
