Chocolate Frogs;
I like frogs. Sometimes me and Ron and Ginny and Fred and George pretend to be frogs. We put a blanket over our heads and jump on the beds, because when you pretend to be a frog the floor is made of lava and you can't touch it. Also, when you are a frog you are only allowed to say "rabbit rabbit rabbit" which I don't understand because we aren't pretending to be rabbits.
When we pretend to be frogs Mum or Mrs Weasley yell at us for making our rooms messy and for jumping on the beds. But Dad and Uncle Sirus think it's funny and sometimes they pretend to be sharks that swim around in the lava and try to grab our feet.
One time just me and Dad were playing and mum came in and she started getting angry about how messy everything was. But Dad said that we would clean everything up later and that Mum should be a frog too. So Mum pretended to be a frog with me, and Dad pretended to be a shark and after that we had spaghetti for dinner and Dad showed me this really cool spell for making the room clean and then we watched Mr Weasley's muggle TV and Mum let me stay up past my bed time.
But that was a long time ago.
You can get chocolate frogs which move and taste really nice but I don't like eating them when they are still moving even though Remus explained to me that they aren't real and that they don't feel any pain. When I was little I tried to keep one as a pet. But it melted because I left it in the sun. Mum said that it had gone to the giant stomach in the sky. I think that means that there is a giant stomach that lives with the sun and the moon in the sky but you can't see it because it doesn't reflect or produce light which is why Remus says you can see the moon and the sun and all that even though they are really far away.
Mum showed me a picture of a stomach in one of her science books and it looks like a big slimy ball with bits sticking out. Sometimes I think about the chocolate frog and the house elf and my goldfish all in the giant stomach together. I hope they like it in there. Sometimes I leave the stomach bits of food so it doesn't get hungry and eat me or Mum or Dad or Ron or anyone.
Wormtail always brings me a chocolate frog. Dad and Sirus are mean to him and Remus and Mum talk to him like he is stupid but I think he is very nice. He always asks me and Ron about stuff that has been happening and who has visited and who has made reports and who has been hurt. He cares about what happens to everyone a lot. He also asks me about the Death Eater Man. I don't tell him much about Death Eater Man though because I don't think the Death Eater Man wants anyone to know that he talks to me.
Wormtail always thanks me and Ron after we tell him stuff and tells us that we are very smart. He also told me that he thinks that I would make a good Spy because I remember lots. Sometimes I pretend to be a Spy and hide were the old house elf used to live and listen to everyone. When I do that I put on all black clothes and make my hair hang over my face and frown a lot even though no one is there to see. Sometimes I practice smiling-not-very-nicely in the mirror when I am brushing my teeth. I never play Spy with other people though, because a Spy has to rely on himself.
I want to be a Spy when I grow up because to be a spy you have to be very clever and very brave. I think to be a spy you have to be even braver than an member of the Order.
I think if I was a Spy Mum would worry a lot because being a Spy is dangerous. But I think Dad would be happy because it would I wouldn't be a baby or a whiny little brat any more.
Wormtail told me to follow him outside after the meeting. I'm not allowed to go outside unless I am with Mum or Dad but Wormtail said that it is alright because he asked Mum and she said it is OK.
Wormtail smiles at me. He has a nice smile, his eyes get all crinkly at the ends. "Would you like a chocolate frog now or would you like one later?"
"Could I have one now and one later?" I ask.
Wormtail laughs and ruffles my hair, "you are a cheeky one ".
"No" I say.
"you'll get all the chocolate frogs you could possibly want after you meet my friend" he says.
"Does your friend own a chocolate factory?" I ask.
"No" says Wormtail, "but he will send you somewhere where there are a lot of chocolate frogs and toys, somewhere beyond this veil of tears, as they say".
"Oh" I say, "will Mum and Dad be there?"
"Soon" says Wormtail.
"What's the veil of tears?" I ask..
"Not a very nice place" says Wormtail.
"Will I have to stay there before I go to the place with the chocolate frogs and the toys?" I ask.
"No", says Wormtail, "No you won't have to stay", he smiles again, "take my hand".
I hold his hand and everything disappears in a big spiral of air and noise and darkness.
thank to everyone who has reviewed. This is not going to have an happy ending.
