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Chapter Six

Accidents Will Happen

They could easily get away from one wolf, no matter how bad tempered he may be. So, why did Edward say that? What did he know? And why does he trust me to be with Bella, when I'm the youngest?

EPOV

"Are you sure this is a good idea?" I asked skeptically for what must have been the tenth time since we got there. There has to be a better way of finding this out....There just has to be, right?

"Just do it," growled Emmett, who was upset about giving up his bear. He was currently debating if he should go for it anyway, since I was still rooted to this spot, terrified of what could happen.

I closed my eyes and held my breath. Normally I let myself go on automatic, and react as if I were an animal on a hunt. But for now this will have to do. Drinking blood in a civilized state, if such a thing were possible. After all, how else was I to know?

I ran up to the bear and snapped its neck easily. If it were to fight back that would bring out my inhumane side. The same side Bella should be scared of if she knew what was good for her.

Not that I'd ever intentionally harm her, that's the whole point of trying this...

I closed my eyes and while still holding my breath lowered my head to his neck.

"Edward!" Came Carlisle's firm yet understanding voice, snapping me out of my trance. "You need to breathe! He smells much worse than Bella!"

I didn't even need to be breathing to know that. So I groaned, knowing he was right. But the second I breathed in the scent of its blood I knew there was no stopping me.

EmPOV

I can't believe it! My bear!

And to make everything worse, I have to just sit back and not do anything!

Looking around I realized everyone else had disappointing looks, too. Were they upset at this injustice, too?

When my gaze went to Alice I saw nothing but worry on her face. Where's Jasper when you need him?

Then it clicked. If he couldn't stop with a bear-however delicious said bear is NOT THAT I'D KNOW- how is he going to stop himself from killing Bella?

APOV

I can't believe it! After everything, it won't even matter. Edward can't change Bella. My sister can't be with our family forever....poor Esme.

I sighed as I watched Edward finish with his accidental meal. He stayed put, too ashamed to come face us, I didn't have to be my Jazzy to know that.

Ah, Jasper. It's always so easy with him, he's so wonderful. He always knows how I feel and vice versa. It can get annoying when I just want to sulk, but that itself is another good thing. Sometimes he's understanding of that and others he just cheers me right up to the point that I forgot why I'm even sad.

Not to mention he always does the right thing by everybody else. Although, I'm not quite sure if it's just the way he is, or if he just can't stand everyone's bad emotions directed at him...

I snapped out of it when I saw what Edward planned to do.

I decided not go after him right away, even when I got surprised looks my way because I knew it was coming. It would only make things much, much worse. Edward is the kind of person who needs to deal with things his own way, on his own time. No matter how stupid he may be about it.

At least we got that stupid mutt off our tail- no good would have come of it if he saw much less heard what happened. It doesn't take a genius to figure it out, perhaps even someone with a dog's IQ could?

Sharing a knowing look with Esme, I knew we were on the same page. Edward had enough time by now, so I left to where I knew him to be.

But, why? How can I make him cheer up when I myself can't? Times like this I wish I had my husband with me. Poor Bella....I'll never let her get hurt, I vowed myself. No matter what the cost, I'll never let her get hurt.

Unless it's from her own clumsiness, I thought with a smile. That girl was a danger magnet, who of course hose to hang out with vampires and werewolves.

What could be safer?

Then I froze, why can't I see Edward? Oh, no....

Taking a deep, unnecessary breath I quickened my pace. Please tell me you didn't do anything stupid, Edward....

BPOV

By the time I woke up and got ready, I went downstairs to find my breakfast already made for me by a startling handsome vampire who looks suspiciously like Apollo.

Said godlike vampire also got impatient because the next thing I know there's cold arms around me and I'm at the table.

I eyed the eggs and bacon suspiciously. He doesn't eat, so I can't assume he knows how to cook...

It looks okay though, and smells even better...

"Just eat it," Jasper laughed. "I swear I didn't poison your food."

I took a deep breath before picking up a piece of bacon that was still incredibly warm. He must have heard me get up and timed it pretty perfect....

"Bella."

I gave him an apologetic smile before taking a bite.

My eyes widened in surprise, how does someone who hasn't eaten a single thing for so long know what tastes good? Much less how to cook it.

I didn't have to tell him how it tasted, he undoubtedly already found that out by my emotions. So, I simply said a "thanks, Jazz," and felt myself become smug.

Wait, what?

I glared at Jasper who just smiled and left me to my emotions in peace.

JPOV

Surely it's wrong of me to get excited about such a silly thing. So she called me Jazz, bring out the wedding bells! It's just my name, for crying out loud! No different than me calling her Bella.

I sat on the couch with a sigh. What is wrong with me? I finally get the girl I love to myself and I spend the time feeling sorry for myself?

What is wrong with me?

What is stopping me from just telling her?

Stupid question, there's two things. My wife and her fiancé. Or, her best friend and my brother. Either way this is so wrong.

Then I looked over at her as she put her dishes in the sink. That makes it no less right. I'm completely in love with her. I'm not going to just sit around at watch her marry my brother.

The same guy who left her for broken and even claimed not to love her! I'm the one who helped her get through it, I'm not going to let the mongrel keep taking credit.

There's nothing wrong with being with the one you love. And there's nothing right about leaving your beloved and come waltzing back expecting forgiveness.

Especially when someone else who actually loves her helped her through it.

I have to tell her, I can't stand things as they are right now. There's nothing brotherly about my love for her.

The only thing that's stopped me before is Alice. The wonderful, and beautiful woman I've had the pleasure of being married to.

She deserves to know the truth, and I can't exactly say I blame her if she hates me for it. I know I even hate myself for it. I have a perfect woman all to myself whom I've loved for so long, but I still fall in love with someone else. Much less, her best friend. What kind of person does this? Certainly not one that's deserving of her, that's for sure.

I'm not even deserving of Bella, but I can't let this go unsaid any longer. It's not fair to either of them, and poor Bella has my feelings and hates herself thinking its her own fault.

Or does she actually feel the same way? Times like these I hate my talent, everything gets so mixed up and confused. I don't even know what's my own emotion

Without looking up I said the single hardest yet most natural thing I've ever had to say.

"Bella?" I barely even recognized my own voice I thought, as I waited for her reply.

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