Author Note:

Random: GAH! I'm SORRY! But its getting close to the end of the school year and they like to bombard students with tests! So I'm sorry its so late!

Hikaru: And she's lazy.

Random: *Duct tapes mouth* Shut up Hikaru!

Kaoru: Guess I'm doing both the disclaimer and warnings. DISCLAIMER: Random does not own anything out side if the plot. Credit for inspiration goes to a manga she read. Warning: There is some stuff that would make it rated T not M yet sorry.

Random: I know it will get their though.

Hikaru: Mumph!

Random: Thank you for all the reviews, faves, and alerts! Is what he said!

Hikaru: MUMPH!

Random:… bad boy. It's a good thing I duct taped your mouth.

Kaoru: *shakes head* Anyway hope you enjoy this chapter!

Random: WAIT! I haven't really got to proof read because it's late and a school night. So I'm sorry for the typos! Okay now enjoy! And it's longer!

*START TO READ!*

I lay in my bed staring up at my bedrooms ceiling. I was trying my hardest not to think about James. James and his silken hair. James and his mesmerizingly gorgeous hazel eyes. James and his Greek god like body. Stupid bastard and his wonderful smile.

Damn it! I'm trying not to think about the bastard pretty boy. That damned boy was always on my mind lately and it was killing me. I jumped when my phone rang loudly on my nightstand next to me. I ground, reaching out blindly for it. Once I finally grabbed it I accepted the call with out looking at the ID and put it to my ear.

"Hello?" I asked tiredly. I just wanted the person on the other side to make it quick so I could go back to failing at not thinking about James.

"Kendall? It's me, James." My heart skipped a beat at the sound of his voice, "Where are you? We were suppose to go see a concert together today remember?" Oh shit, I didn't. I had been so distracted by my feeling for James that I forgot.

I didn't say anything. I just closed my eyes as a painful throb went through my body at what I remembered from the other day. I realized I had fall in love with him, but he was still in love with Logan. I couldn't go to the concert with him today. I'm not ready to face him.

"Kendall? Hello? Are you even listening to me?" He asked, breaking me out of my thoughts.

"Sorry James, but something came up and I can't go with you today." I tried desperately to keep my voice from cracking. I needed to end this call. "Why? don't you watch it with Logan? It'd be better that way, anyway." I said softly as a few tears escaped to run down my cheeks.

"What? Kendall? Wait-" I ended the call before he could finish, throwing my phone to the other side of the room.

Why did I have to realize my feelings now? Why did I even develop feelings for the cocky bastard? Why did he have to be in love with Logan? I punched the pillow next to me as a violent sob racked my body. I buried my face in the pillow I just punched to muffle my sobs.

Now I'm crying over the damned son of a bitch! He always seemed to break down my walls and make me feel things differently. He made my blood boil with anger, heart throb in pain, and made me cry harder then I have ever cried in my life.

And it scared me.

I've never felt so strongly for someone before. Never let myself fall so hard for some one that if they rejected me, it would destroy me. I'd always thought I was in love with the adorable handsome Logan. The nerd that was my best friend. And I was in love with him, but it wasn't like the earth scattering love I felt for James it was a sort of puppy love.

I wanted to protect Logan and keep him out of harms way. I wanted to be the shoulder he could cry on. The love I had confused with romantic love was more like brotherly. All the things I had wanted to do with Logan, I wanted James to do for me and so much more. I want him to hold me to his chest and whisper soothing words of comfort in my ear when I have a bad dream. I want him to rock me as I cry on the anniversary of my father's death. I want him to be able to make me laugh about nothing. I want to be able to just laugh because I'm with him, because I'm so happy I just want to laugh with him forever.

I want James to make love to me. When I thought of Logan, it was always innocent. Just sweet caresses and simple kisses, but with James, I want passionate clashes on tongue, rough rubbing of skin against skin, and sweat drenched bodies coming together to form one entity. I want James muscularly lean body pressed up against mine as we ground against each other. I want his tongue exploring my mouth. I want him to completely dominate me.

But he's in love with Logan. And if things work out between those two then… I don't know what I'd do.

*Break*

Ring!

Ring!

Ring!

Stupid thing SHUT UP! My phone has been ringing almost non-stop for the last hour. It's been about three days since my last talk with James and he kept FUCKING CALLING ME! I am literally three seconds away from chucking it at my teachers head. I looked up at the time and noticed that James and Logan's school would have let out by now. My school though was still in session. I know weird, but we had days like these that the teachers wouldn't let the kids leave until they said they could. Good thing though is that we sometimes have days were the teachers let us out early too.

Right now I should be working on a music theory paper. The insistent ringing though was hindering me from doing that and my teacher didn't give a flying fuck, to focused on his grading to care.

Ring!

Ring!

Ring!

I ground, finally pulling the phone out of my pocket to glare at it. It was James. Just like I thought it would be. I really didn't want to talk to him right now, but I was starting to get some nasty looks from some of my other classmates.

"Could you answer it already! Or put it on vibrate!" So blonde guy said. I think his name was Jett, didn't really care to remember.

I sighed and picked it up finally. "Hi." I sighed into the phone.

"Kendall! What the hell? Are you bailing on me? Did I not make it clear to you?" He said angrily from the other side.

I sharp pain stabbed at my heart, but I quickly pushed it away before replying. "James, you've got it wrong. We are love rivals. I just think it's weird for rivals like us to be hang out so casually with each other." I said, trying to sound casual and not like I was about to break.

He didn't say anything for awhile and I thought he had hung up before he spoke, " That has nothing to do with it." He said firmly. My eyes widened slightly as he continued. "I want to meet you. I thought of inviting you to the concert Kendall, not Logan. Leave him out of this for now. I want to see you next Saturday. I hope you'll meet me there, okay?" He asked.

I looked down at my desk, "Yeah, okay." I answered softly.

*No ones P.O.V. Saturday.*

James taped his foot impatiently as he waited for Kendall. The brunet looked down at the clock on his phone. "Damn it. He's late." He said to himself. Then he hears foot steps and a pair of shoes came into his view.

He looked up eagerly, "Kendall-" He cut him self off once he saw who it was.

Logan cocked his head to the side in confusion. "Hey James. Kendall called me and told me that you wanted to meet me here." He said. "What did you need?" The smaller brunet said.

James gritted his teeth and looked down so his bangs covered his eyes, "…that idiot!" He hissed. He suddenly dashed off before Logan could react, "I've go to go!" He called over his shoulder.

"Wait! James!" Logan yelled after him.

The taller pretty boy stopped suddenly, turned around and ran back over to Logan. He grabbed Logan's hands and shoved two tickets into them, "Here! Tickets to a concert. Do whatever you'd like with them." James said before turning around and running down the street again.

"Huh?" Logan asked, "James! What's going on!" Logan yelled after him. He never got a reply, James already to far away to hear.

*Kendall's P.O.V*

I sighed as I laid stretched out on my couch. I'd gotten home from my vocal and guitar lessons with Gustavo about an hour ago, now I was just mopping on the couch. I should have meet James at the bar twenty minutes ago, but I just couldn't. So I called Logan and told him to meet James there instead.

They were probably watching the band now. My heart clench painfully a the thought. I had decided yesterday that all I wanted now was James happiness and if Logan can give him that, then I will help James obtain it. Logan was good for James anyway, so was James for Logan. They both deserved to be happy together and that's what I'm going to help them do. They were my two favorite people in the world and I wanted them to be happy. No matter how painful it was for me.

Suddenly, there was a constant bang on my door. I jumped at how loud they were. Grumbling as I slowly got up, the door flew open reviling a very pissed off looking James.

I jumped, "James? What the hell are you-" He cut me of by grabbing my wrist and dragging me over the couch and out the door.

"Follow me! You need to see something." He said by way of explanation.

He dragged me down the street and all the way to the teen bar. "Ow! James! That hurts! Let g-"

"Look." He said softly, pointing over to the ticket booth.

I furrowed my brow in confusion and looked. I gasped slightly and my eyes widened at the sight. There was Logan showing two tickets to a short Lation boy that looked about my age. The boy had almost black hair and deep chocolate eyes and his hand was laced with Logan's.

"That's Carlos." James said. "Logan's boyfriend."

"What!" I exclaimed in my shock.

James looked over at them, "They were already together when I confessed to him." He said softly. "I was rejected from the start."

I blushed stepping back slightly, "Why didn't you tell me!" I yelled at him.

"I was rejected! It hurt!" He yelled back, then looked away. "I was rejected so quickly. It was pathetic. I couldn't have told you." He said blushing from embarrassment.

"You're an idiot." I said irritated. He's still a bastard

"Shut it." He snapped.

Then something occurred to me. "But then… why did you go with me to all those concerts?" I asked.

He turned his body slightly away from me. "What do you think?" He said so softly I almost didn't hear it.

I started, turning to face him fully. His head was down, looking at the concert bellow, hair softly swaying in the wind. His beautiful hazel eyes where unfocused and sad. I don't know why. Maybe because I was there? But… but maybe…

I reached out my hand slowly, brushing my hand over his. He jumped slightly in surprise before grabbing onto it. My heart thundered in my chest. He actually grabbed my hand.

I turned around quickly, my hand still in his, and pulled him to a deserted ally way near by and slammed him up against the concert wall. I fisted his shirt and connected our lips together in a passionate kiss. I pulled away moments later and looked at him. He looked shocked. His eyes wide and his mouth hanging open. If I wasn't panting so much I would have laughed at the sight.

"Are…are you for real?" He asked, blushing and bringing a hand to touch his lips.

I looked away, blushing too. "Yes. I wouldn't joke about something like this."

"Well, I wouldn't put it past you."

"Hey! Now you listen…"

Then we stopped, both in mid-yell, and looked at each other. James slowly smiled. Actually smiled, giving off a little chuckle. I smiled back, happiness swelling in my heart. I was the cause of that smile.

The pretty boy wrapped his hands around my waist and back, pulling me closer as I wrapped my arms around his shoulders, and kissed me. I melted into it, moving my mouth in sync with his groaning when his pink tongue lapped at my lips, asking for the access he so desperately wanted. I opened my mouth and pulled his tongue in a dance for dominance, which he quickly won. I moaned into his mouth as he explored, hitting all the spots that made my knees go weak with pleasure.

I don't get it. How can love blossom out of this? We were love rivals. Now we're lovers.

We pulled apart, leaning our foreheads together and panting. I looked deeply into his hazel gaze and identified the emotion I couldn't before. It was love.

"I love you, bastard."

"I love you too, blondie."

I just don't get it.

*END*

Random: YAY! Well technically this is the end, but there is still more to come! Like the sex scene you want.

Hikaru: What James thinks about all of this.

Kaoru: And a date with Logan and Carlos.

Random: So stay tuned for more!

Random & Twins: Review please! Until next time! Peaceness!