Rpov
We pulled into our drive away, Christian was out of the car before I had my seat belt undone, the car ride was un bearable, the desire between us was burning like a wild fire that nothing was going to tame…
We made it to the door and we couldn't fight it any longer, he pushed me up against the door as he fumbled with the key…
My hands roamed his body, I was craving him, all of him…
The door finally opened and we fell inside, Christian kicked the door shut, through his keys on the table, I pulled him with me as I made my way to the bedroom.
Christians hand undid my zipper, my black dress fell to the floor, I tugged his shirt over his head, every touch set me into a frenzy..
" Christian" I moaned into his ear, he pushed us on the bed…
He was looking into my eyes, I could feel everything he felt, he wanted me just as bad as I wanted him, he craved me….
I pulled his face to mine, the kiss was perfection, he was everything to me now, I wouldn't lose him…I loved him…
" rose don't leave me" he whispered in my ear, and just like that we fell in sync, every touch, every movement, we were completely in tune.
" I would never leave you,….I love you too much to ever leave you" was it to soon?, It was a risk I was going to take, I couldn't hold my feelings back, this was happening, we were happening.
This was way more then too heartbroken people hooking up, these feelings were real, they always were.
He lifted my chin with his fingers, stroking my cheek he leaned his forehead against mine, he was breathing so hard, he steadied his breaths, " I love you so much that it hurts" he mumbled into my lips….
Everything vanished, it was just him and I, we tangled ourselves together forgetting the past and only looking forward to the future… our future. .
Christian held me tightly after we made love, he stroked my hair soothing me, I laid my head on his chest listening to his beat I closed my eyes, the last thing I thought before I let sleep take me was….
I was truly happy… This was love… we were in love…
Lpov
I couldn't sleep at all, I tossed and turned all night. My mind kept going back to them, back to Christian….
My face was tear streaked, I couldn't lay in this bed any longer, it was obvious I was not going to get any sleep… in a few hours I was going to see them… I was going to see for myself…
Dimitri was up already, he probably couldn't sleep much either..
" couldn't sleep" I startled him when I sat down at the table a crossed from him…
He look tired, his eyes had bags under them, he look frail, I always seen him as a god, I never noticed how all this took a toll on him as well, couldn't rose and Christian see what the were really doing to us? They were drowning us…
" I wont be able to sleep until I get answers… and not the ones she already gave us"
We didn't believe for a second that they left cause we " pushed" them away, no… they left to be together, this whole time we felt bad….
Not anymore, I was putting my foot down, it was there turn to hurt, to feel what we felt.
" what will you say to her?" I was curious to how this would play out, I was sure if there really was anything going on between them that the instant Christian seen me… rose would be forgotten… but dimitri and rose…. That was a mystery.
" I really don't know…. I don't know what I am doing here" he slammed his fist on the table making me jump a little.
" what do you mean? were here to get them back, to bring them back to court were they belong" we went over this time and time again, there're doing this for attention, they want to cause us pain…..
" lissa, I cant love rose, I just cant, I do and I shouldn't, I did things to her…" he couldn't finish…. I didn't want him too..
I stayed quiet, he was lost in thought I didn't want to upset him.
" I just cant stand her being with him, I don't know why… I just don't like it" his face softened
" neither can I" it was the first time I said it allowed.
Dpov
I remember all my memories before I was turned as well as after and everything in between, I remember the first time rose and I slept together, we gave ourselves to each other, when I was turned she became a drug to me, I was addicted to her…. She was my possession.
To see him touch her…. I shivered… I couldn't go there, I couldn't think of the things he did to her… with her… the things she lets him do.
I said good night to lissa, I couldn't talk about this any longer, I needed to escape… my mind needed to be free of rose…
I went to Tasha, she helped, she took my mind off of rose…
" Dimka, why do you go on with this?" I knew what she was talking about, she didn't agree with us being here..
" lissa" was all I said, I just laid down in bed next to her.
" you guys are being very pig headed, what do you thing you two are going to accomplish here?" she got out of bed and turned on the lights.
" I don't know, I don't know anything, I have no clue why I'm here or why I'm so pissed at rose… or why I hate Christian"
Tasha walked to my side and sat down next to me on the bed.
" you loved her once, and a part of you still does, but dimitri you let her go" I looked into her eyes I could see her reasoning….
I did let her go, I let her go when I said those horrible things to her, I could have changed all this if I would have went after her…
But I didn't ,I stayed in my spot and watched her leave…
I wrapped my arms around Tasha " I just want to be happy " was all I said.
" that's all they want to dimitri…. They been through a lot, they just want to be happy" we laid down, Tasha fell asleep next to me, I kept playing her words over in my head…
I was once again holding her back….. I was stopping her from being happy, I should have never came here….
Rpov
I no longer felt cold and empty, my body had warmth again, Christian he put me back together, he fixed me… even when he wasn't around, I could still feel his last touch burning my skin, he was always with me… and always left me wanting more.
I rolled over, I could hear the shower running, I sat up out of bed and searched for come clothes, I settled for Christians boxers and his white undershirt from last night, my dress seemed to be missing…
I was tempted to join Christian in the shower, but I was dying of thirst, last night events tired me out, I smirked to myself as a dirty memory played in my head.
Another memory replayed in my head, he told me he loved me too, noting else was important to me… all that mattered is he loved me… somebody loved me… I knew Christian wouldn't be like the others, when he told me he loved me I believed him, there was something in his voice, in his eyes, there were pleading with me to understand that he really truly did love me.
I fiddled around in the kitchen, finally deciding on a glass of milk to quench my thirst, there was a knock at the door, most likely chase, I think I might give him the day off, I look down the hallway to our bed room, Christian was just now getting out of the shower.
I turned the door knob opening the door, my heart stopped, ever happy feeling was gone, It wasn't chase…. I wished it was …. But it wasn't ….
" rose good to see you" her voice never changes, lissa had the same old cheery voice, it annoyed me, I couldn't say I hated lissa, but I didn't care for her, in a sense, if it wasn't for them….for her mostly Christian and I wouldn't be here…. We wouldn't be together.
" I wish I could say it was like wise" I thought that after everything these two have put us through that they would listen just this one time to leave us alone… to let us be happy….
Apparently not…
" could we just come in and talk" I wanted to say no, but the look on her face showed it wouldn't be that easy, Dimitri looked nervous, like he wished he was somewhere else…..
" rose, they really just want to talk, I just want to see my nephew" Tasha was also with them, I know Christian has missed her, not being able to talk to her was hurting him, he didn't have to tell me… I just knew him.
I stepped aside letting them come in, Christian wasn't going to be all that thrilled….I slammed the door close behind us.
" rose it is good to see you" Tasha said giving me a hug, I returned the hug, she didn't mean any harm, I don't think dimitri did either, I couldn't read lissa, I wasn't going to check the bond, my wall was strong against, it took patience but I held it up.
Tasha let go and went to take dimitri hand, he hesitated for a moment, I felt a small pang but it was gone before I knew it, eventually he took her hand.
If I was being truthful… I didn't bother me, it felt right…. Like they belonged together….
Christians voice came yelling from the bedroom " hey baby, where are my boxers" I winced, great thanks a lot darling, I wish he could have came out to ask me that, at least he would have been able to stop himself…. " hey I cant find my shirt either" Christian yelled again….
" Christian we have some company, why don't you come out here" I was beat red, this was uncomfortable obviously since I am wearing the clothes he's looking for…. Dimitri looked uneasy, I seen Tasha give his hand a squeeze and he calmed himself down, lissa look furious…. I was pleased by that.
I wouldn't answer to her, I had nothing to explain, I know it will be hard for her to understand, but this time she's going to have to, she doesn't have a choice… we don't answer to her… I don't… not anymore. Her feelings weren't my concern, this was about Christian and I now… we put each other first.
" is it chase, tell him to take the day off, I have other plans" he said walking out into the living room drying his hair with a towel, in only his basketball shorts , not paying attention" involving just you and I" looking up for the first time….
" holy fuck" was all he said.
I didn't want to end it there, but I just had too… don't kill me, I didn't really plan on this being that long of a story, its coming to the end….. I really didn't think people would read it, but I guess I was wrong, so I am trying to make this into a long story if you guys want it to be long let me know in a review so I can start working on a longer ending… if not there's only like 2 more chapters :: tears:: I hope you guys enjoy this chapter. It was so so for me. I don't own V.A richelle mead does….