Chapter 6 just open your jaded eyes
Ashley
The line dropped and so did my heart. I didn't know it could hit me this much. Christian Coma couldn't talk to me. I knew it. I was right. No one belied me. CC is abused by Gerard Way.
I went into my bedroom; Liz was already there. She was working a comb through her now long, red hair. She finally grabbed the rubber around her wrist and tied her locks into a small bun. I come behind her and kissed her cheek. She smiles, grabbing my arm. She grasps as if it's a little kid terrified; it was as if she was CC…
I pull her in front of me, and I just hugged her. I keep rocking her back and fourth. I didn't want to let go. All the fears...I didn't want to feel them. I just wanted to be in this moment with Liz forever.
She breathes out and pushes away with her hands. She leans up and kisses me. "Ashley, what's going on?" She lies down on the bed.
I sat up. She then came up behind me, wrapping her arms around me, claming me down. "Well, on tour, after the kiss," I signed. "I and CC broke into fighting. The band of course worried about it. If anything, I and Coma loved to talk to each other. Jinxx tried to talk to him; that didn't work out well. Sandra tried to help me; that kind of help…I guess."
"So," she whispers, bringing me closer. "What did you guys talk about now?"
"Chris doesn't want me to see him anymore. Liz is it stupid to think that I think CC is abused?"
"Oh darling that's the least thing I think about Gerard and Christian."
'Why though, Liz? Everything they do is so fake. Gerard is so protected over Christian. I didn't even really get to say goodbye to him…"
"Come on," She pulls me into a kiss. She then leans back, letting me come on top of her. I kissed her then fell next to her. I put my hands through her hair. She starts drifting off. Everything's fine, as she said. It hit me though.
What if Gerard's hurting him now? He's ill-treating you friend. You're just falling asleep though. You're hoping CC overacting. You're taking Liz's words. Get up, Ashley; you love him more then ever. Get up, Ashley; you need to help him. Get up!
I came closer to Liz's ear. "I have to check."
"Be safe," she mumbles.
I ran to the living room. I grabbed my phone and keys. I texted Andy, Jinxx and Jake something before I went to the car.
Did I forget to mention? I kissed Christian Coma.
You're Not Alone
I went to the car and put the keys on. Our album was blaring through. I didn't pay attention though. I tried to remember how to get to their house. Fear was pushing me. I didn't know who or what to expect when I got there. I parked on the side of the street and ran to the door.
I knocked. Three vibrates came. This meant I got 3 texts. Another came in; probably Jinxx, Jake, Andy and Liz. I didn't want to check; I didn't when this god damn door was going to open. Finally, it swung open. I shot pack, avoiding my face to get hit. The imp met eyes with me; it was Gerard Way.
"Well," He whispers. "Isn't it Ashley damn Purdy?"
"It is," I growled.
"Come in," he shots back. I did, noticing a couple things. Gerard's eyes were as red as his hair. He was walking weird; of course, it's obvious. Gerard Way is drunk, what's new? A bottle read his name whenever I saw the asshole.
"So," he slurs on his words. "Why did you kiss him?"
"I didn't mean—"
Gerard pushed me to a wall. I was against my own will. You know how Christian feels now. I closed my eyes. "You did mean it! You meant it for some reason, Purdy!"
"I thought I was in love—" A slap came across my face. It was hard. It was like Christian's. Well, now I know where he got it from… Gerard kicked me to the floor. I felt my head be punted like a soccer ball.
I screamed out in pain. Gerard picked me up and threw me on the couch. I fell onto my back. I felt my body want to give in. Never give up, never…He punches me one more time. Blackness took over my eyes. I felt a touch in the morning. I woke in pain. I felt tears come over me.
"I'm sorry," he whispers. It's Christian Coma…
A/N: Learn to love my cliffhangers! :)
Song title: Zoom into Me- Tokio Hotel