I have some time and thought to update. Thank you to all those who read and reviewed. Please any and all errors in my work. I have no beta and I don't need one because I can look over my own work. I do make errors, but please forgive me for them. I do type a little fast and rarely look up at the screen. If you do not wish to read a brutal and incestuous rape scene, then please do not read Inuyasha's Flashback. I will not be held responsible for any problems you may have after reading it. Please refer to chapter one for any questions about the disclaimer or warnings. Thank you.

Chapter 6: Truths and Flashbacks

I whined softly. His hand that was touching my cock stopped. Naraku pinned me against the seats making sure I wasn't able to move. I whimpered as I felt my clothes being shredded off of my body. I tried covering my body, but I still couldn't move. He turned the music that was playing up lower making it blare in my sensitive ears. I felt his generous length press against my ass letting me feel how badly he wanted me.

"Inuyasha… Do you know how hard it is to not take you here and now?"

"Please, Naraku. Don't. I'm not ready to do this."

"Why not?"

"Please. Just don't fuck me until I'm ready. I just can't. I can't do it just yet and I can't tell you why. I'm sorry. Please forgive me." Tears rolled down the sides of my face.

"Until you're ready then. When you're ready to talk and have sex, we can just be boyfriends before lovers."

"Thank you. I'm glad you understand."

He and I have been dating each other and keeping the other company for about a week and a half now. I still haven't told him why I don't want sex right now nor have we done that. I had decided over the weekend that I was going to tell him, but it's now Thursday and I haven't told him yet. I haven't worked up the courage to tell him. I've tried to tell him yesterday, but he got called away on a public disturbance. I was going to tell him today. One way or the other, he was going to know.

I heaved a sigh before I knocked on his door and then rang the doorbell once. It was something I would always do to tell him that it was me. Just when I was about to leave, the door flung open to reveal a breathless and soaked Naraku in the doorway. "You were… in the shower?" He nodded his head and ruffled his wet hair to dry it out. "Do you want me to come back later?"

"No. Come on it. Just getting ready for the day." He stepped back allowing me entrance into his house. I stepped inside and he shut the door. His hand took mine in his and he led me to the living room. We sat down on the couch. "To what do I deserve the honor of this visit, Inuyasha?"

"I can't just come by, say hi, and see you off?"

"Not without a reason."

"Fine… I wanted to talk to you," I said quietly.

"About what?" he asked moving closer to hear me and to be closer.

"About… us and what's going to happen between us." I paused to let him speak if he wanted to, but he didn't so I continued. "I… want to tell you… about what had happened… to make me weary of sex with me." A tear rolled down my cheek and I closed my amber eyes as I started to speak again. "When I was… younger… about seven or eight years old… my brother and father… both molested me together. That's why… I live alone now."

"What did they do to you?"

"I-They… touched and fondled places they shouldn't have and… my father… had forced me… to participate in… sexual activities with him and my brother. My father was about thirty when he did it and my brother was eleven. My… father had… positioned us to where I was… getting the worse of it. I was on the very bottom; my brother was above me, and my father above him. When… Father would slam into my brother; my brother would… slam into me with him so I had double the force on me. I was screaming for them to stop it, that it was all wrong, but all they did was pick up the pace and slam harder. My ass still hurts from it all." By now, tears were streaming freely from my eyes. I felt his arms embrace me and hold me there letting me cry my feelings out on his bare shoulder. Naraku shushed me like I was a baby and strangely… it did calm me down. His hands stroked my back and through my short hair calming me down farther. "A-And… when Father climaxed, he made… my brother climax, and then me. And I was left feeling disgusted with myself because I had my brother's seen inside of me." He continued to shush me.

"You don't have to explain anymore, Inuyasha. I understand. You're safe here," he whispered. He rocked our bodies and before I knew it, I was fast asleep.

When I came awake, Naraku was nowhere near me. I came to find that I was no longer on a couch, but I was now on a bed… A bed that smelled of him. I breathed in his scent deeply relishing it. I yelped in surprise when Naraku scared me by coming into the room. "I'm so-"

"Don't apologize. It's okay."

"If you say so." He sat on the edge of his bed and placed the back of his hand to my forehead. He smiled as he gently traced my jaw line. "Naraku…"

"Yes, Inuyasha?"

"Make love to me," I whispered. I moved closer to him wanting to feel his skin against mine.

"Are you sure about this?"

"Not completely, but I want to know how it all feels when I'm willing to do this." Naraku nodded slightly as he slowly pushed me back onto the bed. "Please… be gentle with me."

"Of course," he whispered kissing my neck. I was wearing a button-up shirt because… I don't know. I had just wanted to wear one today. His hands worked at the buttons from top to bottom kissing my skin as he bared it of my clothing. He slipped the sleeves off of my arms tossing the garment to the side. My breath hitched as he stripped his shirt and began to lick and kiss at my stomach. He stripped me of my pants and boxers as well as his own pants and underwear.

My breathing went shallow as I saw pictures flash before my eyes. I tried to force them back, but they wouldn't go away.

Inuyasha's Flashback

I was ten years old trying to hide from them under my bed. My thirteen-year-old brother and thirty-two year old father came into my room looking for me. It was my birthday and they wanted to give me a 'happy' tenth birthday. I knew what they wanted to do to me, but I didn't want it to happen. It had been going on for four or five years now. I was tired of it all and I wanted it to stop.

"Come out, Inuyasha. Father and I just want to wish you a happy tenth birthday and celebrate," my brother called out.

"Go away! I don't want to celebrate, Sesshomaru!" I gasped when I felt a hand grasp my ankle pulling me out. "No! Let go of me! I don't want to!" I screamed struggling against Father. His hands were holding mine down. Sesshomaru held my shoulders down as he kissed me silencing me as Father slammed into my body. I screamed into my brother's mouth; Sesshomaru bit down onto my tongue drawing blood and making me whimper. My brother broke the kiss.

"Father… I'm going to go get something."

"No!" I knew what it meant. He was going to go cover his dick in that sinuous honey that I love so much. When he came back, Father slammed hard when he licked the tip of Sesshomaru. I held my mouth closed as my brother pressed his tip against my lips. Father slammed into me as hard as he could making me scream. Sesshomaru took the opportunity plunging his cock into my mouth making me choke. He eased back slightly so I could breathe and then shoved in farther. I had no choice but to clean it off. I sucked at my brother's cock cleaning it of the honey. Father released my hands and I gripped my brother's thighs for support. He shoved farther into my mouth.

"Father…" I heard my brother moan. Father must have been touching Sesshomaru's ass thrusting those fingers into him. Sesshomaru placed his hands above my head giving Father more access. I whimpered at the cock in my ass and the cock in my mouth as tears feel from my eyes because of the pain. Father's hand gripped my dick.

"Sesshomaru. Turn to face me." My brother did as Father said and made his dick turn counterclockwise in my mouth. "Either suck your brother off or kiss me. Your choice," Father grunted continuing to slam into me.

"Which would be a slower climax?"

"Kissing." I heard my brother kiss Father's neck before I heard their sloppy kissing noises. I screamed making Sesshomaru slide farther in. Father held my hips down as my brother played with my balls and dick for a little while before jacking me off. My legs were shaking around Father's waist. My claws dug into my brother's thighs as I screamed my climax. Sesshomaru thrusted into my screaming mouth making himself climax. Father thrusted into my ass ten more times and bit down on the tip of my dick before he reached his climax.

They flipped me onto my stomach and started it again. I got to my hands and knees as they moved to new positions. Father was beneath me with his generous length in my face and Sesshomaru was behind me with his dick at my ass. When Sesshomaru slammed into me, Father brought my mouth down on his cock. Father twisted to where his mouth was at my dick. I whimpered feeling him lick at the tip. His mouth covered my dick as I heard Sesshomaru cry out. Father's fingers were in him again.

"Finger my ass, Inuyasha!" Father demanded when his mouth moved away and then back again and I did as I was told. I was so disgusted having my fingers in his ass. I just wanted to bite down on my father and run, but if I did, I would be punished when they caught me.

"Inuyasha? Inuyasha!" a fairly distant voice was calling. My eyes were shut trying to block out my memories as I felt something or someone shaking my shoulders and then arms wrapping around my body. I didn't move any part of my body in hopes that the memories would go away. "Snap out of it. Please snap out of it, Inuyasha. I'm begging you. I'm sorry. Forgive me and come back. Please." I finally know who was calling out to me and I fought to bring control back over my body. I gain control over my hands first; with my hands, I gripped his shoulder gently. I had complete control over my body. Once I found my voice, I reassured him.

"I'm sorry, Naraku… I didn't mean to… scare you."

"You not only scared me shitless; I thought you had died with your eyes open until I felt your heartbeat and heard you scream for it to stop." His voice lowered to a whisper. "What the hell happened?"

"I… had a flashback I guess…"

"About what?"

"My father and brother… they… It was my tenth birthday and I was hiding from them. They found me and molested me."

"It didn't sound like a standard molestation to me on my end."

"They… raped me… in my ass and… made me… suck them off."

"Oh, Inuyasha! If I had known, I wouldn't even let you go through with this!" He held me close… just hugging me and nothing more.

NIMAD: Wow… Sorry if any of you read the Inuyasha's Flashback and feel repulsed by it. I was in a moody time when I wrote that.

Naraku: More like PMSing.

NIMAD: I was not! I never PMS…

Inuyasha: Yeah. Right. You never PMS. That'll be the day I turn to my brother and say, "I love you, Sesshy! Make love to me!"

NIMAD: Uh… You do realize we are still rolling…

Inuyasha: Shit! Fuck! Damn it all to hell! You jackass! Why didn't you tell me about that earlier, asshole? –walks off still screaming and cussing-

NIMAD: -runs after Inuyasha- Stop cussing! It isn't allowed in my home! That and you'll wake my brother… -shivers-