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The next day Miyuki started packing the color still hadn't come back and you could see where the tears had stained her cheeks. Miyuki went to the closet to get the last of her shirts and then noticed the black leather jacket hanging she took it down and held it close to her, Alex was coming over soon and she would return it then. Miyuki and Alex were sitting in her room, Alex was looking at the floor Miyuki had told her everything "Your mad at me" Miyuki said softly tears were about to fill Miyukis eyes.
"Whoa there back up" Alex said hugging Miyuki, "I love you and I could never be mad at you… I understand… your doing this for family honor… not love" Alex said her hug tightening "As much as I hate it I understand" Alex whispered kissing her neck and wiping the tears away. "I want to be with you not some guy I've never met" Miyuki said "But I don't' want to disappointment my father" Alex smiled and rubbed her back "its okay I understand"
That night Alex spent the night there and she and Miyuki talked about everything. In the morning as they went to the airport Alex held Miyuki, and she didn't stop till Miyuki had to board her plane. But a new thing was in Miyuki's attire was the black leather jacket with its two symbols on it; it was a present for her… But to Alex it was a reminder to never forget her.
It was the middle of June when Miyuki left. In those six months Alex really lost it, she became depressed, and at work she was like a zombie, she hardly smiled nor talked to anyone. Also she had become so what of an alcoholic the good thing was though that she stayed home to drink and she was looking at a note pad she was almost drunk and she was writing a song she was crying as she wrote but it was a song nonetheless. At the end of the song Alex passed out luckily she was already in bed.
I drowned the pain away
I drowned the pain away
I drowned my life away
But I still haven't drowned you
It's Saturday night and I'm here sitting at the bar
Drinking you away, then a beautiful girl sat next to me
Her multicolored hair reminds me of you, the blue the black and the red
We talk and talk but nothing we have nothing to say
Her eyes are like sapphires so bright and blue just like yours
I drowned the pain away
I drowned the pain away
I drowned my life away
But I still haven't drowned you
Home at last a memory of you memories of us
On the table a black little box sits, still opened from where you left it
A ring in the middle sit the diamond a true tear drop now
It's been one whole year another bottle another pain.
The clock strikes twelve Merry Christmas my love soon I will see you
I drowned the pain away
I drowned the pain away
I drowned my life away
But I still haven't drowned you
Now I lay me down to sleep
I pray the lord her soul to keep
I know I'll die before I wake
So I pray the lord my soul to take
Now I lay me in eternal sleep.
I drowned the pain away
I drowned the pain away
I drowned my life away
But I never drowned you away
Alex woke up the next morning with a hang over from hell, for a solid hour she had her head in the toilet. After that she took a shower and closed her eyes and went back to her bed, She looked at the notepad "Beautiful song and I dedicated it to Miyuki the only girl I'll ever truly love" She said closing her eyes, she felt so sick but forced herself up and into he kitchen for a cup of coffee. That night she went to the bar with her biker friends and after three hours she decided to leave, she had drunk three beers and was about to get on her bike "Alex Silver you're coming with me" A feminine voice said and before Alex could do anything she felt her self get hit in the back of the head.
When Alex woke she felt a gag on her and she couldn't see because of a blind fold she was even tied up apparently. "Hey look she's moving" it was the same voice she had heard before she blacked out. "Why in the world did you knock her out" Another feminine voice said, this one sounded very familiar to Alex though, "You told me she was some bad biker chick so I just did what came natural" She heard the woman respond. Alex felt the blind fold being lifted and she looked around she was in her apartment and then she turned around and seen her kidnappers.
One of them was a bit shorter then Alex herself she had long grey hair and amber eyes, the girl beside her was Miyuki. Alex had managed to get the gag off and looked at them "It's another nightmare" She told herself and closed her eyes; Miyuki frowned and walked over "Would a nightmare do this?" Miyuki asked and kissed her. It was a long kiss and neither one wanted to end it as they added kisses "Okay, Okay you two get a room oh wait we don't have time maybe later tonight" The other woman said.
Miyuki pulled back smiling blushing "Shizuma is right" She said and then smacked Alex across the face it wasn't hard but it was forceful "That's for being such a drunk" She said smiling as she untied Alex. Alex stood up and looked at Miyuki and then the Shizuma "Why aren't you in Japan… with your husband?" Alex finally said it took her a moment to think of everything.
"Simple I never got married… I did go back to Japan with thoughts of marriage but it was my wedding day and the Groom and I decided to talk yes I know it's supposed to be bad luck. But the both of us were in the same boat" Miyuki said. "What why didn't he want to marry you, you're beautiful smart, charming…" "He was gay" Miyuki said. Alex looked at her "Oh well then that's a good reason" She said.
"Plus we didn't love each other our parents arranged our marriage since both of our engagements ended up umm dead" Miyuki said "Come on you need to take a shower and I've picked clothes out for you to wear… we are going out" She said Alex was going to protest but she looked at both Miyuki and Shizuma who looked as though they would attack her if she refused "Okay" Alex said and went to take a shower. Shizuma looked over at Miyuki who was wearing blue jeans and a long sleeve shirt "You never told me how hot she was" She said smiling, Miyuki blushed a little.
"Well I didn't want you to steal her away" Miyuki said smiling, Shizuma gasped "Oh that's hurts" Miyuki smiled and hugged Shizuma "Thank you… I know you should be spending time with Nagisa thank you so much." Shizuma couldn't help but return the hug she would do practically anything to see Miyuki happy "Hey it's cool and we still have New years… now lets get dressed so we can stun your date to be" she said smiling.
The shower felt good on Alexs warm skin and she sobered up quickly, when she went to the bed to look at the clothes she noticed they were brand new and a card lay there
~Okay so these clothes didn't come out of your closet but you didn't have anything so I got you an early Christmas present Love Miyuki~
Alex smiled as she changed into the clothes, it was a golden long sleeve shirt and a pair of black dress pants with even a pair of dress shoes. Alex smiled looking at herself in the mirror she looked good and actually felt good for the first time in six months. As she emerged form her room to the living room she stopped dead in her tracks. Alex felt her cheeks blush as she looked at both Shizuma and Miyuki, both were wearing very fitting dresses Shizuma a red one and Miyuki a blue one both halter style. "Ah and you finally come out" Shizuma said smiling.
Alex was a loss at words as she walked over to them "You look nice" Miyuki said smiling "Just as I had imagined." She complimented this added to the blush. Miyuki and Shizuma smiled not innocent smiles but pure evil smiles as Shizuma was on Alexs left and Miyuki on her right, she watched as both leaned in and planted a kiss on her cheeks "You two are evil" Alex finally stuttered out which sent both of them laughing. Alex couldn't help but smile "And where are we going?" she asked curious. "You'll see" Miyuki replied and with the Shizuma took one arm and Miyuki the next and the left
They arrived in a restaurant and were taken in the back where it was reserved. Alex sat in the middle and Shizuma was on her left and Miyuki on her right like the kiss they had given. "Why are we here?" Alex asked looking at the glass of tea that sat in front of her. Just then she heard feet and she looked up. It was Alex's family her mother and her step father with the baby; and then her father with her step mother and half sister, Miyuki felt Alex tense up and she held her hand "It's okay" she whispered. As they settled and ordered they were waiting for their food Alex was looking down.
"Alex honey what's wrong?" Her father asked, her father was thirty five he had black hair with signs of grey it he had grey eyes and he was wearing a black dress suit. Beside him sat Alexis she was thirty two she had brown hair and brown eyes and wore a green dress. Then beside her was Jackie she was thirteen almost fourteen and she had black hair with grey eyes, she was wearing a girl's dress suit.
Then on the opposite side of Alex were her mother and Jack and the baby whose name she had yet to find out. Her mother looked almost like Alex except she only had black highlights and she was older, Jack on the other hand looked to be young younger then her mother he had black short spiky hair and was wearing a dress suit as well and then the baby was in a blue jumper asleep.
"Alex?" Her father said, Alex looked up "Nothings wrong" She replied and took a drink of tea "Tell us what's on you mind these last six months you haven't' even said hello to us" Her mother responded. "What's on my mind I'll tell you what's on my mind but I grantee you won't like it" Alex said, she felt the grip of Miyuki's hand tighten and Shizuma held her shoulder. "I'll tell you what's on my mind why the hell am I here with you two" Alex said.
"Because it's Christmas, a time for families to get together" Her father replied. "Families ha that's funny were a broken family and we have been since I was five years old so don't you dare tell me it's a time for family. Both of you pushed me away so you could live your perfect little lives; you were first dad and then you mom, and you wonder why I never call because you don't care you never did" Alex said. Her father looked at her he was obviously angry.
"How dare you say we don't care" He said, that's when Alex stood up the look in her eyes were bone chilling a side no one had ever seen. "You don't, where were you two months ago when I was in the hospital because I had to have my appendix removed? Huh Hanas mother was there because neither of you showed up. What bout my Graduation, no one was there either, I had no one to celebrate with. What about the time I broke my arm dad huh? Where were you then and Mom what about the time when I was jumped at school and I have to be taken to the doctor for a broke nose huh?"
"And what about those nights when you would get drunk at my place I took care of you but you never even said thank you where were either of you, I'll tell you, you were living you damn perfect lives you forgot about the child you already had . And don'' give me oh I tired to do things with me dad. You always wanted me to go with you and Alexis and Jackie never just me and you. You were my dad before you were Jackie's"
"And since I'm being perfectly honest about everything I'm a lesbian and I love someone every much at this table" Alex said and she sat down she then turned and kissed Shizuma on the lips and then kissed Miyuki though Miyuki's kiss was more passionate.
No one spoke for a while and Alex leaned on Shizuma and Miyuki on her "Your right" Alexs mother said standing up "We weren't there and I am truly sorry if you had only told us" She said she went over and hugged Alex, Her father got up and did the same "Yeah, and we never meant for you to feel this hurt nor rejected." He said. For the rest of the meal it went by okay and they talked Alex found out the babies name was Lee.
Alex was glad to get home though it wasn't really late only a little past ten but she felt relieved to be home and out of the presence of her parents. Alex sat there on her bed and she heard the door close and she looked up Both Miyuki and Shizuma stood in front of her both naked, Alex felt her face redden. Shizuma and Miyuki has agreed to something, something Alex would definably like and even their selves. That night Alex didn't feel lonely at all how could she during the love making between the three that lasted into the early hours of the morning.
A/N: another chapter this actually turned out completely opposite of my original idea... but I hope you enjoy I know I did thinking of it all lol… I really need to work on my other fan fic but I'm having so much fun with this one… not sure when next chapter will be up… so please R&R