A/N: Hello, hello. :D Sorry for the kinda late update! I've been out with friends a lot recently (well that and other peoples fics are just soooo good!) It's... 00:44AM but that ain't stopping me! Sorry that I never put the name of the song in last chapter. It was Shut Me Up by Mindless Self Indulgence. I'm not back at school till the 19th so hopefully I'll be writing chapter 7 not long after I'm finished this chapter ^o^

Grimmjow: So what are we gonna be doin' in this chapter?

Ichigo: Well there is alcohol involved...

Grimmjow: *leers at Ichigo* Heh.

Neko-chan: Oi! It's only chapter 6!

Grimmjow: So? Some people have us getting' it on in chapter 1!

Neko-chan: *scowls* Well that depends how they portray ya.

Ichigo: Would you just get on with it already? I wanna party!

Neko-chan: Yeah, yeah. I'm getting' to it.

Grimmjow's POV

3 vodkas and 2 tequilas later...

You were a problem child,

Been grounded your whole life,

So now you run wild,

Playin' with them good girls,

No that ain't your style.

You think your hot shit,

Oh, I love it.

Love it. Yeah, yeah.

Stumblin' but yeah you still

Lookin' hella fine.

Keep doin' what your doin'

And i'ma make you mine.

Well you're a hot mess,

And I'm fallin' for you.

And I'm like hot damn!

Lemme make you my boo.

'Cuz you can shake it, shake it, shake it.

Yeah you know what to do

You're a hot mess,

I'm lovin' it hell yes!

During the course of the night, several things had happened.

Renji, while completely plastered, tried to make a move on Rangiku. He completely failed and she slapped him. She seemed sober, but when she spoke her words sorta ran together in a slurred letter line. Somewhere in her jumble of words were 'Stupid red haired cunt' and 'rip yer balls off if ya try that again'. It amused me to no end that Rangiku seemed to knock back hard drinks without batting an eyelash or showing how much of an effect it had on her, while Renji was stumbling and falling over by his 3rd drink. When Rangiku slapped him I full on laughed. His shocked face was priceless.

Toushiro, after some encouragement from Nel and Ichigo, decided to go over and talk to Ulquiorra. I was groaning internally the whole time. Gin just grinned in his fox like way and left the two alone in favor of the crowded dance floor.

Nel threw up quite a lot and went home early in a taxi. Meaning I had to spend half of my money. She could've walked home but no, she had to complain and whine until I almost literally shoved my wallet in her face. She usually had no problem with alcohol and it had no effect on her but she could barely walk tonight.

Ichigo, in his rather tight, hot pink jeans, was busy dancin' with that blonde haired friend of his. Ichigo had got a text not long after we got to Las Noches and said his mate... Shindo? Suji? Shinji? I think it was Shinji, was meeting him at 8pm. They were both drunk but his friend Shinji was an animal on the dance floor. He must be a professional dancer or somethin'.

Ichigo was a different story. I could barely keep my eyes off his ass. His hips swayed sensually to the beat and seemed to hypnotize me. It was most likely the alcohol controlling my actions but to hell if I cared. I decided on an impulse to join them and by this time I had had 3 vodkas and 2 tequilas in my system. He just looked so hot with his orange hair glowing in the dark club and his chocolate brown eyes staring into mine as he danced to the loud music. I soon found myself with my chest against his back. I don't even know who moved towards who but I guess if it was the alcohol then it was fine. He was grinding against me. Jesus he was so hot. If this carries on I'm gonna end up gettin' a hard-on, I thought.

The song got faster and so did we as we danced to the beat. Shit. I was half hard.

Shinji was, by now, pinned against the wall by some tall, black haired...

Nope. That has to be my imagination. There is no way in hell that is Nnoitra. Nnoitra was straight! But he always did have a thing for blondes. Nnoitra was forgotten as Ichigo turned around in our back to front embrace and he gazed up at me with half lidded eyes. Chocolate brown melted my azure orbs. Ichigo had a slight drunken blush as he grinned up at me. We seemed to get closer as the song came to an end and a J-Rock song pounded through the speakers. He was sweating slightly as he leaned up. Damn he was so hot. Or more of a hot mess, as his scarf was discarded in the booth we had occupied, his cream shirt ruffled and his hair disheveled. Ichigo's plump full lips looked so tasty right now...

Ichigo's POV

Shinji was busy making out with some tall dude that looked like Spoon-Pirate from class. Shinji has taste though so I knew it wasn't him. I turned in Grimmjow's embrace, grinning. What the hell had I drunk tonight? I had flashbacks to my recent dreams and blushed harder. I was too busy getting lost in Grimmjow's eyes to notice Renji nearby taking in our close positions. Renji broke the trance by yelling over the loud music, ''Oi! Ichigo! C'mere.''

Renji proceeded to drag me away from a confused Grimmjow and out the Las Noches's side door. ''What the fuck was that?'' Renji asked. He was obviously pissed off but he had sobered up after getting Rangiku's hand imprinted on his face. Shit. He doesn't know I'm gay. Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck. Fuck. How the hell am I meant to tell him? I was gonna tell him when I was at least sober. I looked down at my feet.

''I dunno what yer on about'' I bluffed, studying my shoes.

''Fuck that! So you dunno why you were fuckin' dry humpin' another guy? Grimmjow?'' Renji yelled. I flinched at the way he said it.

''Shit, Renji I wanted to t-''

The club's side door burst open as Rangiku and Toushiro fell through it. Toushiro spotted us and immediately sensed something was up. Rangiku began fumbling in her purse for her phone, obliviously.

''Uh, guys?'' asked Toushiro cautiously, ''We're uh.. gonna head home now. You commin'?'' He looked from Renji to me and then back again.

''We'll be there in a minute. Just give us a sec.'' Renji ground out.

''I-'' I started to explain but Renji interrupted.

''Are you gay?'' He asked cutting straight to the point. Rangiku looked up startled.

''R-renji I was gonna tell you I just...'' I didn't know how to explain. When I found out. How I found out... I just couldn't put any of it into words. Grimmjow and Ulquiorra opened the side door. Lovely. More witnesses.

''You just? That ain't fuckin' good enough. So you didn't tell one of your best mates you get on the other bus? You think I wouldn't accept you? Fuck sake. I would rather you have fucking told me than me having to fucking find out for myself. I can't even look at you right now!'' Renji scowled in disgust, shoving past me and turning round the corner, his red hair disappearing out of sight.

''Shit.'' I mumbled. Toushiro looked at me with worry in his eyes and Rangiku just gazed at me. Obviously shocked at my 'coming out'.

''You didn't tell him?'' asked Toushiro. Grimmjow glanced at me and I heard my voice break slightly with my next sentence.

''I couldn't. I didn't know what his reaction was gonna be.'' I felt tears begin to built up as I turned and half ran round the corner back towards home. I tripped a couple of times in my drunken stupor. I knew I was gonna get drunk. I knew something like this would happen. Nothing good ever comes from me getting drunk. I shoulda just done my homework like a good little boy.

''Ichigo!'' I heard faint voices call. I ignored them and ran faster.

I should have told him as soon as I found out. Just cause he's straight it doesn't mean he couldn't accept me. Fuck! I've ruined it. What if he never talks to me again? Well perhaps that's a bit too dramatic. He accepted Toushiro when he came out. He barely knows Shinji but he accepted him just fine. What about me? He never said he didn't accept me.

I burst through my front door and kicked my converse off at the bottom of the stairs. It went from a great night to a shitty one in an instant.

I stripped down to my boxers and clambered into bed, finally letting the tears fall. I slowly sank into a dreamless sleep.

Grimmjow's POV

There was a stunned silence as Ichigo left our sights.

''Here.'' Ulquiorra handed Toushiro his number on a slip of paper and went back into Las Noches. Rangiku sighed dramatically.

''See? S'always the hot ones that're gay!'' She slurred. She grabbed Toushiro's arm and dragged him round the corner of the club towards the main entrance.

Well on the plus side I confirmed that Ichigo was gay. I can't believe pineapple didn't at least have any suspicions. Dumb ass. Probably too busy lookin at Rangiku's tits to notice his friends wandering eyes.

What happened tonight? I was grinding against Ichigo. I got a fuckin' hard on 'cause of him. Was I really attracted to him? Or was that the alcohol in my veins? I shook my head as I began walking in the same direction as said strawberry. I mean he was obviously hot. We had stuff in common. We had our differences too. So maybe...?

I left my own question unanswered as I scuffed my feet on the sidewalk. Did he like me?

Ok. Almost definitely the alcohol talking here. It's not as if I can drink... how much did I drink? Oh. 3 vodkas and 2 tequilas. It's not as if they would have no affect. I stumbled through my front door and took in the sight off Nel half hanging off the couch. I chuckled and climbed the stairs slowly and almost lost my footing. I practically threw myself onto my bed and groaned when I remembered it was only Thursday. I stuffed my hands in my pants pockets and came up with my blue phone. Shit. Is it really 2.32AM? If I have a hang over then there's no way in hell I'm goin' to school tomorrow. I dropped my phone to the floor and shrugged off my jacket and hoodie awkwardly, getting my hands trapped in the sleeves. I barely registered that I still had my shoes on before I fell asleep. My head slumping onto my pillow.

That night I dreamt of bright orange hair and a dazzling grin.

A/N: Yay! It's now... 2:44AM? Lol I didn't realise it took me so long to write! :D Well now that it's done i'ma go sleep The song was Hot Mess by Cobra Starship (it's my favourite song right now :D) Review? Pretty please? Oh! And vote! I'm closing the voting after next chapters out! :3 Until next time! Ja na!