A/N: Okay, I don't want any flames for this one. I know that everything we've been told says it's impossible but you never know. Personally, I think it would add aneven better emotional twist to the whole thing. If you don't like it then don't read. I KNOW that we've been told it's impossible. I don't need anyone to remind me of that.
CHAPTER 6 IMPOSSIBLE?
I laid on the hotel bed with my left hand resting on my stomach. The three minutes it took for the test to provide a result were up two minutes ago. I still hadn't muster enough strength to go check. I was sure it would come back negative. I mean it is impossible for dhampirs to reproduce with each other, right?
I mean that's what I've been told all my life. The only way to create another dhampir was for a Moroi to sleep with a human or a dhampir. We weren't supposed to be able to do it with each other.
Still, what else was I supposed to think? My period was a week late. My breasts hurt like a bitch. I haven't been able to stomach food for the past couples of days. And I just haven't felt like myself. Granted, I haven't felt like myself since Dimitri was taken from me. But it was even worse now.
There was a nagging part of my that worried about it being positive. What was I going to do? I thought briefly about going back to Adrian. I could've easily slept with him and claimed the baby was his. But I couldn't do that. It would be an insult to mine and Dimitri's love as well as Dimitri memory. Besides, I couldn't imagine my child calling anyone except Dimitri daddy. It would hurt too much.
I knew in my heart that keeping the child was my only option. I wasn't going to kill my own flesh and blood. And the only memory I had left of the man Dimitri used to be. I considered doing what my mom did to me and sending him or her to an academy. I knew it would be a lot safer for the baby. But when I thought about my relationship with my mother, I knew I didn't want it to be that way with my baby.
With all that being said, I knew I would definitely have to give up my mission to give Dimitri peace. It was way too dangerous for a pregnant dhampir to fight Striogoi, no matter how well trained she was. I didn't want him or her to die before they really had a chance to live. It wouldn't be fair to them.
It might even be best for me to walk away from the vampire world forever. Their wasn't a whole lot of trouble my baby could get into with humans. Then again, maybe it would be better to just let the baby decided what he or she wanted to do when the time came. I didn't want him or her to lose an important part of themself.
Getting sick of pondering the possibilities of something that was impossible, I got off the bed and walked into the bathroom. The test was laying on the sink. I reached out to pick it up with a shaking hand. I took a deep breath and looked at the little box.
Pregnant, it said. I dropped the test on the tiled floor and tried to make it back to the bed. My legs were shaking so bad, I only made it out the bathroom door before I dropped to my knees sobbing.
A/N: Like I said, no flames please. I know how unlikely this option is and I know we've been told that a dhampir can't get another dhampir pregnant. I, however, would like to think that Rose and Dimitri's love was powerful enough to defy th impossible. You can disagree if you like but just don't review and tell me that it's not possible. I KNOW this. I just think it would make for agood emotional twist. You don't have to agree. But please review. I'd love to hear what you have to say. Even if you don't like this idea. Just please don't tell me what I already know.