This chapter gets a little depressing towards the end. Just a warning. Enjoy!
Elsa opened the door to her room and immediately crashed down on her bed. A few tears began to well up in her eyes. What the fuck is wrong with Hans. Does he just think he can get me to go to some party, get me drunk, then fuck me. I will not let- fuck just forget it. At least Anna stood up for me. She is so pretty. I just hope no one noticed me jump a little every time she touched me. God her hands are so soft. I just want her wrapped around me as I run my lips over every crevice of her perfect body. I just want her to take me and fuck me.
Elsa rolled over onto her front and began to slide her left hand into her waistband and under her panties.
Wait fuck! She is coming back up here. Shit. Shit. Shit. I need to stop doing this. She isn't even gay. Why the fuck would she want you. Just get the thought out of your fucking head you sick freak.
As if on cue, the door creaked open as Anna walked in. "Hey," she whispered, "Are you ok? That Hans guy is a real jerk. Don't let him get to you. Ok?" Anna turned to her closet to find a dress
"Yeah no I'm fine. I just didn't want him touching me. Uh Anna?"
The redhead turned towards Elsa holding a tiny red sundress. "Yeah?"
Elsa blushed as she imagined Anna dancing in the little dress. "Uhm, I know it isn't really my place but uh just be careful tonight. I saw how Hans was looking at you and I just think you should be careful around him." I swear if he touches you I will fucking kill him.
Anna laid the dress on her bed as she pulled off her shirt. "Don't worry Elsa. Kristoff would never let anything bad happen to me. I'll be just fine."
Elsa diverted her eyes from the redheads freckled torso. "Ok thats good. Uhm, you'll look really pretty in that dress. I hope you have fun tonight."
After donning the dress, Anna turned and hugged Elsa. "Awww thank you so much. You are so sweet! I'll see you later tonight!" Anna winked over her shoulder as she walked out the door.
What? Did she just? No theres no way. Yes! I fucking saw it! She winked. At me! Holy shit what if she is interested in me! Oh my fucking God! This is awesome! Maybe tonight I could open up a little. It's been so long since I have been able to do that with someone. She's so nice too. I bet she would understand why I'm so quiet all the time. Well I guess I'm not quite around her. She just brings something up in me. Ughhhh why can't she back yet?!
Elsa picked up her book and laid back down on her bed. She became so engrossed that she almost missed her phone ringing. It was her dad.
"Hey papa!"
"Hey little girl. How was your first day?"
"It was better than I thought. My roommate is really sweet and nice. Her boyfriend is kinda weird though."
"How so?"
"I dunno. He is just goofy. Like some kind of awkward oaf."
"Ahhh I see. But you like your roommate?"
"Oh yeah! She's actually nice to me. Not like those kids from high school."
"I'm very happy for you Elsa. I just wanted to call and say goodnight."
"Goodnight papa, I love you."
"I love you too baby girl."
"I love you more papa."
"Goodnight Elsa."
She tossed the phone by her side and picked up her book, smiling from ear to ear. I can't wait for Anna to get back.
Several hours later Elsa was still stuck in her book oblivious of the world around her. She shot up when she heard a loud bang against her door.
What the fuck is going on?!
She got out of bed and ran to door. When she looked through the eyehole she was greeted with nothing but darkness. She could make out two voices from the other side of the door.
"Y-y-you thinkk thats shes in t-t-there?" She heard someone who sounded like Kristoff.
A girl laughed and said "Uh I dunno. I hope not. That would put a damper on our fun! Lets go in, my keys in my purse." A few seconds passed and then Elsa heard the girl, who she figured was Anna, scream "Kristoff! Wait until we're in the room!"
Elsa's heart sank to the floor as she frantically looked around the room. Fuck, fuck fuck. What do I do?! I can't just be standing here when they come in! Shit, the closet. I'll hide in there.
She jumped in her closet and covered herself with the shirts and jackets hanging inside. Just as she finished the door slammed open and she could hear the sloppy wet kissing of the couple as they made their way to the bed. Great. What the hell am I going to do.
Through the gap in the clothes she could see a red sundress fly across the room followed by a flannel shirt and a pair of dirty jeans.
Oh fuck, oh fuck, oh fuck. Please no. This was not supposed to happen. Anna please don't do this.
She pulled the clothes tighter around her as the tears began to stream down her face.
You stupid idiot. Of course she would never want to be with you. You're just a stupid fucking worthless piece of shit that isn't good enough for anyone to even care about. You're a fucking freak that doesn't deserve to live.
Anna let out several moans of pleasure as Kristoff whispered something that made her moan even louder.
The tear soaked clothes surrounding Elsa began to harden as the air around her cooled to sub zero temperatures. She held her head in her hands as her eyes poured out more tears that would soon be frozen. You are worthless. How could you even think she would love you. You fucking imbecile. You never should have even thought she could be yours. Not after what happened last time you let someone in.
Elsa muffled her sorrowful cries as she tried to force herself to sleep with the sound of Anna's pleasured moans piercing her ears and driving her into a deeper, darker sadness every minute. She drifted off to sleep as Anna murmured, "I love you. I love you Kristoff."