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The Meadow

Chapter 6

I found a place so safe, not a single tear

The first time in my life and now it's so clear

Feel calm, I belong, I'm so happy here

It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere

(Avril Lavigne)

BPOV

Edward and I started our hike early. He wanted to take me someplace but it meant that we had to hike. Edward had a backpack on his back and carried my guitar in his one hand. He asked me to bring my guitar and since I can't deny him anything, I caved.

I walked in front of Edward and fell down more than I actually walked but Edward guided me the entire time and he never got impatient.

I hadn't realized we were near but suddenly I stepped out of the ferns onto soft yellow grass with millions of wildflowers covering the grass. A mixture of yellows and violets and whites! The meadow was surrounded by a perfect circle of tall trees. I could hear a river nearby and it added to the magic of the meadow.

I raised my face to the sky and took the sunshine in. I spread my arms and twirled around and around until I fell down on the soft grass. Edward's laughter made me open my eyes and I laughed with him. I've never been happier than I am right now.

"Do you like it?" he asked standing at my head and looking down on my face.

"I love it" I whispered, afraid that if I spoke too loudly that it will destroy the magic of this place.

Edward plopped down next to me and started unpacking his back pack. He spread out a blanket and helped me up so I can sit on the blanket. I propped myself unto my elbow and faced Edward. He grabbed my guitar and smiled down at me. His fingers strummed through the strings flawlessly and I gasped.

"You hold out on me?" I accused playfully and he chuckled.

"I wanted to surprise you" he grinned.

"Can you sing?" I asked and he nodded.

"Do you know a band named Muse?" he asked and I nodded.

"Yes, they are a pretty cool band." I smiled.

"I want to sing one of their songs to you" he smiled while his fingers still played with the strings. The chords were flawless and it harmonized with the sound of the river so beautifully. I stared into Edward's eyes while he played.

"I was searching, you were on a mission. Then our hearts combined like, a neutron star collision…I have nothing left to lose, you took your time to choose. Then we told each other, with no trace of fear that…"

He smiled and his eyes darkened a bit.

"Our love would be forever, and if we die, we die together. And lie, I said never; 'cause our love would be forever"

He sang and played flawlessly and had me hanging on every word that escaped his mouth. My heart just boiled from the heating love that flowed into my heart. I wanted to kiss him and hold him and…do other things with him. My heart burned at my last thought as if the thought of making love with Edward, will set my heart on fire. Desire suddenly filled my heart and body.

I bit down on my bottom lip when his voice faded with the chords. He threw the guitar down and crawled to me on his hands and knees. I rolled over to my back and Edward's body hovered above mine.

"I love you Isabella Swan" he whispered with all the emotion he was capable off. I didn't cringe at my birth name because it sounded so different coming out of his mouth than Charlie's. Edward says my name with love and adoration.

"I love you too" I smiled and snaked my arms around his waist, pulling his body down onto mine. He still held most of his weight by leaning on his arms.

His head came down slowly and as soon as his lips brushed over mine, I was lost. The woman in me wanted Edward in every way possible. I didn't want just his heart; I wanted his body as well.

His lips covered mine and at first our kiss was slow and sweet but then it got deeper and more intense. I raised my legs and locked them around his waist pulling his lower body closer to mine. A deep moan escaped Edward's mouth and I smiled against his mouth.

I slowly parted my lips for him and he slid his tongue into my mouth, exploring every inch of my mouth. Our lips moved in unison and it felt so right, so perfect.

My hands snaked around his neck and crawled into his hair where I tangled my hands in his unruly hair. Our breathing was faster and harder with every kiss, lick and touch. I rolled Edward over and straddled him. I smiled tenderly at him as I started to unbutton his shirt. I shifted down and kissed his neck and bare chest. He moaned and I could feel the heavy pounding of his heart against my lips where they are resting on his chest.

His hands trembled when he unzipped my hoodie, revealing a midnight blue lace-bra. He traced his finger down the middle of my torso and it sent jolts of electricity through my body.

"You're so beautiful" he whispered and tipped me over so I was laying on my back again. My legs locked around his hips and Edward claimed my lips again. Our kisses were a lot deeper and held a lot more passion in then before. I believed in Edward, in every touch, every kiss and every nibble. My body is busy melting from my urges and desires for him.

"I want you so much" I whispered against his lips and he raised his head to look into my eyes. There were no doubts or uncertainty in my heart so I know what he saw in my eyes will reflect what's in my heart.

I pulled his head down again and kissed him with all the love and devotion I felt inside my heart. I can't recall when we lost all of our clothes but we were now skin to skin and it felt amazing. My body was on fire for Edward, burning with passion and love and devotion.

Tears rolled down the sides of my head when he finally entered me; tears of joy and tears of pain mixed together. I gasped when he moved again, slowly. He raised his head and looked into my eyes.

"Am I hurting you, Bella?" he whispered and sounded concerned.

"It's supposed to hurt the first time, Edward" I smiled. "It's not unbearable" I said before I pulled his head down so I could kiss his sweet, pillowy lips.

Edward was gentle the entire time and he kept asking me if I was okay. He moved very slowly through our lovemaking, putting my needs first. His love for me was in every touch and kiss and movement. When we finally collapsed together, I cried from pure love and pleasure and Edward screamed his love for me out loud.

Edward rolled onto his back and pulled me into his arms. Our legs were entangled and I laid with my head on his chest, listening to his heartbeat. It's the most precious sound for me, ever.

"I love you more than words can say" he whispered into my hair.

"I love you too" I smiled. "That was so beautiful, thank you" I added.

"Are you okay?" he asked again.

"I'm fine" I laughed and pressed myself up against his chest. I looked into his vibrant green eyes and saw nothing but love in them.

"I've never been with a girl before you" he confessed and I gasped.

"Really?" I asked and he smiled.

"Yes, really" he poked my nose. "I've never met the right one for an intimate relationship"

"Me neither" I said and he chuckled. "I saved myself for you, Edward"

He pulled my face to his and we kissed again.

We packed up after we got dressed and I memorized the meadow. I'll never forget this place.

Edward and his siblings stayed over at my house again and we watched another movie. Edward held me close the entire time and kept kissing me.

Our last night together, Edward and I made love again. Each time he touched me I wanted to cry from the pleasure it caused me. I fell down on his chest in complete exhaustion and also complete fulfillment.

"You complete me" I whispered against his chest.

"There are no words to describe how you make me feel. I'm completely and irrevocably in love with you Bella." He said.

"I'm going to miss you" I whispered.

"Don't mention it" he groaned playfully and I giggled.

I fell asleep in Edward's arms and never slept more soundly then that night. I dreamt about our lovemaking and even in my dreams, Edward turned me on. Edward made me think of an angel and whenever he touched me or kissed me I felt like I was in heaven. He made me float on his love and adoration.

"Bella" Sue barged into my room. My eyes fluttered open and just in time to see her eyes widen and her face turning pale. "I'll speak to you about this later" she pointed to Edward and I giggled when a part of his butt stuck out from under the blanket. Sue's face turned red and I covered Edward quickly.

"What is it Sue?" I asked.

"Get dressed" she whispered urgently. "Your father came home early." She said and my heart raced in fear.

"Edward" I shook him and he raised his head. If the situation wasn't so serious I would have laughed at his disoriented expression.

"What, what" he kept saying and gasped when he looked into Sue's face. I cleared my throat for Sue to leave but she remained.

"He'll have to get out with me standing here Bella, your father is in the house and he found your friends in the living room" she explained. That was all it took for Edward to get out of the bed and ran to my bathroom to get dressed.

I dressed in jeans and a sweater before I ran out of my room. Sue promised me that she'll think off something to say about Edward. I tripped at the last step and fell into the arms of my father.

I yelled out and when I looked up, I looked into the furious face of Charlie.

"What the hell is going on here?" he hissed and I noticed how hard it was for him to control himself.

"It's my friends" I said.

"The entire Cullen-family is here, in my house" he yelled. His face turned bright red from anger.

"Dad…"

"Don't 'dad' me" he yelled. "Isabella," he forced out "I want you in that living-room, now" he yelled while pointing at me.

At that moment Edward came down the stairs and my fathers' anger grew.

"Who the fuck is this? And why was he upstairs?" Charlie cussed. He rarely uses those words so he must be really pissed.

"This is Edward" I said. "He was in the bathroom" I quickly said. Sue was standing behind him so my father didn't ask any more questions.

"Living-room, now" he yelled.

"I'll deal with you later" he hissed at Sue.

"Dad," I turned around. "Sue didn't know of my plans. And I swore her to silence"

"Isabella, is there something wrong with your ears?" he yelled again. I flinched.

"No" I answered while looking down.

"Then do what I told you" he said. I turned around and went to the living room. I ignored Edward and stood far away from him. He, however, came to stand by my side.

"Bella" he whispered.

"Don't" I hissed. "If Charlie sees me with you, he'll flip and he'll forbid me from seeing you ever again." I said and walked away from him. I tried to ignore the hurt expression on his face but I couldn't. I know my father and I know he'll destroy Edward if he finds out that I loved him.

Charlie came into the living-room and he looked furious. He crossed his arms and looked down on each one of my friends.

"I don't want to see any one of you around Bella, ever again."

"Dad…" I interrupted him.

"Isabella, keep your mouth shut" he hissed in anger. I just disrespected him and he was pissed.

"Now, get out of my house" he yelled at my friends. The Cullen's scurried while getting their things together and ran out of my house. Edward lingered but left after I ignored him.

Tears of hurt and anger filled my eyes when I stared back at my father.

"How can you embarrass me like that?" I asked.

"Embarrass you? You're embarrassing me Isabella, by hanging out with these low-life…"

"They are not low-lifes. They are my friends, Dad." I yelled.

"You better control yourself" he hissed.

"Dad, why is money so important to you?" I cried.

"Without money, you're nothing Isabella. I learned that the hard way." He answered without emotions.

"I don't care about money" I sobbed. "I hate money"

"That's because you've never had to live without it, Isabella." He yelled at me.

"I would have been fine without the money, Dad. I needed your love more" I cried before I stormed off.

When I reached my room, Sue was waiting for me. I ran into her arms and cried my heart out into her chest.

"Bella" Sue whispered, "hang in there sweetie, you're leaving in a few weeks" she soothed.

"I don't know if I can" I cried. Sue wiped the tears off of my face and smiled.

"I believe you can" she said.

After Sue left my room, I grabbed my phone. I had numerous of missed calls and text messages. All of them from Edward.

I went into my closet and closed the door. I dialed his number and he answered immediately.

"Bella"

"I'm sorry" I answered and started crying again.

"You have nothing to be sorry for" he soothed.

"I treated you like shit just now" I said.

"I understand why. I don't like your dad" he sighed, "at all"

I chuckled and heard a chuckle from him as well.

"I won't see you until Dartmouth" I whispered.

"I figured that much" he sounded sad. "I'm leaving in two weeks. When are you leaving?" he asked.

"About three weeks" I sighed. "I love you"

"I love you too" he said back.

"I have to go. I'll speak to you soon" I said.

"Okay, Love. Take care of yourself" he said and we hung up.

My life felt so empty all of a sudden. How can Charlie be so mean and so cruel? I can't wait to leave for Dartmouth…far away from Charlie!

So…what did you think of the meadow? Not a very detailed lovemaking but this is what I'm comfortable with. Please review and tell me what you think.