SM owns Twilight. Me... not so much!


6.

I smile at my sister and nod at Emmett, "Congratulations you guys."

"Hey, thanks Bells. So, when are you going to settle down and make me an uncle?"

Rose smacks her husband's arm lightly, "Emmett don't."

"Sorry, Bella." Emmett gives me a sympathetic smile and joins mom and dad's cooing over Lilly.

Rose turns to me, "What's wrong?"

I want to tell her everything.

I want to tell her I want her life.

I want to tell her I'm not sure about my future with Jasper.

I want to tell her so many secrets just so she stops placating me.

Like I'm not tired of hearing, 'there, there, Bella' and 'everything's okay, Bella'.

I want to yell, scream, jump out of my chair and ask why the fuck she chose my birthday dinner to announce that she's having another kid.

But I don't.

I won't.

"Nothing's wrong, Rose. It's the usual crap, you know." I sigh and shake off the queasiness, "Hey, if it's another girl, are you naming her Daisy?"

Rose grins, "You know me too well, sis."

Yeah, if only I knew myself.


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