I'm sorry this one took a little longer to come out. I had written Chapter 6 and 7 and was writing 8 before I left my computer on and went out. When I came back, my computer force updated, and erased those chapters... This isn't exactly what I wanted chapter 6 to be, but it ended up being this anyway. I'm losing all confidence and motivation to write these.
If you want me to continue this series, let me know by leaving some feedback, otherwise I'm moving on to something else.
Without further hesitation, here's chapter 6 of Jay's Wing's Dreams. This is a chapter where we learn what the medicine cats think of Jayfeather, and what one in particular has always wanted him to do. I hope you enjoy this.
As they approached the mountain to the Moonpool, Dawnlight was filtering through the sky. Jayfeather could hear confusion and grieving going on inside the cave. "Mouse Dung! They're already awake! Jayfeather, you need to get in there as fast as possible." Half Moon yowled in panic.
Jayfeather and Half Moon entered the cave to the Moonpool, and dashed down towards where the medicine cats were gathering. Every cat was grieving. And for me! These cats really do care.
I wish I knew him better. He had seasons left in him." Puddleshine mewed.
"If we never became medicine cats, I would've never met such a wonderful cat. Things could've been so different if we were allowed to take mates." Willowshine admitted, and Jayfeather was stunned with his mouth dropped open. Willowshine would've liked to be my mate? What else have I missed from these cats...
Mothwing touched her tail-tip to Mothwing's shoulder. "We both know I wouldn't allow that. You're needed as a medicine cat. Jayfeather was one of the best. He was always a bit grumpy, but he never gave up on a clanmate."
Kestralflight was the final cat to speak his grief. "Jayfeather was a wonderful medicine cat. ThunderClan was lucky to have him." A little dry, but I guess he really didn't understand me.
"Go! Before they try to bury your body, Jay! Remember, I will be watching from StarClan with our kits. You have nothing to worry about. Hurry!" She practically pushed him into the crowd of cats. As he stood over his own body, He couldn't help imagining his actual death, and it stabbed his heart, but also made him feel a warm comfort over being able to stay with Half Moon and their kits. No! I must get back in now. He rushed forward and jumped into his body.
"Wait! I think I saw him move."
"But he was so cold! He can't possibly be alive."
"He's Breathing! Give him so room!"
The medicine cats were frantic as he sat up. He could feel their gazes burning into him with fear and amazement.
"Jayfeather? Is that really you?"Puddleshine asked, his fear tainted his voice.
"Why wouldn't it be? I'm okay, there's nothing to worry about. Don't worry about-"
"Jayfeather! We thought you were dead!" Willowshine's wail interrupted him. "I woke up next to you after dreaming... You're body was cold... So cold.." She shivered, and Jayfeather detected that she genuinely cared for him through her mew. Maybe there's a bit more to it than that..."I...We... We thought you died last night. What happened to you? You might as well have went to StarClan and back!" She meowed hoarsely.
That's not far off from the truth actually. He realized. "Your paws! They're glowing!" Kestralflight gaped in astonishment, and the other cats noticed as well.
"And your fur is filled with stars!" Puddleshine gasped while the rest of the cats were just staring at him. I guess that's what happens when I walk with StarClan for a bit. I regret nothing, Half Moon.
"Nothing I know can explain this. Even I see it, but I have no idea what to believe anymore." Mothwing kneaded the ground in confusion.
"Jayfeather, you have to tell us what you dreamed." Willowshine pressed.
"Yes, please tell us Jayfeather. I've seen cats wake from dreams of StarClan, but since when do they wake with stars in their fur and glowing paws?!" Kestralflight's mew was filled with fear.
I guess I'll have to tell them half of the truth. Willowshine is looking at me differently... Is that seriously affection? Where's her edginess? What has this experience done to her, she the one who cares the most out of them all... "StarClan called me up and had to take my entire spirit from my body. I wasn't dead though, they used a rarely used power that just brought my spirit up for the night. I was found cold because I wasn't in my body, but walking in StarClan. I have stars in my fur and glowing paws because they granted me special powers. When I dream, I will have the powers of a StarClan resident, but I still get to live a normal life. A side effect of this is the glowing paws and stars in my fur like a StarClan cat I guess." I told the truth, but very vaguely. Their gazes were burning into his pelt, then all but Willowshine turned away. She was staring at him, but felt a different emotion burning through his pelt. That's... Worry? Definitely worry. "Willowshine, are you okay?" He fretted.
"I... I'm fine Jayfeather... Can... Can I.. " She stuttered. "Mothwing, Kestralflight, and Puddleshine... Could you give me and Jayfeather some time to ourselves? There is something I really need to get off my mind."
The medicine cats gave a puzzled glance, then Mothwing gave a curt nod. "Remember where your allies are, and don't take too long. Yours clans need both of you."
When they were out of the cave, Willowshine padded toward Jayfeather until she was a tail-length away from his nose. "I'd like an actual description of why you have stars glowing in your fur and glowing paws, not to mention you smell... Different. That tells me this had to do with a she-cat. Can you give me the real reason why you look and smell like this?" Willowshine really thought this out. None of the other cats were like this. I guess I should give her a real reason.
"Are you sure you want to know? It's kind of a long story." Jayfeather hesitated.
"I'm sure Jayfeather. Tell me why you're like this, then I'll tell you what's on my mind. What happened today made me realize I have to say this now before it's too late." Willowshine assured.
Jayfeather sighed. "Alright then, since you care about me and want to know I'll tell you the truth. I trust you not to tell another living cat."
"I swear by the medicine cat code. I won't tell another living cat." She promised.
"Do you remember there were some cats no one recognized when we fought the Great battle against the Dark Forest? They are known as The Ancients and all of this has to deal with one of them in particular. She was a compact, white she-cat with green eyes. Her name was Half Moon, and I helped her and the Tribe settle down when she became the first Stoneteller."
"Wait, how were you able to tell what she looks like?" Willowshine inquired.
"I was getting to that. I know these ancient cats, because I've lived with them once. During the time of the prophecy of the three with stars in their paws, I met an old, old cat named Rock. He had this one stick that was smoothed off of all the bark, and had clawmarks scraped into it. These clawmarks signaled what cats became Sharpclaws. You became a Sharpclaw by going inside of the tunnel, and finding another way out only using your wits and instincts. In short, it was like fighting off the Darkness and finding a way back into the light." He explained. "The stick was a part of my history. I fell asleep on it once and ended up in the past. I was one of the Ancient cats, and was reborn to fight off the Dark Forest when it rose up. They called me Jay's Wing back then, I was exactly the same cat I am now, except that I could see. I knew this, because when I was taken to my nest after passing to be a Sharpclaw, the nest had my scent. I never once remembered sleeping in it." Willowshine's eye's were wide as Jayfeather explained.
"So tell me more about Half Moon. What is she like?" Willowshine asked.
"This cat loved me." He breathed." When I saw how much she cared for me, I couldn't help but fall in love with her either. During my time as an Ancient, I felt very alone, homesick even, away from the clans. There was no camp, no medicine cats, no definite leader of deputy, and no codes of honor, and they didn't pray to their ancestors. Half Moon made me feel a little... Different. She made me feel like I belong, and I probably would've had kits with her earlier if our destinies allowed it." Willowshine's ear pricked and she tensed at word kits.
"What do you mean earlier? Are you saying you were mating with her in StarClan?" Jayfeather gave a brisk nod, then stared at her in astonishment. "So that's why you smell different. And she pulled you up into StarClan fully for the night so you both got the full experience out of it. But how is that possible?" Willowshine was groping for an answer.
"Like I was saying before, StarClan used a special power rarely used, Which was calling me up and taking my spirit into StarClan when it isn't my time yet. There are 2 more powers as well. One was that they granted me and Half Moon ultimate wish, which was to have kits." Jayfeather paused as he remembered Half Moon's exact words...
"I was so scared for you." Half Moon murmured, brushing her muzzle along his flank. "And I'm so proud of you! If we had kits, just think how brave they would be!"
Jayfeather knew they could have kits because StarClan allowed it... But they wouldn't have a normal life surely?
" The other where this side effect comes from, Is I'm partly a StarClan resident. In my dreams, I pretty much am a StarClan resident." He finished after hesitating.
"And... You've always wanted kits with her..." Her mew trailed off in sorrow, and she was trembling. "Oh StarClan, how could you do this?" she whispered so quietly, Jayfeather barely heard her.
"Willowshine... What exactly were you going to tell me? You're acting different too." Jayfeather was suddenly worried about her.
"Jayfeather... It's just... We... StarClan, How do I say this?" she begged, then took a deep breath. "Jayfeather, if we weren't medicine cats, I would want to be your mate. I honestly do now, but... We can't!" She cried. "I would've loved you if things had been different! I would break the warrior code for you! But... After hearing what you said about Half Moon, and how much you love her... It would never work." She hung her head and her tail slapped the ground. "That's what I wanted to tell you, Jayfeather. When you were lying there on the ground, cold, unmoving, not breathing... I felt my heart crack." She whimpered." I never realized just how much I liked you, no, how much I loved you until I saw your cold, unmoving body lying on the hard, stone floor. I never realized my chance to tell you until it was almost too late." She let out a wail of sadness, and Jayfeather felt like a thorn had stabbed his heart. Her cold wail pierced the deepest of his feelings, and he couldn't think of anything to say, as he pressed closer to her. Oh Willowshine, You fell in love with me? How do you even talk to a she-cat who made a stupid choice, but yet makes you feel terrible just from your actions?
He laid his tail on Willowshine's back. "Willowshine... I'm... I'm sorry. I never realized you felt like this. But... But we still can't be together. I admit I kind of like you as a friend, but... I never thought of you as more than that. Even the code doesn't allow it."
"Jayfeather, as a medicine cat I know I can't have a mate, especially a medicine cat from another clan. But... I feel broken. My heart feels like it's in pieces, and the only cat I loved is already told me straight to my face you love another she-cat, and even are having kits with her. The worst part is it's a cat in StarClan, and they've granted you more than just permission to have a mate. We're both medicine cats from different clans, and we'd break so many codes if we were mates. StarClan would disown us if something like that happened! I can't have what I want just because I need to be with my clan. They never think of what I want, It's always the clan comes first. We can never be mates... We can never have kits... We can never have something like that... NEVER!" The last word came out as a wail, and Jayfeather didn't know what to do. He had only one thought, but it was so against the warrior and medicine cat code, they might as well throw him in the dark forest.
"Willowshine... Please hear me out... I'm more sorry than I can even say, I didn't mean to make you feel this way. Your sorrow stabs my heart like a thorn, and I feel your pain. Is there anything I could do that could help you?"He mewed.
Willowshine looked up, and she stopped wailing as she lifted her tail off the ground. "There might be one thing... But it's against the medicine cat code. Would you mate with me? Honestly this whole confession has gotten me needing you."
Jayfeather simply smirked in amusement. "Just a random question, are you a virgin?" He inquired." Your need is related to that. Any medicine cat should know that." He teased.
Willowshine nodded and giggled, suddenly cheerful again as her tail stood straight up. "Would you do that for me? I've always wondered what it felt like, even if we're breaking the code. And I always have wanted you to be the one to break my hymen. Oh Jayfeather, If we could do that, I think I'd feel so much better. I would let me experience what it would be like being your mate."
Jayfeather scuffed the ground with a paw."You'd be fine if I didn't do it inside, right? I've already made enough mistakes this moon. Getting you heavy with kits would probably get us exiled." He muttered.
"All I want is to feel you inside me." Jayfeather suddenly flinched at how dirty she was talking. "You don't even have to finish inside me, I just want you inside me, Jay." Oh great, now she's calling me Jay. It was great when Half Moon did it, but I can stand either of these two calling me it. This feels so wrong.
"Can you contain yourself until tomorrow? Our clanmates will come looking for us If we don't return soon." He evaded her.
"I suppose I can try, but if I tackle you out there you know exactly why." She teased, and she pressed her tail over her core harder, letting out a quiet moan. Jayfeather shivered.
"Please don't Willowshine. Try and contain yourself. We can't get caught doing this, and I've made enough mistakes yesterday as it was." Jayfeather mewed in a serious tone, trying to hide his fear and arousal.
Willowshine lashed her tail in annoyance, her tail-tip was twitching. "You don't have to be so grumpy all the time you know. Just because your blind doesn't mean we think you're useless. You have the best nose for herbs, and you memorized them all without even trying. Maybe if you lighten up every once in a while, there would actually be cats who want to help you."
"Then explain how I've got 3 she-cats padding after me." Jayfeather snorted.
"I like you because of your gorgeous eyes, and your hidden personality you only reveal to those you trust. You have no idea how much a she-cat likes a tom who's closed off. It's not a pity kind of thing, but rather a respectful one." She explained.
"Huh! And hedgehogs will fly." Jayfeather muttered.
"Look, just try and have fun okay? I'm only teasing, I don't want to get caught by our clanmates either." She assured.
Jayfeather sighed. "Okay, I'll try and lighten up. You aren't making this any easier, and I heard what you did just now. If you don't cut that out, you'll lose yourself." He mewed. Willowshine flicked an ear.
She touched her tail-tip to Jayfeather's "I'm not trying to make it interesting, I'm trying to make sure you enjoy it. I know you only are doing this, because you told me you would to stop me feel sorry for myself. I can't have fun if we both aren't having it. What's wrong with making you a little squeamish and wanting more?"She moved her tail under Jayfeather's belly, and brushed his barely erect member. Jayfeather let out a gasp, then low moan as he closed his eyes in pleasure. Before it could get to him, shook his head. No, our clanmates must be looking for us. This is a terrible time to do this.
Jayfeather broke away from her. "Control yourself, Willowshine! Not yet." He hissed, but could smell her Heat scent through the air. StarClan, I've got to get away from this she-cat. What is wrong with me?
"I don't think I can wait until tomorrow, Jay. I need you, now." Willowshine approached him forcefully with a seductive mew, and Jayfeather tried to run, only for Willowshine to grab his tail and pin him on his back. "Come back Jay, I know you want some of this." She stuck her tail in her core and let out a loud moan, and he shuddered.
Great StarClan! Willowshine's practically a slut. She's barely touched herself and she's all over me. "Just a quick one is all I ask Jay, you don't even have to do it inside." She wrapped her tail around his barely erect member, and Jayfeather let out a loud groan. "But if you want to, you can." She's losing herself to lust, and I'm not far off either... Ohhh StarClan, she's good. Help me Half Moon! I don't want to impregnate another she-cat, especially this one! "I know you want it, and all you have to do is let me and I'm all yours." She meowed sexily, tightening her grip around his member and pumping it with her tail. Jayfeather was lost in a world of pleasure. "You like that, Jay? I can give you more than that. All you have to do is beg for it." She started to pump faster, and Jayfeather couldn't help but moan. Willowshine smirked in satisfaction. "All toms are the same. You can be as tough and grumpy as you want, but as soon as you see our cores or we touch your members, you're under our spell." she laughed. Then he heard her move, while still pumping his member with her tail, fully erect now. I don't know how much more of this I can take.
"Will-OHHH-shine, this feels goo-OOOO-d, but we really can't this n- OH GREAT STARCLAN!" He screamed as Willowshine inserted him into her, throwing his head back as he closed his eyes hard in pleasure. "Willowshine, this is not the best time for this... Ohhhh... You're one determined cat, you slut." Willowshine giggled, getting used to his size as jayfeather's member was pressing against her hymen, scraping her walls and stretching her entrance.
"Even the most resilient tom can't resist thrusting into a tight core. You're breaking it for me, Jay. Thrust into me, take me away, make me yours so every she-cat knows not to mess with us." Her words got the better of Jayfeather, and he gave into her seduction. Great, another she-cat got me wrapped around their paw.
"Fox dung, Willowshine, you slut." He muttered as she got off of him. He positioned himself behind her while she got into a hunter's crouch. "For a medicine cat who's a virgin, you sure have a natural instinct for slutty mating."
"For StarClan's sake, less talking, more mating. Mount me already" she ordered. Who's more dominant here?
Jayfeather decided he'd make this quick, with no teasing. He just wanted it done, and she would probably claw his ears off if he teased her. He mounted her, grasping her shoulders with unsheathed claws and probed with his member until he entered her slightly. Willowshine gasped and tensed as her walls came into contact with his barbed member. "Because you're such a slut, I'll treat you like one. When I break your hymen, I'm not slowing down to comfort you. Get used to my size and pounding your G-spot yourself, SLUT!" He yowled before he thrusted into her wildly and smashed through her hymen, tearing her walls to stimulate her eggs with his long, barbed member. Willowshine dug her claws into the ground and held back a whimper as she screamed in pain.
"OWWWWW! Jayfeather... It... hurts!" She let out a gasp as he slammed her continued ripping her from the inside, each thrust turned more pleasurable than the last. Jayfeather was moaning and enjoying himself, while Willowshine suddenly found herself bucking back , trying to get him deeper. "More! I want it all!" She yowled. Jayfeather sped up and tried to get even deep into her. The pressure was building between the two of them, and both of them could feel Jayfeather's member expanding a little more with each thrust, stretching Willowshine wide. "I'm thirsty for you Jayfeather! I want your kits inside me!"
Memory blanked Jayfeather for a split second as he remembered Squirrelflight said nearly the same thing, and what it costed him. He pulled out in fear as his climax nearly approached.
"NO, I CAN'T!" Before Willowshine could climax, Jayfeather pulled out, and jacked off until he shot a load on her back, hind legs, rear, and tail. Willowshine hissed in irritation and protest as he pulled out, then lashed her tail when he sprayed it all over her. Her core clenched around nothing as she came, letting out a long moan, shaking her from ears to tail. When her body relaxed, she launched herself at Jayfeather, bowling him over.
"Why in StarClan did you do that!" She hissed. "I was so close before you pulled out!"
Jayfeather tried to shake her off, but she had a good grip on him, and they were both exhausted from their orgasms. "As soon as you said you wanted my kits, I remembered what happened the last time a living cat told me to do that. I had to pull out so I couldn't risk it. What would our clans and StarClan think if I got you heavy with kits?" He inquired.
Willowshine's tail was twitching, and her fur bristled. Then she sighed and calmed down. "Okay, maybe I did get a little too needy for my own good."
"You were practically a slut." He muttered, with a good humored tone.
"Oh really? I can be your slut." she teased as she positioned herself to suck his member. "Thank you for doing this with me, Jayfeather."
"I enjoyed it more than I should of. You're a special cat Willowshine. I already have a mate, and we're both medicine cats, but just know I like you the way you are... And you're really good at this... Ohhh" He assured. "Don't stop." With a purr of agreement and satisfaction, Willowshine took the tip of his member in her maw and sucked on it, cleaning it off of their dirty deed. She swirled her tongue around the tip, and Jayfeather squirmed in pleasure as Willowshine took half of his length in her mouth. She ignored the barbs all around his member as she pleasured him. Jayfeather was enjoying it so much he threw his head back and closed his eyes in pleasure. Willowshine noticed this and sped up, feeling his member swell with cum and moments away from climax. "StarClan Willowshine... Uhhhhh... I'm gonna cum!" Willowshine got of his member and dug her claws into the ground in anticipation, opening her mouth to taste his musk. Jayfeather came with a howl, spraying her muzzle with a powerful blast of seed. He shot a few more, until it stopped. Willowshine caught most of it in her mouth and swallowed, but some of it sprayed around her chest and muzzle.
"Wow, that felt better than the mating... And you taste great Jay." She purred.
"Thanks... That was amazing..." He breathed. "You're at a natural at giving blowjobs... I think I liked that more than mating you."
"Should we do this again sometime?" Willowshine inquired, shifting her paws.
"I'll do it again only if you want to. We both have to look after our clans, and I have a StarClan mate to stay loyal to." He kneaded the ground with his paws. "See you at the next gathering, Willowshine." He waved his tail in farewell.
"And you, Jayfeather" They walked out the cave and back toward their clans.
I've written another one of Jay X Willow, where they actually are both in love. It was my first lemon, and I recommend checking it out if you liked this. Again, leave me some feedback if you want this series to continue, otherwise I'm done writing it. Thanks for the view.
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