Quinn's POV
I decided to skip school today. I honestly didn't know if I could handle anything related to Sam. After all, I did have some classes with him. You don't need a degree to tell that seeing him isn't the best idea. As I was packing everything up from the locker I was greeted by Santana. She offered to drive me home because she knew I was too tired to drive home by myself. Happily I took her request and we ended up in her new car. As she turned the engine on, the radio automatically tuned in. It was some lovey dovey song and all I wanted to do right now and then was to throw up. Santana who seemed to have sensed my emotions, turned it off. Slowly she started driving and I just sat there feeling nothing. As we got stuck on red light Santana frowned and looked at me.
"Q, I'm so sorry for what happened. As a bestfriend I should've been there to tell you that he wasn't worth it." Her glance shifted to her shoes and I slowly bit my lip.
"Santana it wasn't your fault. If you told me that at the time, I would've been mad anyways." I threw a quick smiled at her. Hoping she wouldn't bring it down on herself. "San, green light" I muttered as the lights flicked colors.
It was a long ride home, and I was more than happy when Santana pulled up against my drive way. I hugged her goodbye and I stepped out of the car. As I entered the front door I was greeted by Brittany's parents, cuddling on the couch. That sight shattered me. I could've had that perfect moment with Sam. No, I USED to have that with Sam. My mind went viral with memories of Sam and my vision went blur. My voice caught in my throat as I tried to push the endless stream of tears away.
"Quinny! What are you doing here? Don't you have school?" Brittany's mother asked, surprised.
"I just don't feel that well. I'll be up in my room if you need me." I whispered back at her.
Without waiting for a reply, I rushed into my room. I slammed the door shut and just stood there feeling senseless. Not knowing what I'm suppose to feel. Slowly I let sleep take over me as I sank down onto the cold wooden floorboards of my room.
When I woke up again, it was a quarter past seven and I was magically shifted onto the bed. I struggled my way out of the comforting blankets and walked out of my room, feeling numb from all the crying I've done. After realizing how thirsty I was, I decided to make my way down stairs. I made my way into the kitchen to pour myself a glass of water.
"Hey Quinn! How are you feeling?" Brittany's mother pulled me in for a hug.
"I'm fine. Thank you." I hugged her back. I was just so thankful to have someone as great as her in my life right now. As we pulled apart, Brit hopped in to the room.
"Quinn! Oh my gosh, I havn't seen you in such a long time. I'm so sorry about what happened at school and in the car." She looked at me apologetically.
"It's alright, Brit. I'm doing just fine." I smiled at her. "I'm just going to go upstairs, I need to work on this...project." I lied.
"Oh, then Q can you please tell Sam that dinner's almost ready? Just tell him to come down in around 10 minutes." Brittany's mom said,while setting the plates on the table.
I slowly dragged myself back upstairs and was greeted by voices. I snuck to where the voices was coming from. Sam's room. As I was standing there, in front of his room, trying to calm my nerves down at the thought of talking to him, I heard a female voice.
"Sammy, you know your so hot." The voice said and with that I just wanted to die right there.
I recognized that voice! It belonged to the same girl I saw earlier today, that skanky cheerleader Sam was flirting with. Through the cracks of the slightly opened door, I peaked in. As soon as I saw her arms around him as she pulled him in for another kiss, I mentally punched myself. How dare he? Not only do I have to see this PDA everyday at school but at home too? Home was just about the only place I felt safe. Rage, jealousy and betrayal boiled inside of me. "Take a deep breath Quinn" These words bounced around my head. I knew if this went on any longer, I wouldn't be able to control myself, so I slowly sneaked in to the room.
"Sam. So good." She moaned into that kiss and all I wanted to do was kill her. I cleared my throat loudly trying to get their attention. Which wasn't that hard, as they jumped off each other, shocked.
"Q-Qu-Quinn." Sam stammered on his words as he brushed his hands through his hair. He only did that when he was nervous or worried.
"Whatever. Dinner's ready." I announced, then spun on my heels and headed out of the room. God I hated that girl. How could Sam do this to me? In detention he was all flirty, now he's making out with this skank under the same roof as me?
It was halfway through dinner when Sam and his 'friend' appeared from the hallway. As he walked in, the room filled with tension, suddenly everything around me got hot. I shot him a death glare as he walked towards the table to his mother.
"Hey mom, I'm just going to take her home okay?" He let out a nervous tone. While Brit and I exchanged glances.
"Oh, actually do you want to stay for dinner? I overcooked dinner and there's enough for one more person." Brit's mom smiled while I felt like slamming my face into the pasta that was placed in front of me. I turned to Brit asking for help, but she only shrugged meaning there's nothing that she can do about it.
"That would be lovely! Let me just call my mom." The cheerio flashed her a heart-warming sarcastic smile and walked off to the hallway to dial her mom. While Brit's mother walked off to fill in another plate. The tension between me, Sam and Brit was so intense. We sat there in perfect silence, all of us not moving. A few minutes felt like forever, that I was actually really happy when Brittany's mother and the skank walked back into the room.
"Mom said she's fine with it. Thank you so much." The cheerio smiled at Sam. As we started eating our food and sharing conversations about our day, I felt like I was being stabbed over and over again as I saw Sam holding hands with her under the table.
"Oh I'm so sorry!" Brit's mom suddenly exclaimed making everyone jump. "SAM! You havn't introduced her to me."
"Erm, yea, I kinda forgot." He muttered silently and I smirked a little bit when I saw his mother kick him lightly on the foot. "She's Kitty. She's a cheerleader and she's well...sorta..my girlfriend." His words hurt. It broke me. It shredded me.
"Oh...she's your girlfriend?" Brittany's mother sounded surprised but she was wearing a proud smile on her face.
"Yes I'm his girlfriend." Kitty replied with her head held high.
"You know what?" I cleared my throat trying to make this less awkward. "I'm not really that hungry any more. I'm so sorry." I smiled and before anyone could object I stormed off into the kitchen. When I was finally alone, I let silent tears steam down my face. I can't do this any more.
Suddenly I felt a pair of strong hands around my waist. I looked up and jumped up at the sight that revealed in front of me.
"S-Sam."
"I'm so sorry honey." With that he turned to walk out of the kitchen wondering what the heck he was talking about. Why was he apologizing?
"Wait Sam. Sorry for being a jerk or sorry for that kiss in detention?" I whispered so only he can hear.
"I'm so sorry for everything I can't tell you how I feel, right now. Just check your bottom drawer before you go to bed." He whispered back before he kissed me on the cheek and actually walked away.
I know Sam is pretty much an ass in this story so far but I swear it's slowly going to change ;) Hope you enjoyed this chapter!
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