Ok... FF is changing it's outlook again... lol... ok. lol.

Anyway, sorry, this one is short again, but to make up for it, I'll update again pretty soon!

Also, you're gonna hate me at the end of this chap xD Lol.

Do enjoy~~

btw, this - /~~/ is when Dei has scribbled out some words.

Sixth entry

September 19th, Sunday, 7:18 PM

Dear diary,

I feel like a zombie… I just sold my laptop on eBay. And now whenever I need access to Internet, I have to go to uni. But I had no other choice, I had no money left! And I needed food! The price was pretty low, but I needed it sold and FAST! So now I'm enjoying a cup of instant noodles after a while. Oh the warmth running down my throat… Have you ever tasted instant noodles? Like, really tasted them after many days of living on bread and water? Of course you haven't, you're a notebook. But let me tell you – it feels like heaven.

Ok, since I'm in a slightly brighter mood than usual, I'm gonna talk about my studies. I'm doing great! I'm studying fine art and all my sketches have been graded with As and Bs so far. Isn't that great? Kind of gives the wrong impression of how I'm actually doing.

I don't really talk to any of the students there… lol, good old antisocial me.

ACTUALLY, I did talk to one dark-haired girl today! She dropped her pen and I picked it up and she said 'thank you'. OK, maybe that wasn't exactly what you'd call a conversation, but she smiled at me! Progress! Maybe I should try actually talking to her… but I'm kinda afraid of the impression I might leave. Argh… damn.

OK, things are actually going well after a while. This money should get me through a month at least and by then, I'm pretty sure I've found a job. So, SMILE! IT'S ALRIGHT, IT'S OKAY!

I've actually worked out a new schedule, so I'd get some sleep with all the loud music coming from the party apartment. Right after finishing classes, I come home and sleep. Then I wake up and stay awake during the night, finishing my paintings. Genius, eh?

From time to time, I'm kinda glad that I know no one on the campus. That means no visitors. Seriously, my apartment is a MESS! Paintbrushes and empty canvases EVERYWHERE. I'd be so embarrassed if anyone saw this.. Oh, if TSUNADE saw this... lol... she's eat me alive. Geesh, I really should clean up… Pfft. Later.

BY THE WAY, I met someone… overly CUTE! No, I'm not talking about a puppy. And cute isn't the right word. It's a boy. And he's HOT. Like, BURNING HOT.

(You, diary: OMG!)

Well… I didn't like meet-meet him. I saw him in the hallway. Several times. OhMyGod he's like HNNNNG~! Now I'm talking like a teenage girl. Great. Ugh. But HE IS! I think he's studying graphic design… he was in Mr. Kakashi's class. Why couldn't he be in my class? C'mon dude, come to fine art~~

OK, so, let me describe him: he's taller than me, broad-shoulders, pale skin, kind of reddish eyes, black hair that reaches his shoulders. He wears tight black jeans and black t-shirts and he's… sexy. For the lack of a better word. I think I heard his friends calling him Itachi.

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Oh geezus. It'd be cool if I could talk to him or something… courage. I lack of it. Ah damn. OK, I think I'm gonna try to get some sleep before the party starts…

Talk to you later,

Deidara

PS! Song of the day – I don't wanna be in love (by Good Charlotte)