CHAPTER 6
-and I'm about to break your heart

Bella POV
I woke up hearing someone ringing the door bell like a maniac. I sighed and sat up I looked down at jasper and smiled he was still sleep which was pretty sad considering the door bell was quite loud. I still couldn't believe that Jasper said he loved me last night, even if he was drunk it made me feel good and gave me hope that maybe we could be together, than it made me feel really guilty about how I still haven't told Edward about my feelings for jasper. I almost forgot about the doorbell staring at jasper and how beautiful he was until I heard a loud crash and I didn't know what to do. So like the wimp I was I decided to wake up Jasper. I shook his arm gently and whispered in his ear
"Jasper wake up" he stirred a little but didn't wake so I tried again but said his name a little louder but he still didn't wake so I yelled in his ear and he jumped and fell of the bed. I bit my lip to keep from laughing.
"I am so sorry jasper" I said quickly but he just looked up and smiled widely.
"Why are you so happy?" I asked
"Because your here, you stayed with me and I love you" he said and like a idiot I went into shock. Real shock, jaw dropped in everything because I did know that he said it last night but he was drunk and he may have not have known what he was saying but know he was, well except for just waking up, he was fully coherent and I was surprised that he really did have the same feelings for me as I did for him. When I didn't say anything he said
" I know how you feel about Edward and I just couldn't let him propose to you without you knowing how I felt and maybe it was selfish of me to tell-"
"Wait" I cut him off " he was going to propose to me" jasper had a confused look on his face which quickly changed to realization and said
" I am so sorry bells you weren't suppose to know that....." he was still talking and I just stopped listening. Edward was going to PROPOSE!!!! I couldn't believe it I definitely knew what I had to do I had to tell him before he did and now I really would not be able to face him. How could I? I didn't want to break his heart. I thought more about situation and started to hyperventilate.
"Bella?" jasper said concerned he started to come closer to me when the door slammed open and in the door way stood a furious Edward and I was guessing he was the one ringing the door bell and most likely the crash.
"Jasper" he growled "Bella is mine" he said before he charged at Jasper but Jasper successfully dodged him.
"Edward calm down" Jasper said before Edward tried and once again failed the same attempt.
"Edward stop!!!" I yelled at a tone that even surprised me.
"Why did you come barging in here and attacking jasper when he did nothing wrong" I said at a slightly quieter yet still loud tone.
" He was trying to steal you away from me" Edward said glaring at jasper.
" He can't steal something you never had" I mumbled.
"What?" Edward said
"Nothing" I sighed "Edward we have to talk" I said silent tears streaming down my face. He walked over to me and wiped away my tears with his thumb before he tried to lower his lips to mine but I turned away. I could see the look of hurt and rejection on his face before I turned and walked out the room I knew he would follow. I felt the need to turn around and kiss him with all I had just so I wouldn't have to cause him pain, but I knew what I needed to do but I also knew I wouldn't keep my mouth shut anymore.

-"now we're in this way too far, and I'm about to break your heart, tear everything we had apart"- Mouth Shut

A\N: okay so I hope you're not disappointed but I really have been stretching this story out more than needed but I really wanted it to be longer, but if I make it longer it would no longer really be related to the song so I am not sure. Review and tell me what you think, and also I be posting a new story soon and the reason I have so many at once is basically because I get bored easily lol. Maybe you should check out my other stories *wink wink* and tell me what pairing you would want to read about for a new story Bella & Emmett, Rosalie & Emmett, or another Jasper & Bella. Sorry Edward lover but I am not writing a Edward and Bella story unless it is by popular demand because I could but I don't want to unless I know people will read it. So sorry about the rambling this author note is probably almost as long as the chapter but I need to hear some thought on what I wrote about in here so tell me in a review or P.M. Por favor (please).........review your thoughts on the chapter to please....

Also sorry for mistakes my mom was rushing me off the laptop