Make You Sin

Chapter VI

I stared at myself in the bathroom mirror. The little session I had shared with Kakashi moments earlier left me looking haggard. My hair was falling from its updo and my makeup was smudged. I definitely didn't look like I should be going to a party. I took a tissue to the smudged areas of my make up and wiped it all away, making it look somewhat presentable. I removed the pins holding my hair up from my hair and allowed it to fall around my shoulders in calm, pink waves. I wasn't satisfied with the way I looked. I should have came prepared for such things but how could I prepare for events that were always so unpredictable when Kakashi was involved?

"Are you almost ready?" I heard Kakashi call from the den.

"Yeah!" I replied as I zipped up my dress and gave myself one last look in the mirror before walking out of the bathroom and into the den. I gave Kakashi an exasperated look. I wasn't ready for this in all actuality. I was far from ever being ready for this. Kakashi gave me a warm half smile and patted my head.

"Don't be afraid. I'll be with you the whole time."

"That's nice and all but it doesn't really help when you're going to be the only one that I know there." I looked up at him and sighed. His smile turned sympathetic.

"I know, but that's the best part of all this. You get to do what you want and nobody is going to care."

"Hmm. I don't know, Kakashi. I'm still apprehensive. Maybe we should just stay here and..." I reached up to run a finger across his smooth, perfectly kissable lips.

Kakashi gave me a small swat on the butt and made me jump in surprise. "We're going. The party has already started and it is without its hosts." I groaned in response, turning away from him and quickly received another swat on my butt to get me going toward the door.

"You don't have to keep doing that, you know!" I said as blood rushed to my face.

Kakashi swept by me to open the door. "Yeah, I know, I just can't help myself. Now let's go." I stepped out of the comfort of the suite and into the hallway, waiting for him to join me. Kakashi closed the door behind him and stuffed the suite key into his pocket. I started to walk down the hallway with Kakashi by my side, his hand rubbed my back soothingly. I wasn't feeling any less nervous about this situation he put me in. My stomach distressfully rolled within me and I felt like I wanted to puke. I wasn't a party goer, I could count on one hand how many I have ever been to.

"Stop worrying. Have some confidence, hold your head high. You're the queen of this party, you own it." Kakashi said as we neared the ballroom doors. I could hear the pounding dance music and the sounds of people having the time of their lives escaping from the closed doors. My nausea ramped up and I wanted to run away.

"I don't think I can." I rubbed my arm to try to chase away the anxiety I was feeling. Kakashi suddenly took my face into his hands and made me look up at him.

"Yes, you can. I know you can, I've seen you be confident. Just do as I said and you'll feel it."

I sighed and decided to give his advice a shot. I straightened my back and held my head up high. You are the queen of this party, you own it, I repeated to myself Kakashi's words and prepared for him to open the door to let me inside my own party. My breathing turned anxious as he seemed to open the door in slow motion. The noise from within escaped and I was suddenly deaf. The only sound I could hear was a slight ringing and the rush of my own blood, my body moved of its own accord and I entered through the door Kakashi held open for me. I was welcomed to a room lit by the dim chandeliers and black light. The large room was almost filled to the brim with a slew of bodies. All of the people seemed to be around my age which I found odd but it lessened my anxiety to an extent. Some of the faces I recognized from the night I spent with Ino at Club Chidori. Kakashi must have brought some of his crowd here. Smart man.

Formally dressed waiters walked through the crowd of people with trays of drinks in fancy glassware. I snagged a couple of drinks from a waiter that passed by and downed them both in a second. Kakashi's voice came from behind me. "Don't you think you should slow down?"

"Why? It's my party, right? I can get totally wasted if I want to!" I nudged him in the ribs playfully and I felt him recoil from my back. "If that's what you want to do." I heard him grumble as a reply. I grabbed a few more drinks and sucked them down with a now practiced ease. I could feel the alcohol fueled numbness creep its way into my body and mind, my movements quickly losing rigidity. I was reaching for another when Kakashi stopped me by grabbing my hand and leading me into the throng of dancing and socializing bodies. We stopped once we were in the middle of the room. Suddenly, a bright light shined down on us and illuminated my vision in white. I shielded my eyes from the light to look at Kakashi, completely confused. The music stopped and people turned their attention to us, slowly backing away to give us space. Kakashi was handed a microphone and he turned it on before speaking calmly into it.

"Good evening," He began, his voice cool and velvety. "I have someone here I would like you to meet. She is the reason I decided to throw this party. This is Sakura Haruno." Kakashi motioned to me and I wanted to melt into the freaking floor. This was not happening. All of these faces were not staring right at me. They were not cheering and acting like they gave a damn about who I was. I looked back at Kakashi, I wanted to kill him right now. He just smiled innocently down at me before returning his attention to the crowd. "Sakura is not usually a party goer so if you all could show her a good time, I'm sure she'll appreciate it." The crowd cheered. Kakashi turned to face me. "Why don't you say a few words to the people who decided to come to your party tonight?" Oh my God, he was not doing this! I looked at him completely flabberghasted as to why he would think this was a great idea. His smile turned from innocent to wicked and I realized that he was doing it to get a reaction out of me on purpose. What a jerk!

Kakashi handed the mic to me and I gulped, which I was sure everyone heard thanks to said microphone. I took the mic gingerly from him and brought it to my lips. I cleared my throat nervously. "Uh...hi, I'm Sakura...as you now know...heh." I stumbled over my words as the alcohol clouded my brain. "Thanks for coming out tonight. I probably don't know any of you personally but I do appreciate you all being here. Let's just have a good time, yeah?" The crowd cheered and I smiled. "Thanks again and have lots of fun, okay?" I handed the mic back to Kakashi and glared up at him, hoping that my eyes would convey my discomfort and distaste of the situation he just put me in.

"Sakura!" A voice yelled from the far corner of the room. My head snapped in the direction of the voice but I couldn't see who it was through the light that was shining from above me. "Sakura!" The voice called again and this time I could have sworn it sounded like...no, no way. There was no way in hell...

The crowd parted as a figure made its way through and I wanted to fall off of the face of the earth. Sasuke stepped into the light, just a mere few feet away from me. He did not look pleased. He looked far from pleased as his cold gaze went from me to Kakashi and back again. "What are you doing here?" Sasuke snapped.

"Well, I don't know if you heard but this is my party...so...put two and two together." I said, clearly annoyed at the tone in which he spoke to me.

"Who's he?" Sasuke motioned to Kakashi behind me with his head.

"That's Kakashi."

"Yeah, and exactly who is that?" Sasuke's glare remained on Kakashi. I could practically feel Kakashi's anger rise from behind me.

I wasn't sure how to explain who he was in relation to me. We weren't exactly together..."A friend." I put simply.

"A friend?" Sasuke repeated, questioning the title I placed on Kakashi.

"That is what I said, yes." I said sarcastically. I was getting very annoyed with his probing. God, I felt like we were in a relationship again and surprisingly it was not a great feeling.

"Why does it matter to you?" Kakashi said suddenly, stepping up beside me.

"It matters because she's mine." Sasuke said, his anger filling his voice. What the hell? He did not just try to say that I was his when it was his idea to leave me?! I was about to step forward and give him a piece of mind when Kakashi stopped me and laughed. "Hm, that's funny. Sakura told me that she got dumped by some immature asshole who didn't know how to appreciate her. I'm going to take a wild guess here, was that you?"

"Don't act so fucking smart with me, you don't know a damn thing about us!" Sasuke seethed.

Kakashi walked forward and towered above Sasuke menacingly. "Is that so? Here's what I know about you. I know that you've never seen her naked because you're too much of a pussy to do anything with the lights on and I also know that you've never made her cum so hard that she's crying and begging you to stop. Want to know who's done all those things? It's going to come as a surprise so brace yourself." Kakashi bent down so that his face was right in front of Sasuke's. "It was me. I did all those things with her and she let me. She enjoyed it too, I made sure of it."

All the blood drained from my body as embarrassment creeped in. "Kakashi!" I reprimanded. I looked back at Sasuke and he was shaking as his hands crisped into fists at his sides. His expression was unreadable as there was a shadow being casted upon it.

"Want to know what else I've done with her? I can tell you if you want and I can promise you that it's better than anything you've ever-" Kakashi's taunt was interrupted by a fist that crashed into his jaw. He stumbled backwards a few steps before straightening up, wiping away the blood that began to drip from his lips. "That was a cheap shot. One that won't happen again."

"Come on, show me what you got. I can promise you that you're going to get fucked up for talking about Sakura like that. I know her, she wouldn't go for some old man like you." Sasuke put his fists up and squared up to Kakashi.

I had to interject. I had to shatter this illusion Sasuke created of me. This was my chance to get back at him for breaking my heart. "Actually, Sasuke..." I began and he turned his attention to me, keeping his fists up to protect himself from any surprise shots Kakashi might throw at him. "He's telling the truth." I finished and I watched Sasuke's world break into a million pieces before my very eyes. His eyes widened and his fists dropped to his sides as he stared at me. "No way." Sasuke said. I nodded as confirmation that it was true. "Fuck you, Sakura. You're such a bitch. Why do you think I left you?"

Oh, that's how he wants to play?! I was so far beyond done with his self righteous attitude. "Fuck me?! Really? I'm not the one who jumped ship on a six year relationship, one in which you had a faithful partner who would do absolutely anything for you! I was a fucking slave to you! As far as I'm concerned, you're the bitch here and I'm glad you left me! Kakashi treats me better than you ever did and because of him I know what it's like to be respected and appreciated so no, fuck you, Sasuke!"

Sasuke took a step toward me, his dark eyes blazed with anger. "In that case, you deserve each other! A perverted, pathetic old man who can't find someone his own age and a stupid bitch that's desperate enough to accept his attention! You're both worthless especially you, Sakura, you weren't good enough for me before and you never will b-" This time Sasuke was interrupted by Kakashi's fist slamming into his cheek, sending him straight into the floor. The crowd gasped and backed away from the scene before them that was quickly becoming a trainwreck.

Sasuke didn't have time to gain his bearings before Kakashi was on him, pounding his fist over and over again into his form. I watched in horror as Sasuke's face became covered in his own blood from Kakashi's punches but I couldn't move to stop him. I was numb and none of it seemed real.

"That's enough!" A familiar voice boomed and Gai swooped in, pulling Kakashi off of Sasuke and pushed Kakashi toward me. Gai tried to help Sasuke to his feet but he refused rudely, instead relying on his own strength to push himself to his feet. "I'm sorry about that, sir." Gai said to Sasuke but he was ignored as Sasuke glared at me and Kakashi before turning to leave. The crowd cleared a path for him as he left the ballroom and probably the hotel itself. I exhaled a breath that I didn't realize I was holding in and felt myself becoming unglued from the spot I was standing in. "What the hell was that about?" Gai demanded.

"That," I sighed. "Was my ex."

"He's very rude." Gai said and crossed his arms in front of his chest.

"Yeah, I know. Sorry about all that..." I apologized to Gai and he waved his hand dismissively. I turned to look at Kakashi and he gazed down at me softly. "Thank you for defending me..although a little crudely. I didn't take you for the fighting type."

"I'm not, that's why I have Asuma but he got under my skin when he said those terrible and untrue things about you." Kakashi caressed my cheek with his now wounded hand that he'd used to punch Sasuke's face in. I placed my hand over his and leaned into his touch. Kakashi smiled a warm slight smile down at me and for that moment, it felt like we were the only two people in the world...until Gai cleared his throat. We both looked at him and smiled sheepishly. Gai picked up the microphone from the floor and brought it to his lips. "I apologize for the interruption, ladies and gentlemen, please continue on with your night and thank you for coming to the Eight Gates!" Gai turned to the DJ and motioned for him to play music again. He immediately started playing more dance music. The spotlight that had been on us for what seemed like forever turned off and we blended into the crowd once again as they resumed their activities. I let out a sigh of relief.

"Enjoy your night, you two, and no more fights or I'm going to have to kick you out." Gai said before taking his leave and disappearing into the crowd.

Kakashi's hand snaked around my waist and pulled me close, pressing his body against mine. A jolt of pleasure flashed through me. Was he really doing that right now? This man..."Care to have a dance and forget about tonight's events?" He said into my ear and gently bit my earlobe. I shivered and nodded, swaying my hips to the beat of the music. Kakashi's hands dropped from my waist to my swaying hips and another jolt of pleasure passed through me. I had to fight myself to not let my eyes roll back and moan. I looked up at him and his eyes burned with a heat that even lava couldn't touch. I let out a breath as the area between my legs tingled once again. Kakashi took control of my hips and began to grind them into his lower half, following the beat of the music. The tingling intensified and I could feel myself growing wet. The way he was looking at me right now mixed with the sensation of our bodies touching was becoming too much. This was so much more than a harmless dance now. He knew what he was doing to me, he always did. "Kakashi..." I said softly.

"Hm?"

"Take me upstairs."

"Why?"

"You know why..."

"What about your party?"

"Screw the party, I want you right now..."

"Mmm..." He growled. "But this was my gift to you."

"Kakashi."

"Alright, I'll never deny you what you want..." Kakashi pressed his lips against mine briefly before leading me by the hand through the crowd and through the exit. We practically rushed up the spiraling staircase and down the hall to our suite. I pushed Kakashi against our door and crashed my lips into his, biting and sucking on his lip. I ran my hands up and down his toned body, paying special attention to his thighs on either side of his manhood. I could feel him rummaging around in his pocket to get the room key and slid the card into the door, pulling the handle down. We both fell to the floor, Kakashi on his back and me on top of Kakashi. Kakashi pushed us into the room using his legs and closed the door with his foot. He looked up at me, the fire in his eyes had died down to glowering embers. His hand caressed my cheek and slid down to caress my throat. I moaned softly at his touch. "Kakashi," I said quietly.

"Yes?" His hand slid further down to my collarbone and traced it with the tips of his fingers.

"I think I'm ready..."

"Ready for what?" Kakashi said coyly as he flashed a smirk up at me.

"For you to...you know..." I said, skirting around the subject like a child and I could feel the blush explode all over my face.

"I don't know what you want me to do. Tell me." His hand was on my throat again and he squeezed slightly on both sides of my neck, lightly blocking the bloodflow. I moaned as feelings of pleasure flowed into me.

"I want you...to fuck me..." Those words felt so foreign as they escaped my lips. Never had I ever used those words together in a sentence. His grip on my neck tightened and my eyes rolled back.

"Oh? How do you want me to fuck you? Slow and steady or...hard and fast?" Kakashi growled softly beneath me and I felt his manhood harden beneath me.

I didn't even have to think about my answer. "Hard and fast." I whimpered as he constricted the bloodflow even more, causing me to become light headed and fuzzy.

"Mmm...I think I can manage to make that happen." He thrusted his hips up into me and I moaned again. "But we should probably do this somewhere more comfortable for the both of us." Kakashi pushed me back so he could get up then he swept me off my feet as he often did and carried me into the bedroom. He laid me down on the middle of the bed before he started removing his clothes, piece by agonizing piece. I bit my lip as he revealed more and more of his pale, marble like flesh. Once he was down to his navy boxers, he looked down at me as he started to lower them to the floor. My eyes couldn't help but drop down and I wasn't disappointed. Definitely bigger than Sasuke.

My eyes traveled up Kakashi's form and stopped at his eyes. They were molten pools of swirling grey, always drawing me in. I motioned for him to come here with my finger and he was on top of me, pushing my legs up with his muscular arms. He pressed himself against my clothed core and spoke to me in his cool, velvet voice. "Are you sure you want to do this? You don't have to just because I punched your ex in the face. I require no payment for something that was probably a long time coming." He smirked down at me as he joked. I couldn't help the smile that spread across my face. "Yes, I want to do this and no, it's not because you punched Sasuke in the face." Kakashi clamped his hand over my mouth tightly and I looked up at him with my eyes wide with confusion. He leaned down and growled in my ear. "You're no longer allowed to say his name. I'm going to fuck you so hard that you're going to forget his name and only remember mine."

"Please..." I moaned through his hand.

"But first..." Kakashi dropped down and hovered just above my lower half. "I'm going to have my fun with you..." He brought his lips down against my core and lights flashed before my eyes.

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