Chapter Warnings: Swearing, M/M Slash, Mentions of Rape, Abuse, Mentions of Self-injury.
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Rey's POV:
I looked down at him, He looked like he thought I was going to hit him. Curled into himself, ducking his head in his knees, while he almost pleaded me. I felt horrible I had hit him, I didn't try, it just happened, I looked at him for a while. "Please, Shannon, Let me help you, I'm not going to hurt you." I told him, I put my hand on his shoulder, He yelled and got up pushing me away and taking off running, down the hall and out of the hotel into the pouring down rain.
"SHANNON! GET OVER HERE!" I yelled after him, but, he didn't turn around he just ran into the darkness of the rain.
I sighed to myself and went back inside and up into my room. This kid was getting very hard to deal with, I wanted to help him the best I could but...he was very stubborn. I walked in and went into the bathroom, to see Batista looking at all the blood everywhere.
"What the hell happened here?" he asked. looking around.
"Shannon cut himself really bad, I was trying to help him and he kept fighting me, and got blood all over the place..." I told him, as I started cleaning up the blood.
Dave looked around. "Where is the little guy?" He asked.
"He ran off...After I hit him." I said, getting the blood off the mirror.
I looked over at Dave who looked both pissed off and dumbstruck, "You hit him?" He asked.
"I didn't mean to, I was trying to help him and he didn't let me, this big thing happened and I ended up hitting him, I really scared him, Now he's not coming back." I said slowly.
"Well, we need to find him, He's got some bad cut wounds on his wrists if he could bleed this badly." He said looking at me with a scared and serious look on his face.
"He ran off into the rain, its gonna take forever to find him...He'll show up." I said.
"Rey! what if they find him dead! Its freezing out there, Its dark and cold and He hasn't eaten plus he's bleeding!" Dave looked almost mad at me.
"Alright, we'll find him." I said.
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Shannon's POV:
I walked slowly down the dark road, after car after car past.
"Shannon?" I turned and looked at the one car beside me.
"Matt?" I asked. Matt Hardy was one of my long time friends. But, sadly our relationship wasn't the best as most of you know...
"Shannon? What happened to you? Get in the car!" He yelled, stopping.
"No..." I whispered as I kept walking. "I'm fine."
"Shan, its fuckin' freezin' get in da car!" He told me, yelling a little.
I closed my eyes, wow, that brought back some bad memories when he yelled at me...Jimmy wasn't the only one who Beat me up.
"Shan...Get in, Your all wet." Matt yelled again.
I nodded and got in. Matt eyed me. "what happened?" He asked.
I didn't answer him.
he sighed. "You must be cold, ah'll take ya back to my Hotel room, ya can stay 'der, unless you want meh to 'all Jimmy?" He asked.
I shook my head. "I'll just stay with you." I said even though I knew it was a bad idea. "I'm tired and very weak right now."
"Oh, Okay." He said as he drove back to the hotel.
I stared out the window at the dark, black and blue sky, that looked like the bruises on my body. I just stared at the sky and the rain and the lightening cracking through the sky, as "Last Resort" By Papa Roach just started playing on the radio. Oh, Perfect song to go with my suicidal mood. I whispered the words in my head. "cut my life into pieces, this is my last resort, suffocation, no breathing, don't give a fuck if I cut my arm bleedin', This is my last resort. cut my life into pieces, I've reached my last resort, suffocation, no breathing, don't give a fuck if I cut my arm bleedin', would you care if I died bleeding? would it be wrong? would it be right? If I took my life tonight, chances are that I might, Mutilation out of sight, and I'm constipating suicide...Cause I'm losin' my sight, Losin' my mind, wish somebody would tell me I'm fine, Losin' my sight, losin' my mind, wish somebody would tell me I'm fine..."
"So...What happened?" Matt asked.
"Dun wanna talk 'bout it." I whispered.
"'kay, you don't have to..." He told me.
We drove into the parking lot and started walking into the building, well...I limped cause my ribs were fuckin' killin' me.
"Ya look sore, What's wrong?" Matt asked.
"Nothin'." I lied, as he showed me into his room. I sat down on the sofa and closed my eyes, trying to fall asleep...
I woke up about 15, 20 minutes later, to Matt looking down at me.
"Matt?" I asked, he had this lusty look in his eyes, I knew that look all too well.
"Wanna have some fun?" He asked, his voice was fulled with darkness and Lust.
"Haha, no." I said sarcastically, sitting up. He smacked me, wow, 3 different people smacked me all in one day. New recorded for Shannon.
"Com'on, Shan..I'll go easy on ya." He begged.
"No!" I yelled. "I already got Jimmy doing this to me, I don't want you to do this ether." I stood up. and started to leave but, he grabbed my hair and threw me backwards and onto the floor.
"Yer gonna do this, if ya like it or not." He growled with lust as he came over to me and grabbed my shirt and yanked me to my feet and forced me into the wall and started kissing me harshly. "I WAS gonna take it easy on you, this COULD have been somewhat of an enjoyment but, YOU didn't want it to be." He said before he started kissing me again.
At first I did nothing, then shoved him away. "Get the fuck off me, Hardy!" I warned him.
"Haha, what are you gonna do? Your just like you used to be, when I beat you up back in V.1!" He yelled at me.
"Bite me!" I yelled at him, narrowing my eyes.
He smacked me and threw me down. "I'm still bigger then you." He hissed.
"So what!" I yelled.
He kicked me in the side and then got onto me and held me down by my wrists, his hands digging into the cuts. "Yer still the same Shannon I used to beat up...He's still in 'der." He said with a sadistic smirk.
"Your wrong!" I snapped.
He leaned in close to my face. "You wanna bet." He said darkly.
"You can't break me." I said back.
"You wanna bet on that too." he asked with a sick smile on his face.
"Try me." I smirked.
"Your new look makes me like you even more...now your hot." He said kissing me roughly, I turned my head and tried to get away.
"Stop fighting it!" Matt screamed slapping me again. he undid my pants and started pulling them down.
I tried to hit him but, he grabbed my hand. "No, no, no, Shanny." He smirked darkly.
"STOP IT! AND GET THE FUCK OFF OF ME!" I screamed tears started in my eyes but, I blinked them away, he cannot break me.
"No one cares enough to help you, Shannon." he said with a mocking voice.
"YOUR A LIE!" I screamed as more pain shot through me. this time I couldn't help the 1 tear that fell.
He punched me in the face. "Poor Shannon, Poor little Shannon." He said mockingly.
"GO FUCKIN' KILL YERSELF, YOU FAT BUSTARD!" I hissed.
"Some mouth ya got 'der, I forgot how bad yer mouth was. My little MF'er would never talk to me like that." He said with a fake baby voice.
"Yer little MF'er ain't 'ere right now, Hardy." I hissed. "That was more then 5 years ago..."
"Aw, but, there's so much I could do to make you like me again." He said playfully as he stroked my still wet hair.
"Bite me!" I hissed.
And he did just as I said, he rolled me into my stomach and bit into my shoulder and neck and shoulderblade and ripped down my back. I sucked the air with my teeth but, didn't scream, he wasn't gonna get a scream out of me...Nothing, not even a whimper.
"You can't break me! I will not cry! I won't even whimper." I hissed.
"Oh, yes, you will...You'll be BEGGING me to stop when I'm done." He laughed.
"GET OFF ME!" I growled at him, fighting, I knew it was a bad idea to go to Matt's. I hadn't talked to him in over 4 years, I didn't want to talk to him now...Him and his obsession with Sex...that was why Matt used to beat me...that and I wasn't ever good enough for 'the grand Matthew Moore Hardy' and Jimmy does it cause he's just a fuckin' assfuck.
He was raping me but, I fought it as much as I could, he gave a yell of irate and gave up. He beat on my back and shoulders and head, until I couldn't take it anymore and Almost broke down crying, then he picked me up, slammed me into the wall and pinned me down again, leaning close into my face.
"I give up I don't even want you anymore, your that stupid and pathetic, Who would want someone so weak and useless? Your nothing but, a worthless, weak Reject, No one loves you now, No one ever loved you and No one will love you. You'll always be alone or be abused...I hate you, Jimmy hates you, Jeff hates you, The world hates you, even you hate you, No one wants you." He said with a amused smirk on his face. Matt always had a way with words that could just make you wanna kill yourself when he told you something. "Now get up, get dressed and get the fuck out of here, you little whore." he hissed, he treated me like I was some cheap hooker.
I got up and put back on my pants and shirt without saying a word. I limped over to the door and opened it to leave.
"Oh, and Shannon..." Matt said.
I stopped and looked weakly back up at him.
"And you were right, you didn't even whimper..." He smirked at me, then walked over slowly and kissed me harshly, the tore our lips apart and punched me as hard as he could, throwing me to the ground. "But, I did Break you." He laughed and bent down to my eye level. "I smashed you into a million pieces." He yanked me up and threw me out of the door and slammed it closed.
I sat on the floor for a while, just laying there when he had dropped me like a broken toy a spoiled little kid wanted no more. Just sitting there, before I started crying, sobbing, right outside Hardy's door. This abuse was killing me. First Matt, then Jimmy, then Matt again...
"I want to die..." I whispered.
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Rey's POV:
Dave and I ran through the halls, begging to find The Blonde and Black haired boy. The person at the desk and said she saw Shannon come back inside.
"Shhh...I hear something..." Dave stopped me.
I listened and heard Crying, sobbing, I knew it was Shannon, I knew his cries.
"That's Shannon." I said, as I ran down the hall where I heard the crying coming from.
We turned the corner, and saw Shannon cuddled up on the floor, shaking, sobbing, soaking wet. He was bleeding too, He looked like Jimmy beat him up again.
Dave and I ran over to him. and I put my hand on his shoulder. "Shannon?" I asked.
He said nothing, just cried.
Dave looked up from Shannon and at me, I looked back at him.
"Shannon...Are you okay?" I asked softly.
He looked up at me. "Everyone hates me!" He cried.
"Shh...No...No...I don't hate you, Rey doesn't hate you, com'on, we'll help you back to our hotel room." Dave said, as he gently helped Shannon up so he was sitting, we didn't want to make him light headed by getting up too fast.
"Did Jimmy do this? How did you end up over here?" I asked.
He shook his head. "No...Matt did it." He sobbed.
"Matt Hardy?" Dave asked. "Matt Hardy did this?"
Shannon nodded.
"I thought he stopped that forever ago.." I said.
Shannon shrugged. "So did I."
"I'll kill him." Dave growled. "Where is he?"
Shannon pointed behind him.
Dave growled and walked into the Hotel room. I shook my head when I heard some crashing.
"Are you alright?" I asked, Looking at Shannon.
"I'm sorry I ran away." Shannon whispered.
"Shh...No...I'm sorry I hit you..." I told him.
Shannon bent over and coughed up some blood into his hand.
"Is that blood?" I asked, lifting his chin and looking at the crimson that came from his mouth.
He coughed again and more blood came from his lips. He kept coughing and coughing.
"Oh my god...Dave! Get out here." I said.
Dave came out from Hardy's room. I'd been hearing allot of crashing so I guessed Batista was beating up Hardy...Good...He deserves that.
"What's wrong?" He asked.
"He's coughing up allot of blood." I said, as I slowly took Shannon's shaking, coughing body into my arms and held him.
"What did he do to you, Shannon? What'd he do?" Dave asked.
"he...He..." Shannon couldn't finish, he just started coughed up some more blood.
"Come on, We'll help you." I said, helping Shannon up and holding him.
Dave and I helped Shannon into the Hotel room and laid him down on the floor under a blanket.
"Dave! Go get something to clean him with." I told Batista he nodded and left the room.
"Its alright, we're gonna help you, alright?" I told him, trying to calm him down a little.
"Why does everyone do this to me! First its Jimmy! Then You whack me once! Then Matt beats me up!" Shannon screamed.
He was running his hands over his arms, hard like he was trying to pull his own skin off, I grabbed his hands. "Listen, calm down..." I told him "Shhh...I am so sorry I hit you. Please, forgive me." I whispered to him.
"I forgive you..." He whispered back.
I bent in and kissed his forehead softly. He looked at me for a while after I did so.
"Kiss me." He whispered.
"Kiss you?" I asked.
"Kiss me." He repeated.
I bent in again, and softly kissed him. Then pulled back again.
"Do it again." He whispered again, his green eyes full of loneliness and brokenness, I had to kiss him again.
Next thing I knew, Shannon and I's lips were locked.
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TBC...
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Aw! I know, I know! Shanny and Rey-Rey kissed! Ain't that cute? Lolz...Anywho, I hope everyone enjoyed it, thanks fer readin'! And yeah, I thought I should put the little thing with Hardy so you can understand more Shannon's past and good stuff like that...so...
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