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Dimitri was bent over me frantically trying to calm me down, but I couldn't understand what he was saying.
"Rose. Roza are you alright? You're crying!" he said, alarmed.
"I am not!" I said
He wiped my eye, leaving a single tear resting on his finger. he showed it to me and looked at me pointedly.
I felt ashamed as I remembered whet had happened.
" Roza? What happened" he whispered
I took a deep breath.
"I dreamed of Adrian again…"I said.
He sighed.
"Rose, if you're dreaming about him, it obvious you still have feelings-"he began
"No, you don't understand. It was a spirit dream. I was having a dream about…well never mind, that's not the point. The point is he communicated using a spirit dream"
He was silent. I was afraid, as his expression of sadness to one of pure anger. he jumped up of the bed.
"What did he do to you rose…."he said, voice rising.
"Nothing, I-"
"Rose….whatdidheDO!" he said, shouting now
"Dimitri, its ok. Calm down. He didn't hurt me. But he looked sosad…."I said, feeling over whelming sadness. I wasn't angry at him any more, I just felt so sorry for him. He was messed up. When Dimitri was a strigoi, I turned to him for a shoulder to cry on. I cried over Dimitri time and time again, and he dealt with it and stuck by me. But I ditched him at the first chance I got. I didn't want to be angry anymore…I just wanted my friend back.
Dimitri looked relaxed a bit but didn't look convinced. He gripped my face.
"Rose, he won't lay a single fingeron you…."
"But Dimitri, he apologised and I yelled at him to go away. His face….it was so sad….I just can't get it out of my head. I don't want to feel this guilt…"
He paused.
"A guilt that wouldn't be there if it wasn't for me" he whispered.
I was shocked at this. Was he actually regretting being with me?
"Listen Dimitri. My life would be nothingwithout you. I wouldn't have James or Alice. I don't know what I'd do"
He considered this and understanding dawned on his face.
"Your right. I'm sorry. But if this is causing you pain, we have to do something."
"There's nothing to do! I told him to go away when I should have seen how much pain he was in and helped him" I said.
"Don't beat yourself up. There's only so many lives's you can save" he said.
"Yeah, but I should have saved his when he saved mine" I said.
He didn't seem to have an answer to this.
Instead he lay me down on the bed and we started kissing, slow at first but he got fiercer.
And I loved it…
He reached under my top and pulled it over my head. I did the same to him. I wrestled of his pj bottoms and he unclasped my bra. Pretty soon we were both naked on top of the covers, and things were really starting to get going when we heard tiny footsteps coming up the stairs.
We clambered to opposite sides of the bed, just as Luce walked in.
"Mommy I'm-"
Unfortunately we were still stark naked. Uhhh awkward!
Her eyes widened…
"Hungry…"she whispered.
"Uhhh…it's not what it looks like…"I said. Stupid, I told my self. Jeez suspicious much. I should have thought of something a bit more creative, like we were practicing the art of naked wrestling, or we were wearing invisible clothing. I might has well have had a neon sign over me saying' hello,IwasjustabouttohavesexwiththeRussiangod!
I mean, sure we were married, but having sex isn't the kind of thing you want your kid to walk in on.
She slowly backed out of the door and slowly shut it behind her.
Me and Dimitri looked at each other and burst out laughing.
"I…wonder…what…she was thinking" I gasped, clutching my sides with laughter.
Dimitri fell of the bed and I laughed even harder.
After about 10 mins, we calmed down and I pulled Dimitri up of the floor.
"We should probably get dressed now!" said rose.
"That doesn't mean I have to like it" said Dimitri.
I tried not to look at Dimitri as I got dressed, because I don't think id be able to resist if I did.
We went down stairs hand in hand, and went into the kitchen to make breakfast.
James was watching TV and Alice seemed very intent on reading that book instead of looking at us.
We looked at each other and sniggered. You might argue we were like children. We probably were.
Lissa and Christian weren't at our house yet. I knew because if they were I would hear Christian's smart-ass comments.
The doorbell rings and I immediately think that it must be lissa and Christian.
I am opening the door and say "hey lissa, heya pyro"
When I realize I couldn't have been more wrong.
The person standing there was none other than Adrian Ivashkov, my ex boyfriend.