Remember Me...Chapter 6
June 15th 2014
"Dear Will, I decided today that I'm not giving up...I'll never give up on you...People tell me that I'm crazy, and that I should move on from you, but there is no chance of that ever happening. Because what I feel for you is stronger than anything I've even felt before in my entire life. It like a fire burning deep inside my soul, blazing at the thought of you...It's what's been keeping me alive for the past two years. I know it's sad to say that I might be setting myself up for disappointment and a life time of loneliness...But Will, you're so worth it...Because I believe that one day, you will remember me, and we will keep our love burning for each other, together, for many more years to come...I love you Will...Don't you even forget that...I'll be waiting here for you...Forever if I have to...Sonny."
July 8th 2012
(Will's POV)
"Hey sweetie, are you ready to get out of here and go home?" my mother asked as I was slowly packing up my things, "I'm sure you're excited to leave this place."
"Yeah, I'm so very excited." I replied in a non enthusiastic way.
"Will, what wrong? I thought that you would be happy to get out of here."
"I am, don't get me wrong, but mom, where is my home?"
"Oh baby...That's up to you to decide where you wanna go." she said in a kindly way. But honestly, where is my home? It's it with my mother? Or is it with Sonny, the man that I'm engaged to that for some reason I can't remember anything about?
"I don't know what to do? Please tell me what to do?" I began to cry.
She walked over and embraced me, "Will, I can't tell you what to do. You need to decide on what you feel is best."
"I just don't know."
"Did you talk to Sonny today?"
"No..."
"Well, maybe you should call him and see what he thinks about it. He loves you more than anything in this entire world and he would never do anything to hurt you or harm you in any way. I'm sure what ever you decided, he's gonna support you. But Will, I think maybe he can help with through this more than we ever could."
"Do you think he would even consider me going back to live with him, I mean, even if I can't remember anything about our life together?"
"There is only one way to find out." she said as she handed my over her cell phone, "You can do this Will, let Sonny try to help you through it."
"Okay..." taking the phone from my mother and I started to dial his number...
July 8th 2012
(Sonny's POV)
I was just getting ready to leave when I heard the phone ringing.
So I hurried and answered, "Hey, this is Sonny speaking."
"Hi Sonny, it's Will?"
"Will..." I said as I dropped the phone to the ground, "I'm still here! Sorry about that, I dropped the phone. I wasn't expecting on hearing from you."
"That's alright", he said as he laughed a little, "Are you busy right now?"
"No, not at all. Are you okay? Do you need anything?" I asked in a panic.
"I'm fine Sonny, I just wanted to ask you something. Do you think you could drop by the hospital so we can talk?"
"I'm on my way." hoping that I didn't sound to eager about it.
"Okay great! I'll be here waiting for you. Thanks Sonny."
"No need to thank me Will. I'll always be there for you if you need me."
"I appreciate that. See you in a bit. bye..."
"Goodbye Will..."
July 8th 2012
(Will's POV)
"So? How did it go?", my mother asked impatiently waiting for my answer.
"He's coming here so we can talk. Do you think you could give us sometime alone so I can decide on what I'm gonna do?"
"Of course. I'll go back to the office. Just call me there when you decide on what you're going to do. Alright?"
"Sounds good to me. Thanks mom."
"I'll see you later." She said leaning over and kissing my cheek.
Just a few minutes after my mom left, I head a knock on the door. It was Sonny.
"Come in."
"Hi there, how you doing?" he asked.
"I'm doing pretty good considering the circumstances."
"Well, you look great. I've missed you. Sorry I shouldn't have said that."
"It's okay. It's not your fault. Don't be sorry." I said trying not to make him feel any worst than he does at the moment.
"Thanks for saying that. But I should know better than to just say things like that."
I reached over and took his hand, "I understand. It must be hard for you knowing that I can't remember anything about us. I get it Sonny."
He half smiled and pulled his hand away from me, "So, you wanted to talk?"
"Yeah, there's something I wanted to run by you. And only if you think you're up for it and I wouldn't be implying on you."
"Okay, what is it?"
"Well, I'm being released today, and I was wondering if maybe, I could come stay with you for a while to see if it might trigger anything. But only if you think you can handle it. I don't wanna make things worst for you."
"Will, don't you even think that you're not welcomed to stay with me. This is our home. The house we bought together. It's as much yours as it is mine."
"Are you sure?" I asked.
"I'm positive Will. I would like nothing more than to have you back at home with me. So, when do you get out of here?"
"Now!"
"Great! Let me get your things and we'll get you settled in. Let me pull the car around and I'll wait for you outside." he replied with such hope in his eyes.
"Sounds like good to me. See you in a few minutes." I stated as he picked up my bags and walked out the door.
I just hope I'm doing the right thing here. I don't want to give him false hope and setting him up for more heart-break...
June 8th 2014
(Will's POV)
"Dear Sonny, Something happened today, and I'm not sure what it is. For the past couple weeks, I've been having nightmares. I keep hearing the sound of shattering glass and a figure looking over me. I remember seeing an inscription on something, but I can't figure out what the letters are...Then, I see a bright light, and that's when I wake up in a cold sweat with my heart pounding a mile a minute. I don't know if this means anything, and I don't wanna get ahead of myself, but I think it has to do with the night of my accident. I still can't put all the pieces together and I'm kinda scared to even try. But your love for me as given me the courage to fight and to try my hardest to remember what happened to me that night. Because once I do, I might finally find that part of me that's missing, because I'm so tired of feeling so empty inside...This might not be much, but it's a start. It might be the first part of the puzzle that leads me back to you...Even if I can't remember our love, I know our love was real. Because you helped me understand how strong our love really was. And I know how much this means to you. I just hope you know how much it means to me too...Will."
To be continued...
