So this chapter is deff one of the longest i put up... there alot in it and alot to enjoy. some of it leads up to an epic twist of a fate.
RAYLA
I watched as alexa faught with whatever was left in the bottom of the can. Tapping it so it would fall. Eventually she got fustrated enough, she just stuck her finger in and scrapped what she could into her mouth. As she finished she looked up and smiled, I remember how much she didn't really like eating around a large group of people. Some how her family drilled into her it was somewhat of a private thing in a non social setting. Weird but it was something I loved about her. I laughed a bit as she shyly brought the can down. I tossed my can in the can that was the pile that everyone else threw theirs in. Alexa gave me this better not say a word look and went back to what was left in her can. I wouldn't have anyways I just liked to watch her reaction. They were so funny. We had been together for two years but since the beginning of this school year we had been staying together and now it was like we seemed closer more then ever.
"hey kid, I was told you did the welding on the SUV and Truck ya'll drive" Claire said as she knelt down next to me. I looked at her and nodded. "you think you work on some of ours" Claire asked. "yea sure but josh would probly be a better teacher" I stated. I normal didn't back down to things but I wasn't sure if she was going to let us stay so I didn't want to get my hopes up on a project. I looked around the camp site to see that she was right and ours was the only ones really protected. "do you have a torch and grate or fence" I asked, "nope, but were headin into a city within the next couple of days. I just wanted to see if you were interested. " she asked me. "I would be glad to help" I stated. Claire smiled and stood, "great I'm going to go check on the test I had betty run. I'll be back" she said as I stood with her.
Watching as Claire ran off towards betty at the ambulance someone hit me in the shoulder. "ouch" I said then looked to see who it was. Alexa who was standing over me. "I'm going to find the girls" she said giving me this don't think about anything stupid look. "what did I do" I cried as if i was a little kid pouting. She gave me another stern look then walked off. I watched her way away, "that's your gurl" some guy across the way said. I looked up to see a dark skin toned man cleaning a set of gold guns.
"yea" I said as I watched him stand and put his guns in his holsters. I guess I was marveled at them for moments because I didn't realize he was walking closer. "mine is sitting at the back of the ambulance, you've probly already met her" he stated, then sat down somewhere next to me. "you want something to hold that in" he stated as he sat down. "cuz I know that's got to get annoying" he continued. "yea that would be nice. They said they didn't have time to grab any of the good stuff. Josh was tring to just get in and out quickly" I explained then took out my nine mil. It wasn't anything special, or as gold as his was. he unstraped one of the holesters he was wearing from his shoulders and handed it to me. All I could do was stare at it. I had no idea how to put it on.
The guy grabbed it from me he led it out so I put my arm through one hole and he set it over my head. "ok now pull the straps" he said. An I did so, I could feel it tighten. I nodded in liking of one of my new toys, I set the gun in the holester that was under my arms. "wow this is more comfortable then I thought it would be." I said, "good you like it keep it" he said as he reached in his pocket an threw something onto my lap. "save that for later when the party starts" he said, O looked down at the small bag. I opened it up an could smell the weed from where I was sitting pretty well.
"we party at night" I asked him, "hell yeah when all the kids go to bed we drink for a few hours not a lot of people smoke but I think you look like you need it more then I do tonight" he stated as he walked back over to his seat and sat down. Alexa walked up an I put the baggie in my pocket before she noticed. Casey and trisha followed sitting down at a few of the other empty chairs. "that's pretty cool looking" trisha said noticing the harnest. I pulled a stool in front of me and alexa sat on it leaning into me as a back rest. "yea um…im sorry I don't know your name" I asked or stated kinda. "im T.J. and im kinda fucked up already didn't catch yours" TJ said as he pulled out a small flask holding it up then taking a sip.
I laughed a bit, "well im Rayla this is Alexa, that's casey and trisha" I stated and he nodded then handed the flask to casey and she took a long swig. "thanks" she said as she handed it back to TJ. He held it up for everyone else but we all said no. "oh well more for me" he said as I laughed again a little harder.
The sun was way past setting and all the kids were I guess being put away to bed. I watched as three of the other fires were put out and one very big one was being made. "they left ours and another I guess on the other side of the bigger one because that one was still lit. "got room for one more" taylor said as he walked up to us holding a very large water bottle. "ah ha he's got the good stuff" TJ said as he put his flask in his pocket and taylor sat down. They handed the bottle off back an fourth making scrunched faces as they took long swigs.
I could tell that was a lot stronger then what TJ had because someone who's already drunk an or stoned in his case didn't taste acohol. Alexa leaned into me and I wrapped my arms around her just listening to everyone talk and watching the sun set over the trees. When it was finaly set and the only light was coming from the fire I looked around . Casey and trisha was sitting awefully close. "I set up yall tent so it don't look as jacked up as it did last time" taylor said as he looked back behind him. I turned an looked to see our two tensts already set up. "thanks, but if you would show us then we could do it ourselves" casey said, the way she said sounded more like a complaint. Taylor didn't say anything he just shook his head.
"well I for one are glad that you did it instead of them two. At least now we'll have more space" alexa stated an looked over at casey. "and the claws come out" TJ said as he started laughing. "hey at least I tried" casey snapped I guess feeling a little hurt by the comment. I held onto Alexa tighter as I felt her tense up. "baby im sure if you tried it would be the same" I said into her ear, as I said it was like an instant reaction she turned an was glaring me. Something told me I shold have took her side an just sat as a moral support system.
"its not like I said it out loud" I stated allowed trying to build a healthy defense but I was still getting the death glare. "Is there anything else I need to know" Alexa asked, well in this case I know she knew that I used to smoke pot. I hadn't since or well she doesn't know that I have since we've been together. I'd liked to keep it that way but it isn't something I was going to hide later or possibly be able to.
"well um…uh" I started to say, her glare turned into a softer look like she's really about to confess something important to me. I know that's what she's thinking or I hope that's what she's thinking. At that second I realized I was still holding her. My hand was in hers in my lap and if she was to get angry I'm already in a winning position. Please be an understanding girlfriend please be a understanding girlfiend.
"well I was wondering if a little later you wouldn't mind if I smoked" I said really fast hoping she wouldn't but wouldn't be able to understand me. "I saw you put it in your pocket. I thought you were going to tell me something important" she said as if I did something absolutely horrible. "I um… rawing a blank" I stated an she rolled her eyes, "has she always been this simple" she said to trisha who had been my bestie back in grade school. "pretty much" trisha said and laughed. I didn't find it too funny. "baby as long as its not around me im fine. I didn't like you smoking it before because of the wannabe wangsters you were getting it from. Bad experiences don't ask" she said in one long drawn out explanation. "you hated my partners" I said trying to sound all thug life.
Alexa laughed and continued carrying on a conversation with trisha. I looked up from the ground to see Casey starring at me and nodding for me to get up with her. "bae, I'm going to go, I'll be back in a little bit" I said as I stood, alexa held onto my hand. "Stay where I can see you" alexa ordered eyeing casey the entire time. I looked up at casey then bent down and kissed alexa on the forehead. "K" I said then walked away. Casey followed.
"so what she doesn't trust you with me" casey said as we walked to one of the empty cars an sat down on its hood. I was in doirect vision of alexa so she could see me if she looked up in our direction, but far enough to be away from most of the adult crowd partying. "she does, I think she still doesn't trust you" I said as I took out some papers and started rolling a couple of blunts. I looked over the weed and was glad it was dro. At least at this point I could roll a pretty good sized blunt for each of us and still have a lot more left over. We could smoke on these all night.
"oh cause of our little one night stand after ya'll broke up" she stated and I looked up at her. "yea" I said I didn't say anything, I knew we didn't have any feeling for each other. Between us it was like a sudden atraction thing. Casey goes out every once in a while and finds a stud that will basicly give her a run for her money. She was a lot like me only she wore tight clothes mostly leather. She had the body of a super model and the attuide of I could get anybody in the world. Long dark brown hair didn't help.
I finish rolling the blunt and light it. "so whats up with you and trisha, ya'll have been pretty touchy feely lately" I asked her as she looked up at me an made this unsure face. It was like she didn't want to tell me. "I don't know. Like I don't do relationships remember. But damn" she stated, "ah ha you do like her!" I said as I exhaled and handed her the blunt. As she smiked on that I started rolling another. "well I mean…I do…but ya know" she said between hits as if I would know exactly. I did, but I just wanted to hear her say it. "Ok like I totally understood smokers bable" I said as I set the new fresh un smoked blunt down.
"I'll cut you a deal. You settle down an date trisha or whoever an I'll give you a blunt of your own after we smoke these two" I stated she looked up at me and smiled. "An I know what you have in mind. Cus I know you only like people till you fuck them. So now you have to deal with what happened after" I stated and then looked up at her and took the blunt. "that's easy," she said I took a few hits and was starting to feel higher then ever already. "love aint easy" I said as I took several more hits handed it o her and continued to talk.
As I walked back to the fire, Reggie walked in my direction. I looked up at her as our paths crossed an she stopped. "what can't talk to anybody anymore." Reggie said, Casey stood there looking at both of us. "I have nothing to say" I stated, other then being really stoned I actualy didn't have anything to say. "we need to talk" she said, Reggie gives a stern look to Casey as if it's that important to where we needed to be alone. I was already knew this was going to be a buzz kill and at the same time getting irritated. "what" I was able to say calmly. "all i want is an apology, an we can put all of this behind us" she stated there was a tone behind her voice I didn't undrstand.
"apologize for what" I asked her. "are u fucking serious. Taking away from me my best friend, my love" she said but I cut her off with a grunt. "r u serious, he was already dead. How daft are you?" I stated she puffed up. "I'm not about to apologize for shooting a zombie. Even if he wasn't dead, he was an ass hole" I said an her eyes got wide an she just starred at me for a second the. Reggie Walked off, no stormed off an I guess found one of her new friends. I shrugged my shoulders, Casey didn't walk far. "ya know she's still pretty hurt about that." Casey said stopping infront of me. "I didn't kill him, I put down a zombie" I stated as I lit the blunt back up to finish it. "I'm not apologizing for saving her life or anyone else's" I stated then walked over to Alexa who was sitting down looking at me. I walked over to her an stood there, Alexa stood then stood on the log so she was standing over me. Pouring a mixed drink into my mouth. "your the best thing that ever happened to me" I said grabing onto her thighs that was pretty much at my stomach. I spun her around for a second, She laughed then tapped me in the back so to set her on her feet. As I set her down she stumbled back an I caught her arm before she fell. As i pulled her in to me something hit me in that back of the head really hard. I dropped Alexa, she was able to catch her balance an stood as I turned to see who or what hit me. Of course it was none other then my sister, she was infuriated. I swung connecting with her cheek. She came back at me again but by this time we were both being held back. alexa had her arms wrapped around my upper shoulder an put all her weight into hold me back. I was screaming an almost fighting Jenna. When I somewhat snapped out of being furious I calmed down. More pissed that I dropped my roach I looked up at reggie who was being dragged away kicking and screaming.
"you have no idea how sexy u look angry" alexa said into my ear. I could smell the jack on her breath, when I finnaly calmed down. I turned so Alexa's face was touching mine and I kissed her. I guess she had been wispering in me ear till I calmed down. She dropped her arms as we watched Reggie in the distance arguing with somebody. I wasn't as pissed as I was so we just sat down. Alexa sat between my legs on the ground. Casey sat next to Trisha who was with the group. I looked up as Taylor sat down, and started talking to carlos and TJ "baby let's go to bed" I stated then looked at Casey who was holding Trisha hand and rubbing her arm. She was deffinetly holing to the deal.
Taylor was still talking to carlos about Brent I guess deciding what to do with the kid. It was a decision I didn't want to be apart of. Alexa stood infront of me shaking her ass to the side slightly. I bit it, she turned quickly an praticly tackled me onto my back. Holdig my arms down above my head so I couldn't do anything. "baby what the fuck" I said, "I'm enjoying this. This is way u get for hitting me earlier" she explained. "that wasn't on purpose" I said looking up at her the for her to get her off. But she some managed to strattle my hips in Such a way that I could barely move. "say uncle" she said, dam she hasn't been this playful since I was in highs school. I struggled again. "say it" she almost yelled. Instead of saying it I snapped my teeth up at her as she leaned in a little. "no" I stated, I'm a pitcher an right now the whole feeling of being dominated was making me want to get some major pay back. "revenge is a bitch" I said as I bucked an flipped her over my shoulders. I sat up an moved over to her. "you ok" I asked her but she didn't move. I got really close to her face. "Alexa" I said an she looked up at me really quickly an kissed me. We both laughed and stood, "were going to bed" I said as I looked back at everyone around the fire.
Trisha and Casey went from kissing to making out. Intresting, trisha was straight. "well I hope they're not just making out cus their fucked up" alexa said as we walked away. Alexa looked over her shoulder over my arm turned back and smiled shaking her head. "well at least we'll have the tent to our selves for a little bit." she said as I let go of her and unzipped the tent door. I crawled in and sat the as she crawled in and then zipped it back up. The first thing I did was turn off the lamp hanging in the center of the tent. Alexa was already laying down.
I crawled onto the bed an up her body she grabbed my hat an put it on backwards. I smiled knowing what that ment. Revenge for me anyways she really didn't know what she was gettin herself into at the moment. By now I was at her neck leaving soft nibbles and kisses on her ears an upper neck behind it. This spot was the first spot I had ever found on her. You know how they say there's three spots on a girl, well with her there's four. Kisses an nibbles Between her boobs, her entire neck, ear especially an her belly button. It took me a while but I found an that what mattered in us. I still laugh cus she hasn't found all of mine yet.
I work my way up her lower jaw an by now her fingers are going through my hair. I move from laying on my side to on top of her. Her hips move from side to side as we both start grinding on each other as we kissed deeply. I slide my tounge to hers as they entwine she moans a little. The kiss deepens an gets a little more involved. I move from her lips to her neck nibbling more so the kissing. She pulled off her shirt. I bite onto her ear an she giggles "ouch" she said as let go an move down dragging my tounge lightly across her skin. I stop to linger at her chest. She sits up a little an I reach back an unstrap her bra. She chucked it somewhere. "you know other people have to sleep in here." I stated and she shrugged her shoulder an laid back down.
I circled her belly button with a finger. I looked up to see her head tilt up a little. I slide of my shorts then pull hers down not being able to reach her lower legs She kicked them off herself. sliding my hand slightly under the band of her underwear an run my fingers across the top of her pelvis. I move from there to lightly touching her inner thighs an I went back into kiss her an my hand combed the rest of her body. My fingers lightly touched and in some places I dug my nails in. Alexa hissed an breathed deeper, as I laid across her I could feel how wet she was. I was attempting to hold back with all I could but me being fucked up didn't help. I could tell if she was going to want somethin hard and fast. As of right now I was shooting for soothing.
Her kissing became a bit more argessive, so I sat up an looked at her. "fuck me" I raised my eyebrows, Alexa normally didn't talk dirty. Except for the first night we met an it was deff the most aggressive sex ever but this. This was new an as much as I liked it, it startled me. I didn't realize I was just starring at her and not moving. 'all I could think was god I love this girl' so I did as she comanded an found myself scooting down to her thighs.
Gripping where her where her waist an thighs met I moved my thumbs in a slow circular motion. Kissing her inner thighs an lips going up down an closer but not removing her underwhare. Her breathing was a steady pant a few moans here an there but they sounded as if they were mostly out of frustration. Going from one leg to the other a ran my nose across her very wet center. I took a deep swiff an blew it out across her leg. There wasn't anything I loved more then this girl an the way she smelled all turned on. I heated up just as much.
After playing with the other Leg a Lil while messaging the other I moved back up to her chest the lower chin. As we kissed I lost breath an came up for air. I felt her trying to take off her undrware, stopping her I grabbed her hand gripping onto it an placing it on the back of my head. My hair used to be short. But Since I haven't been able to go to barber... Well let's just say she was able to get a pretty good grip. She yanked my head up an back to her mouth. "ok, I get it" I said, between kisses an I moved down to her waistline.
Biting an taking some skin as well as the stretchy band that made up the top of her underware. I looked up at her through my eyelashes. She smiled an I slid the rest of her underware off. But instead of doing what she wanted I went back to teasing her kissing an biting everywhere else but her creamy center. When I finally did she moaned something loud. As I looked up for the few second I saw her arch her back an throw her head back. I made slow circular motions with my toung around her clit.
Alexa let out steady soft moans everytime I moved in a diffrent direction. I put more pressure an sucked harder, moving down I circled her holes while circling her clit with my thumb. "ahhh" she let something out I wasn't expecting. Her hips moved a little more. An she was at a point myself to where i should just get on with it. I slid my tounge in, an I felt her grip on the back of my hair actualy turn to pain. But what's pleasure without pain. Moving back to where I started I slid to fingers into her. She gasped I blew suckled an slid my finger in an out all while laping at her jucies, like a dog in a bowl of water. Her hips moved in a rythmic motion. "harder" she said an i did. She yelped a lil as I found her g spot then i allied pressure an she was pretty much done. She was quitest when she peaked. I cotinued as she finished I tried to prolong it as much as I could. Her body jerked once, an she stopped moving. She breathed heavily for a few second as if she holding her breath the entire time.
I sat up and looked up at my handy work. Her lips were red an swollen, an before I could make another move in her direction she almost launched herself up an latched onto me pulling me back down with her. I giggled, as we kissed an she started fingering me. For a second I got a little lost an somewhere in there she had rolled me over. I didn't think she could go to town like she and it kind of suprised me but she did. I could feel myself giving in, getting lost. It was like being trapped in a pool an I moaned. Her fingers moved in a pace she hadn't tried before. It was like she knew I had to get off an I liked it quick. Damn this girl really reads minds. Time seemed to stand still, I don't know how long she had been going.
My hips picked up pace as she went faster. My mind continued to swim an everything got a little fuzzy. Fuzzier even as her tounge moved in a frantic pace. I could feel her nail claw into my stomach an I let something out, between a moan and a scream. "woah" she said sitting up from me. My eyes rolled back into my skull an strained to sit up an look at her to see what was wrong. "what" I said softly, "baby your a squiter, I've never seen that before" she said as she crawled back up in my direction. I looked at my stomach then at her. "do thoes hurt" she asked as she laid her head on my shoulder. My head spun a little still. "no, can't feel it now" I said, I looked back down. There were two long rows of scratches on my stomach, bleeding in some spots. "they won't lave scars, I'll get u back" i said she laughed a little as she ran a coupe of finger across them.
My buzz wasn't completely gone an I was able to concentrate on conversation. "do u think..." she paused for moments an I looked down at her kissed her forehead. "I love u bea" I said. Which is totally against all my goings cuz I almost never say it first but I'm really in love with this girl. "I love u too baby" she said I felt her cheeks move.
Somewhere in there she fell asleep, I was left starring at the roof of the tent. As things died down from the Bon fire patty Casey an Trisha stumbled into our tent. An fell onto the mattress. I looked over to see them making out again, but it didn't go ant further then that because they fell asleep holding eachother. Looking up again I saw something run behind us outside the tent. Not thinking anything of it I fell asleep.