When Chihiro got back to the house, it was already 9 in the morning, way
past the time for school, but she doesn't feel the urgency to go to school.
What's the use of going to school when you aren't even motivated to live
on?
By then, Chihiro's parents had already gone for work and had left a note on the table telling her to do her own breakfast. Chihiro pay no attention to it. She was too preoccupied with her thoughts. She was in so much pain that she wishes she knew of ways to end it.
Yes.
End it.
To end all these pain, the best way was to....die. Dead people don't think, do they?
Though chihiro knew that this was the best way to end it all, but she hesitated. She couldn't bear to left her parents and friends behind. Committing suicide could have end all her problems, but at the same time, all the people related to her will be devastated to know her death. She knew the pain of being left by someone she loved most, so she couldn't bring herself to let the people she cares for to get a taste of it too.
So, tore between the decision of whether to kill herself or not, Chihiro distractedly got dressed and headed for school without breakfast. She bluffed her teacher with a letter from parents and of course faked signature on it, and spent her day starring into empty spaces. This situation remained unchanged until the bell rings for end of school.
To be continue weeks/months later.
By then, Chihiro's parents had already gone for work and had left a note on the table telling her to do her own breakfast. Chihiro pay no attention to it. She was too preoccupied with her thoughts. She was in so much pain that she wishes she knew of ways to end it.
Yes.
End it.
To end all these pain, the best way was to....die. Dead people don't think, do they?
Though chihiro knew that this was the best way to end it all, but she hesitated. She couldn't bear to left her parents and friends behind. Committing suicide could have end all her problems, but at the same time, all the people related to her will be devastated to know her death. She knew the pain of being left by someone she loved most, so she couldn't bring herself to let the people she cares for to get a taste of it too.
So, tore between the decision of whether to kill herself or not, Chihiro distractedly got dressed and headed for school without breakfast. She bluffed her teacher with a letter from parents and of course faked signature on it, and spent her day starring into empty spaces. This situation remained unchanged until the bell rings for end of school.
To be continue weeks/months later.