Chapter 6
Forgivness is divine
Renesmees POV
I lay on my bed with my head in my pillow I wasn't entirely mad at Jacob- I never could be but that little stunt he had pulled had me totally embarrassed.
A tiny rap came from the door- no surprise I knew who it was.
"Nessie? Can I talk to you?"
"No, go away" I shouted thru the pillow.
"Nessie, come on.....please" Jacob begged.
I couldn't find it in me to open up the door.
"Go away egghead!"
I used the child hood name I had developed for Jake when I was angry but he didn't take me serious- he never did, he knew me better then that.
"Nes, come on open the door" He said again this time in a low whisper.
I gave a huge sigh before getting up and opening the door in full pout mode.
"What?" I said this time more agitated.
"Nessie I'm sorry for what happened at school back there and I just want you to know that I only did it because of how much I care for you.
"Liar"
"Nessie I do" He protested
"What bothers me the most is that you don't trust me"
I let him in and was sitting on the bed now with him by my side almost immediately in shock.
"Nessie what are you talking about of course I trust you its the guys out there I don't trust"
"For your information I can take care of myself, I'm part vampire remember"
he was quite for a moment.
"Not to me, to me your a fragile young creature that needs my protection no matter what and I'm sorry but I can't help it its the only thing that holds me onto this earth now"
"My safety is not an issue" I reassured him.
"Still I want you to be careful" He cautioned.
I placed my hand on his head and closed my eyes "My silly Jacob, don't you realize I'm yours until the end of time"
I opened my eyes and he was staring at me not with a friendship smile but with more of an affectionate smile. It was something he hadn't done before. Usually we just hung out and were the best of friends now he was staring at me with such soft black eyes I suddenly felt different.
"I love you" He whispered.
I was silent, only when I got my head back did I smile "And I you, Jake forever"
He took hold of my shoulders and for the first time, pressed his lips to mine. It was suddenly everything I thought it would be.
I had never imagined kissing Jake but it was something I had considered when I came of age. Now he was actually doing it, his body was crushing up against mine and he held onto my torso tightly.
my head was suddenly swimming and I was flustered but too intently in the kiss to let him go, he was my Jacob forever and no one could take that bond we shared away no one......