I DO NOT OWN TITANIC

April 13th, 1912

Alison POV*

I woke up this morning and looked around and noticed I wasn't in my cabin.

"Oh where am i?" I asked

"You're in the infirmary." The doctor said. "Why?" I asked

"Mr. Moody found you passed out last night on the deck. i did a few tests last night and form what I'm seeing your starting to come down with hypothermia." He said. James brought me here? Hmm.

"Oh I'll have to thank him later. And how do I get rid of it?" I said with no emotion. "Stay warm. Drink lots of tea, and keep you're jacket on. Okay, you are free to go. But give this note to Mr. Moody you can't do you two shifts tonight you don't want to risk getting hurt." He said I nodded and left.

I walked down the hall to the elevators and went up to the bridge. I saw Harry, James and Lights talking. I walked in and felt weak, I was tired and I could barely walk. My eyelids felt heavy and I felt dizzy again. They all looked at me with concerned looks. I finely got the strength to walk and hand them the note and then I walked into my cabin and fell asleep.

I woke up a few hours later and felt a little better; I got up and walked into the mess hall. Will, James, Harry and Lights were all sitting at a table but I walked over to the other side of the room and sat. I didn't realize it but I must have been sitting there for hours staring at nothing.

James POV*

Alison was sitting there for 3 hours staring at nothing, and she wasn't eating at all. "Someone should go talk to her." Will spoke up. "Will's right." Harry said in his welsh accent. "I'll go if no one else wants to." Harry said looking at me. He got up and walked over to Alison.

Alison POV*

I saw Harry walking over to me. "Hello Alison are you okay?" he asked me. "Oh yes I'm just wonderful." I said trying to sound happy. "Alison I know you're not okay." He said, I sighed. "Fine I'm horrible Harry." I said getting up and walking out of the mess hall.

I walked into my cabin and started to cry. I couldn't take it I had to do something but what? I decided to go talk to my uncle for a little bit. When I got to his cabin I knocked on his door.

"Alison darling what brings you here?" he asked. "Oh just a little bored and wanted to talk to someone." I said

"Why don't you talk to James?" he asked. "We got into a little disagreement." I said. "Oh darling I'm sorry." He said. "Don't worry you didn't know." I said.

We sat for hours talking about pointless stuff and he showed me the blueprints of Titanic. He knew this ship like the back of his hand and I almost did. He showed me routes to get from one point of the ship to another faster. I looked at the time and it was 7:00 I told him that I should get going and then I left. When I walked outside I felt weak again and a wave of sadness took over me. I walked to the railing of the stern of the ship and I climbed over the railing.

I knew the water was going to be beyond cold. I fell through thin ice once and you couldn't think of anything but that pain. My thoughts were interrupted by a girls yelling.

"Stop don't jump!" I turned around and saw Rose.

"Rose?" I asked her. She nodded. "Your that officer. I still think it's amazing that you're an officer, but why are you hanging off the back of the ship?" she asked me.

"I got into a fight with the man I love and he is mad at me and I just don't feel like I belong here anymore." I said.

"I know how it feels Miss…" she started. 'Miss. Jones but you can call me Alison." I said.

"well I know how it feels Alison. But killing yourself won't help the problem it will only make it worse. The person you love will feel guilty and take the blame for you killing yourself and they'll end up hurting or killing themselves. And if he truly does love you, he'll come back to you, and when he does you won't want to be gone." she said, she held out her hand. "Come back over Alison I'll help you." I took her hand and as I stepped up my boot slipped. I had one hand on the railing and another in Roses hand.

"Jack help!" I heard Rose yell. I looked up and saw a young man next to her and from his looks he was 3rd class. "Oh god." He said. "here give me your other hand." He said. I gave him my hand and they both tried to pull me onto the ship but they couldn't.

"Help me!" I screamed to the top of my lungs. "Help us!" Rose yelled. "Someone's coming." Rose said I looked up and saw Harry between Rose and Jack.

"Oh my god Alison what the heck." He took my and that was in Roses and he and Jack pulled me onto the ship.

"Alison why did you do that?' Harry asked me.

"James." I whispered and walked off. Harry turned to Rose and Jack.

Harry POV*

"Do you guys know what happened?" I asked. The boy shook his head but the girl spoke up.

"She said something about getting into a fight with the man she loved. But I talked her out of jumping off the ship, when she tried to climb the rail she slipped." The girl said.

I nodded. "So she really is depressed." I said. "Thank you both so very much." I said before walking off.

I walked into the bridge and saw James standing there.

"James do you want to know what I just witnessed?" I asked him

"What?" He asked me.

"I saved Alison from killing herself." I said, James looked at me with a shocked expression. "Yes, she slipped off the back of the stern. It was because she got into a fight with the person she loved. James she really is depressed and it's getting bad, you have to talk to her." I said and walked away.

Alison POV*

I walked into my room and decided I'll do tomorrow night's shift but I'll sleep tomorrow morning. I looked in my mirror and the first thing I saw was the necklace James had given me. I sighed and took it off and laid it on my dresser. I got changed and laid down and fell into a peaceful slumber.

James POV*

I really do have to talk to her, she's going to get herself hurt or killed and it's going to be my fault. I walked around the boat deck once before walking to my cabin to go to sleep. Before I got into my "Bed" I saw a piece of paper on my dresser.

James,

Talk to her.

She's going to get hurt James. Please we hate seeing her like this and you're not as happy as you were when you were with her. James she opened up your eyes and showed you the world from a different view then you own.

Harry.

I put the note down and sighed.

"What have I done." I asked myself. I sat down on my bed and thought for a few minutes, then I decided to go to sleep.