Author's Note
Hey Guys I'm very sorry for taking so long to make this. School is out and it means I might not be writing much or the chapters will come late. In the past few days I was focus on my finals and my Little Sister was on my computer and I couldn't write anything, Because my files is on the computer and not the laptop we have; She prefers to use the computer and she gets on it for a long time. When I write my stories it takes a long time and I don't really have everything plan out for my stories. I just write and think; So this one took a while. Please enjoy; While I think how to plan out the rest of the story and I update My comedy 'Stop Calling Me! 2'...
Chapter 4
I Need to be Numb
KOFF! KOFF!
Riza was really worried about Roy. He been sick for three days now; Even Maes and Jean are starting to think that he needs a doctor. Roy has been saying he is okay, But Riza knows that's a lie; She notice Roy was having strange rumble noises in his stomach and that he moans in pain when it happens. Jean, Maes, And Riza agreed that Roy needed to go to the hospital.
Riza was at the Waiting Room Worried about Roy. She prayed that he was okay and it was nothing; Just a simple flu or a fever. Riza Bandmates made it to the hospital. They tried to comfort Riza by telling her things that were to make her relax...
"Everything will be okay Riza, Don't panic about it" Said Rebecca
"Yeah the doctor will just say it's nothing serious" Said Maria
"I don't know why your worried; He's a big boy he can take care of himself" Said Olivier, Coldly but Riza knew she said it to comfort her
"I know it's just I gave him everything he needs to feel better like Medicine, Soup, Water, And plenty of sleep and he still gets sick for three days" Said Riza "And at times he gets a strange rumble from his stomach and he's in deep pain"
"It could be Stomach Pain" Said Gracia
Just then a doctor was walking to them...
"Are you Mustang friends?" Said the Doctor
"I'm His girlfriend" Said Riza "Is he okay?"
"I think his family should be here"
"Sir the only family he got is his Aunt and she is away at the moment, We can't even contact her" Said Maes
"Please can you tell us his condition" Said Jean
The doctor looked at everyone and sighed
"I need you all to fellow me, It's something that needs to be discuss in private" Said The Doctor
Riza felt her stomach twist and knew something was really wrong with Roy. They went inside The Doctor's office and all of them waited to hear what the doctor needs to say...
"First off..." Said The Doctor "I told Roy everything about his condition; He is alright at the moment and he's woken up; But right now we found out something disturbing"
Everyone held their breath. The Doctor pulled out an X-Ray...
"This is an X- Ray of his stomach; As you don't know we found something strange at the bottom of the lining of Roy's stomach. We decided to get a tiny camera down his throat to take a look at the inside of his stomach and what we saw really shook us"
The doctor showed them the video. Most of the guys were disgusted, And then everyone saw something disturbing. They saw that part of the lining of Roy's stomach was black and that around the black spot; Roy's stomach was bleeding.
Riza watched in horror; It means something is really wrong with Roy. She tried to speak, But couldn't get anything out; Until Jean decided to speak up for everyone...
"Is it fatal?" Said Jean
"That's not the worst part" Said The Doctor "We don't even know what it is. This is an Aliment that no doctor has ever seen"
Everyone had a terrified look on their faces...
"We told Roy about it and we tried to see if he knew anything about it, But Roy told us that his grandfather had terrible Stomach pains before"
"So you can find a cure" Said Maria
"It's not easy; It would take years and we don't have much on Mustangs Medical History"
He took a deep breath and looked at Riza's eyes with sorrow. Riza felt like she was going to break down in tears...
"He will still live for a couple of years, But when he dies... We just don't know; It could be fatal Maybe not; But we are just unsure at the moment. If I was him I would continue living for the moment; Good news is he won't die soon; He might be safe until maybe five or three years; He could die in any moment after that. He will suffer stomach pains by some time and he will be in extreme pain."
"Oh man... This I-I can't be here right now" Said Maes, As he got out of the room; Gracia went after him...
"We can give him painkillers, But that's all we can do for him"
"I understand" Said Riza, Trying to hold back her tears"
"Would you like to see him?" The Doctor Said, With sorrow showing in his eyes
Everyone only nodded. The Doctor took everyone to Roy's room. The Doctor opens the door a crack to see if he's still awake; He opened the door and Riza saw Roy, Watching T.V. on his bed...
"Your feeling better Roy?" Asked The Doctor
"A little" Said Roy "My Stomach is still a little sore, But not as it was a while ago" He quickly added, Seeing Riza with her concerned face
The Doctor got out of the room, Letting the others in. Riza sat next to Roy and embraced him; Not wanting to let him go. Maes got in the room after being eaten up by the news. Everyone just talked to light up the mood, But even when Roy was alright and The Group looked like they were okay; Deep inside Riza, Her Bandmates, And Roy's Bandmates were full with sorrow inside to know Roy could die one day.
2 Days Later...
Roy was checked out of the hospital and made it back to his luxury apartment in Central. As Roy got in to his apartment. He looked around to see it's still in shape; He found Riza making dinner in the small kitchen. She turned around with a huge smile and Roy smiled back at her. He was happy to see her smile...
"What are you making?" Asked Roy
"Spaghetti and Meatballs" Said Riza
"Aw Cool"
Roy grabbed the plates and Riza served the food; While eating Roy and Riza were having a fun time, With Roy whispering sweet nothings into Riza's ear, Feeding each other, And kissing each other. After dinner Roy and Riza was in bed, Embracing each other...
"Roy"
"Yeah Riza?"
"Does it hurt right now?"
"No, I'm okay right now"
"I'm scared you know... What if one day your gone and I will never see you again"
"It's something that will happen one day, I came to peace with that"
"But I don't want to lose you, It's too painful to say goodbye"
"I know... I Know" Roy embraced her tighter
"Roy..."
"Yeah"
"I-I... It's gonna hard to say"
He looked at her square at the eyes
"Just spit it out, I won't leave"
She paused and collected her thought on how to say it, She lay her head on Roy's chest...
"Roy... I want to have a life with you.."
"Are you sure Riza, We only been a couple for three months"
"Yeah I'm Sure" Riza paused and looked at Roy in the eyes "Roy... When I'm with you... I feel like I got nothing to worry about, But after what The Doctor said. I just want spend every moment with you, Before it's too late"
Roy looked them into her eyes and stroked her long hair
"I love You" Said Riza
"You love me?; Are you Sure?" Said Roy
"Yes... Do you love me too Roy?"
"Yeah... I do too"
Riza then kissed Roy with passion. They both started to undress, As they got naked, Roy turned off the lights and both of them made love.
After that night, Roy was at the studio, Inferno was rehearsing their new song before they record it for the new album. The band was smoking weed while rehearsing...
"Okay guys" Said Roy "That's enough let's play"
"Alright are you ready Jean?" Said Maes
"Um... Um.. Yeah just... Umm.." Said Jean
"Jean... What the fuck is wrong with you" Said Roy
"Oh crap he's high; Just look at his eyes; There all red" Said Maes
"God Damn It! Jean Havoc" Yelled Roy "You fucking junkie"
"I guess we got to try Roy" Said Maes
Although with the fact Jean was high; They manage to play the song perfect. Roy then started to feel pain in his stomach again. He manage to sneak to the bathroom without anyone noticing. Roy tried the painkillers, But somehow it didn't work and now when he needs to get rid of the pain he takes drugs.
Author note: Before any of you comment about that part you will see later why painkillers don't work and why Weed, Meth, And the other drugs he takes work. SO DON'T YOU DARE! Say anything smart.
He smokes the weed he got in his pocket and in an instant the pain fades away and he feels numb. He takes out a pocket knife and makes a small cut on his leg and doesn't feel the pain, But he doesn't know if he should be glad or to be sad. He watches the small line of blood slowly travel down to his shoe. After watching the blood flow he gets a band-aid and wipes the blood with a paper towel.
"I don't know what to feel anymore" Says Roy, To himself
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