Ok guys, last week I was so damn bored that I tried to read my first story, All I ask is a second chance, and I must say that the story is not that good. I mean it when I started reading it, I was like 'what the hell? This story was written so badly.' So I decided to put it on hold for a moment. It needs a SUPER MAJOR editing process and I'll be able to do that if I'm done with this story or if I have time. So for those who likes my first story, I'm really sorry but you have to wait for a long time. I may also change some parts or the plot and make it into a new story, but I'm not sure. It's just an idea.
So anyway like I promised, here is Part 2 of Chapter 5! But I need to tell you that in this chapter, there's 2 POVS. You might get confused that's why I labeled it, if it will be Sango's turn or Kagome's turn. ;)
DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN INUYASHA
Chapter 5 (Part 2)
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Sango's POV
When I went downstairs, I noticed that Kagome's not there yet, so I'm guessing she's still asleep. I went to the kitchen and prepared some cereals for myself. I went upstairs to check on Kagome and I saw her sleeping like a baby. I smiled, shook my head and close her door. I walked to my room to check on my phone and when I looked at it, it says, 'You have 2 missed calls and 5 messages' I wasn't surprised since I have an idea that it might be Miroku. When I opened it, I was right. All the messages and missed calls are from Miroku.
I decided to call him as I lay down on my bed. When he answered my call, I asked him if he needs something because of the missed calls and messages, he said that he just want to check on me if I'm alright. Then we continued our conversation for like 30 minutes until I told him that I'll just call him later since I need to take a bath. And that's when he made a perv comment. But I must say, he made me blush.
After I got out of the bathroom, I went to my closet and find something decent to wear and I sit on my bed while combing my hair. When I looked at the clock it was 12pm so I went downstairs to prepare some lunch. I washed the dishes after eating and went upstairs to get my phone and walk back downstairs again and call Miroku as I sat on the couch.
We were talking about our likes and dislikes, so basically we are getting to know each other. He also told me that he already informed Inuyasha about me and he (Inuyasha) decided that there will be a pack meeting this Saturday to officially introduce me to the whole pack. I admit, I have mixed feelings after he told me about it. I don't know how to react. I mean, yes I was so damn excited but I'm also nervous as hell! Who wouldn't be nervous if you know that you will be introduced to hundreds of people as their Beta female? The first question that comes to my mind was, Would they accept me?
Anyway, me and Miroku were talking for 1 or 2 hours already I think. I don't know what time is it but I can tell that we've been talking for a long time since my ears hurts so much. When my left ear would start aching, I would transfer my phone to my right, and then to the left and so on.
Then I saw Kagome walked downstairs and into the kitchen, but I was too busy talking to Miroku since he said something that was really funny and embarrassing that made me blush, so I wasn't able to greet her or something.
After 20 minutes, I heard the water running down the sink so I knew she was finished, and then I heard a glass fall down the floor. 'Just hang on a second Miroku. I'll just check on Kagome. I think I heard something.' I said through the phone and dashed to the kitchen fast. There, I saw Kagome kneeling on the floor and I know for sure what that means. She's starting to shift.
I quickly told me Miroku that I'll just call him later because Kagome's shifting already and I heard him asking me if I needed some help. I answered no and hung up.
I helped Kagome stand up and placed her arm over my shoulder and we I quickly run or more like dash to the forest. This is why I love being a werewolf. Your hearing and sense of sight is advanced. Also you can run so damn fast that it looks like a blur in a human's eyes. And good thing is our house is near the forest. It's just at our backyard.
I dropped Kagome in the ground carefully. I don't want to cause her more pain. I watched her scream as her body started to bend wriggle in pain. I heard her bones cracking and it's really difficult for me to watch her like this, but I can't do anything. My first shift was the most painful thing I've felt in my whole life. And I know what Kagome was feeling right now.
After around 10 minutes, she stopped screaming then she blacked out of exhaustion and of the pain. And when I looked at her, I noticed that there wasn't a human body lying on the ground but a wolf. A pure black wolf.
Kagome's POV
I felt light headed and my head hurts like hell. I tried to open my eyes but it was too hard. I felt so tired and my eyelids are so heavy. I don't know where I am but all I can hear were the leaves rustling from the trees around me. I never felt something like this before. I felt so different. I can hear every detail of sound the was coming from the forest. The sound of the waterfall nearby, the tweeting of the birds and the sound of some kind of an animal, maybe a deer, running. I don't remember why I am here in the forest but all I remember was pain. Too much pain.
I yawned, feeling tired and sore, and stretched. It was when I licked my hand that didn't occur to me that something was off. I just lick my hand. No, not my hand, it feels like an animal's paw. That's when I opened my eyes immediately and looked at what was happening. When I looked at my hands, all I saw were pure black paws. 'Oh no. Don't tell me I'm in my wolf form right now.' I thought. That's when I heard someone speak to me.
"Yes you're right. You are in you're wolf form. Have you forgotten what happened?" someone asked. I looked around and saw no one. What the hell is going on? I woke up just to know that I turned into a wolf and now, I'm hearing things? My god what's happening to me? I feel like I'm going crazy.
"You're not crazy. I'm real. You can't see me but I'm not just an illusion." someone answered for me and it sound like she was having a conversation with me through my mind. Like me and Sango.
"Because I am. I am talking to you in your mind." she confirmed.
"Who are you? Why can't I see you but hear you?" I asked in my mind turning my head to the left and then to the right as I was looking for any signs of her. But there was none.
"You can look everywhere and all day but you will never find me. You're the only one who can hear me. Why? Because I live inside you. I am your wolf." she revealed to me.
I widened my eyes. Is this true? Does that mean I'm not crazy or something?
"No you're not. It's a natural thing for werewolves like you. All werewolves, have their own wolf. Us wolves are different from you and the others. If most of you think and act as human, we on the other hand think and act as a wolf. We don't use our hearts, we use our minds. We never show our emotions to everyone. We live to mate and to kill. The only thing that is important to us is our mate and the pack. Us wolves were made to-" She wasn't able to finish her explanation since I or we heard a branch snap from behind.
My wolf turned around immediately and do a low growl. Then I saw a grayish brown wolf, slightly bigger than me comes out behind a tree. I noticed that she was girl. I sniffed the air and caught her scent. It was familiar. I know this was part of the pack but I can't help but growl again. I don't know why but I just can't seem to have enough control myself.
I noticed the other wolf took a small step towards me, and that's where I crouch into an attacking position and growl louder.
I was about to tackle her to the ground but what she did surprise my wolf. She lowered her form into the ground, a sign of submission.
Sango's POV
It's been 2 hours and Kagome's wolf is still lying on the ground, not moving. I started to worry but I remembered that it took me around 3 hoursand a half before I woke up. I leave her a moment and go back to the house to get some of her clothes since she will need it when she shift back into her human form. I'm also ready to answer all the question she will be asking me, especially about her wolf.
During our first shift, we receive our wolf. We can't see them but we can talk and feel them. They live inside us. They are also the ones who's mostly in control of our body when we shift into our werewolf form.
As I went back inside the house, I went straight to Kagome's bedroom to get clothes and call Miroku because he can't stop calling me since I told him that Kagome's shifting. He said that it's dangerous and I might get hurt. When he answered, I told him that everything's under control and that he didn't need to come here and help me. He keeps on bugging me but I insisted so he finally agreed.
When I got out of the house, I shifted into my grayish brown wolf and bring the paper bag that has Kagome's clothes in my mouth. I wasn't thinking of shifting but my wolf tells me that it might be dangerous since Kagome's not yet familiar to her surroundings and might attack me even know she knew I was part of the pack. My wolf tells me that since it's her first shift, she may not be able to have control over her body in the moment.
When I was near the clearing, I saw Kagome's wolf awake and was standing on all fours. I went behind the tree to put the paper bag down and slowly walk to Kagome when I accidentally stepped on a branch and snap. 'Shit' I thought. When Kagome's wolf heard the snap, she immediately turn around and growl at me.
I walked slowly towards her but then she crouch and and growl. It looks like she was going to attack me, but I thought of something fast. I brought my wolf form down the ground to show a sign of submission so she wouldn't fight me. And I guess it worked since she stopped growling and was just standing there staring at me.
Kagome's POV
When the graying brown wolf, brought herself down the ground and made a whine sound, I stopped growling and just look at her. "She's not a threat." my wolf said into my mind so I slowly walk towards the other wolf. I bend and nuzzle my head against her own to show that I wasn't going to attack anymore. She quickly responded as she nuzzled her head against mine also in a friendly manner and stood up and walk behind the tree. I was about to follow her but she turned her head back to me and looked at me with her eyes saying, 'stay' so I did. 3 minutes later, she came back in her human form fully dressed. Then I noticed that it was Sango.
She walked to me, bend down and lightly scratch my head like I'm some sort of puppy. I let out a playful growl at her and she laughed. "You really look so cute in your wolf form Kagome! I must say, you will be my new pet!" she teased.
I glared at her, but she continue on laughing anyway. "Come on. It's past 4 already. Let's go back home. Change back into your human form. I brought clothes for you. You can change behind the tree." She said still slightly laughing as she gave me a paper bag that has my clothes.
I looked at the paper bag that she was holding and looked back at her. How the hell would I change back into my human form? I have no idea what to do!
Sango seemed to be confused on why I'm not getting the bag but soon, she realized what my problem is. "Oh, I forgot! You don't know how to change into your human form am I correct?" She asked and I just nodded my head.
"You really sound like a newborn baby! Aww that's so cute!" she said and I glared at her again and growl low so she stopped laughing but the amusement in her eyes is still evident. "Ok ok, chill. Don't blame me. You're just so cute to be so innocent. Anyway, to change, you need to think and concentrate hard on your human form. Then you will feel your body slowly bend and go back into a human. Now go and change!" She said with a smile.
I got the paper bag from Sango using my mouth and walk behind the tree. I followed what Sango told me and a few seconds later, I feel like my body is shaping back into my human form and noticed I was naked. quickly got dressed since it's so cold and someone might see me. I walked back to Sango as we go back to the house.
After dinner, I stayed in her room since I really need to have some knowledge about being a werewolf because all I know is that anything silver would make us totally ill or if worse kill us. For those who still can't shift, when they are shot with a silver bullet, they would still survive but they wouldn't be able to shift anymore, or for short, they would become human. Good thing I don't need to worry about that since I had my first shift already.
I decided to ask Sango about my wolf thing.
"So Sango, I have to ask you something. A while ago when I woke up in the clearing, I hear a voice talking inside my head. She said that she's my wolf. She also explains what they are but you came so she wasn't able to finish. So tell me, what are they?" I asked lying down with Sango on her bed.
"Well what part did she stop?" She asked.
"Hmmm...Let me think. Uhm she was supposed to tell me why they were made. Since she already explains to me that me and her are different because I have feelings. She doesn't have one. She said that they only live to mate and to kill." I said.
"Ok, so that you won't be confused, let's just begin from the top. Each werewolves is given a wolf inside there mind or conscience. It helps guide their actions or find a mate. It's like your conscience basically but sometimes it can get demanding and angry. That is why they live inside us because if they were created to live here on earth with us, there would be a lot of chaos. Our wolves are very animalistic or should I say wild. The good thing is that we are more in control of our body and mind when we are human. But when we are in wolf form, our wolf is most likely in control. That's why we became wild and dangerous. But sometimes, when we are provoked and when someone made us extremely mad, even if we are in human form, our wolf would sometimes take over and we might end up shifting in front of whole people." she explained.
"Wow. That's a lot of information to take in for the night. You just sound like you had your graduation speech or something." I said while holding my head in both hands.
"Psshh. That's just a part of what you need to learn. Since you're a werewolf now, you need to learn how to fight in both your human and wolf form. That is why I you will be joining me in my Shifter classes starting tomorrow!" she shouted excitedly.
"Oh my! I'm finally going to be able to join you! And I'll get to see Inuyasha everyday!" I squealed like a little girl.
"Wow. Here we go again with your obsession. You know what, now that you're a werewolf, you will finally be able to know who is your mate. So I'm hoping so much that you find your mate soon so you will stop this obsession over Inuyasha. It's kinda creepy you know." she sighed.
"Whatever. I'm out of here. I need to sleep. Goodnight!" I said as I rolled my eyes.
"Goodnight Kagome! Hope you dream of your prince charming!" She added as I was making my way out of her room.
When I was lying on my bed already, I started to think about what Sango said, about my mate. I would be a hypocrite if I say that I'm not excited to meet my mate. Even if I don't know where he is and what's his name, I really really hope that I would meet him soon. And I know that I would since I'm already a werewolf and my wolf is there to help me find my mate. I would be the happiest girl in the world if I meet him. Since I started being a teenager, I always dream of someone who will always be there for me. Someone who will protect me and love me. And also someone who would always be loyal and look at me like I'm the most beautiful girl in the world. I admit, I envy Sango so much. She has a mate that loves her and is very possessive of her, and that's not all. Her mate is not just an ordinary werewolf, but a beta. She's one hell of a lucky woman. But then, I began to worry. What if my mate wouldn't accept me? What if he found someone else? What if he reject me because I'm not pretty and I'm fat?
"Stop worrying because that won't happen! Mates are made for each other. They would never ever be able to resist and hurt their mate because that would cause them pain as well, so I advice you to just sleep so I can rest as well." My wolf said into my mind.
Wow. I must say, my wolf is good in comforting me. Oh well, I believe whatever she said, since I know it's all true. I've never heard of a werewolf being rejected before so I don't have to worry. I closed my eyes as sleep came over me.
Next Day
When I woke up, I immediately took a bath and get ready for school. I went downstairs join Sango for breakfast. There she informed me that there would be a pack meeting this coming Saturday, which I just found was tomorrow because I looked at the calendar. She said that Miroku would finally introduce her in front of the whole back as his mate and our new Beta Female. She admitted that she was feeling nervous about the whole thing but I assured her that she has nothing to worry about because Miroku will always be there by her side. She seemed to relax by what I said so I continue comforting her.
After we finished, Miroku was already outside waiting for us in his so gorgeous Jaguar sports car. I so could get used to this. We went inside and of course me on the back seat.
"So, I heard you had your first shift Kagome. You'll finally be joining us in our Shifter Classes! I'm sure Sango here is so excited that you'll be with her. You know, sometimes I'm feeling jealous of you Kagome. I think you are more important than me for her." Miroku acted like he was getting so sad.
"Awww...Don't worry Miroku, Kagome may be my best friend, but you certainly are my mate. Of course you're important to me. Probably the most important in the world." She said playing along with Miroku.
"Really? That's so sweet babe. That's why I love you so much." Miroku said as he leaned down to kiss Sango on the lips. Ugh, I don't need to see that.
"Ok guys, I'm here you know! Enough of the PDA. Get a room you two! Ugh, my poor innocent eyes!" I cried dramatically as my hands cover my eyes. I peeked slightly to see if they are still doing it, when I look at them, I saw that they already stopped so I put my hands down.
"You know, when you meet your mate Kagome, I'm sure you'd be doing the same. Then when that happens, I'll be looking forward to say 'Look who's talking about PDA'." she said mocking my tone a while ago.
"I certainly agree with that babe." Miroku said amused while he is driving as he hold Sango's hand and kiss it.
"Oh so you're siding her now?" I asked sounding so hurt.
"Of course, I would always side her. She's my mate!" He replied. I know that he was playing along but I also know that what he's saying is true.
"Whatever. You guys hurt me deeply. I feel like my heart just got crushed." I cried dramatically. I don't know why I'm acting like this towards Miroku. I don't usually act so confident and friendly towards other people, especially the Beta of our pack but I feel so comfortable around him. Maybe because he was like the brother I never had.
"Here we go again, with Kagome being so dramatic and exaggerated." Sango said teasingly. I noticed that we're already at school so I said my good byes and see later to them, since I know that they would be staying out in the car a few minutes because they would be making out.
I got inside the school and walked to my locker, fix my things and went straight to my first class.
When I was in my third class, I started think about my shifter classes again. I'm so damn excited! I didn't even understand what the lesson is all about. I just wish dismissal would come by soon, so that I'll be going to my shifter classes for the first time.
Finally! Here we go! It's time for werewolves Shifter Classes in the woods! I'm just waiting for Sango get out of her Calculus class so that we can go already. When she finally came out, I walked excitedly over her.
"Not so excited are we?" She said sarcastically.
I just rolled my eyes and said, "Of course! It's been my dream to be able to join my kind and not that some class, called PE for humans."
"Are you really excited for your first training or are you just excited because Inuyasha would be there?" Sango teased with one of her eyebrows raised.
"Shhh! Someone might here you! Well to answer your question honestly, I would say both! Now come on we might be late." I said dragging her outside the school and into the forest as we shifted in our wolf form and went straight where the pack house is.
When we got there, I noticed some people like Kagura and Yura, Kikyo's minions and co-sluts. I also noticed that Kikyo wasn't there, and I also didn't see her at school the whole day. Good thing I guess. I also recognize one of Miroku and Inuyasha's friends, Bankotsu, the third in command. He's next in line after Miroku.
I became slightly uncomfortable since most of them are looking at me. Maybe because it's my first time to join the training. Then I heard one girl whisper to another girl "Eww, look at her fur! It's all black. She looks so dirty and ugly. Like the ugly duckling or something." That hit me hard. Was I really that ugly? I just sighed and transform into my human form and walked behind a tree to dress up.
"Yeah I know right. Oh look at her, she's even more ugly in her human form. She's so fat! I pity the one who would be her mate." The other girl said as she snickered. If it wasn't for my werewolf hearing, I wouldn't be able to hear what they are whispering to each other. Then I heard my wolf, "THAT BITCH! How there she calls us ugly. Let me out! Let me out right now!" she said inside my head trying to get out, but I was in control. 'Don't you dare. Just let them be. You don't want to cause a scene do you?' I said mentally. With that she shut up.
I walked beside Sango as I saw her talking with her other werewolf friends. When she noticed me, she introduced me to her friends and luckily, they seem to look nice and kind. Not like the girls a while ago. I introduced myself as well and they did the same. I finally knew their names. The petite girl that has white skin and white hair was Kanna and the other one was black haired girl tied in a ponytail named Jakotsu. She was pretty and a looks a little intimidating but when we guys talked for a few minutes, I realized that she was really nice. They also revealed to me that Kanna was the cousin of Kagura and Yura but they certainly don't like her because of what she looks like and Jakotsu told be that she was the sister of Bankotsu! I was surprised about what they said especially Kanna since she doesn't act bitchy like they're cousins. For Jakotsu, I was also surprised that she was Bankotsu's sister. She told me that they don't go along well, because of her lifestyle. She said her brother is ashamed of what she was. I didn't know what she was saying until I complimented her that she was so pretty and what she said surprised me.
"Oh thank you so for the compliment Kagome! Not all people see me as beautiful specifically because of my gender." She said shyly.
I raised my eyebrow, looking confused. "Huh? What are you saying?" I asked.
"What he means is that, he is not what you actually think." Sango said.
"I don't understand what you're saying. And why are you using 'he'?" I said while slightly shaking my head.
"It's because I am a he. I am a guy. Well a gay to be exact." Jakotsu said slightly laughing because of my reaction. When I heard what he said, I had my eyes wide open that I think they look like they were going to go out of my sockets.
"You should see you're face right now. It's really funny!" Kanna laughed softly.
I was about to respond when I smelled something in the air. I sniffed again and I was welcomed with the most delicious smell. It smells like warm milk chocolate with a hint of smoothy caramel. It's so intoxicating that I could literally taste the smell. I looked around to find where it was coming from when I saw Miroku and Inuyasha coming towards the clearing. I looked at Inuyasha to see him also looking at me and suddenly our eyes met and I felt something spark. I felt tingles all over my body. I tried to take my gaze away from him but I can't seem to stop. While I was looking at his eyes, I felt like we were the only ones here in the clearing. I feel a strong pull towards him. I feel like I want to stay with him forever. When I was about to tore my gaze away from him, my wolf suddenly cried something inside my head. Something that would change my life forever.
"MATE!" she said.
A/N:
Whew! That was the longest chapter I've ever made ever since I started writing stories here in fanfiction! 5,135 words in total! My fingers start hurting actually. And when I was nearly done doing this chapter, my computer just turned off and so I have to start all over again. But I guess I owe you a very long chapter right now since I'll be gone for months. :) Hope you like this chapter! Love you guys!
Don't worry I'll try to update whenever I have time. Oh and don't forget, I encourage you to PLEASE PLEASE review! Bye for now!
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-WindGoddess18
