"ACHOO!" I sneezed out loud.

Everyone started looking at me when I was in the lobby of my hotel, heading out for tonight's Raw in Indianapolis. Tonight was going to be a very special night since the legendary Paul Bearer just died. I was kinda sad that I never got to meet him because that man has been in this business for so many years. It was a real big shame. I didn't go and work out since Vickie didn't put me in a match... again. I was getting annoyed by that, too. It's like I have no life anymore. I used to be excited about going out there and entertaining all of the fans but now, all I do is just sit back there, play on my phone and watch Raw backstage. As I sat in the car, I finally got a text from Seth. I'm guessing he finally texted me to say he was sorry that he didn't text me in such a while.

"So you finally text me, huh?" I said.

"Sorry. My phone went dead."

"You going to be here tonight?"

"Yeah, I have a match with Big Show."

"Good luck." That's all I said.

Things have been pretty sour since I hung out with Dean back at the bar before Old School Raw. Honestly, I don't care anymore. I just don't want to deal with stupid crap right now. I arrived at the arena a couple of hours early to get ready for Undertaker to walk down the aisle and pay his respects to Paul. I had on a black satin corset with a black blazer and gold shorts and beige heels with my black fingerless gloves and black fingernails. I stood right beside Kaitlyn and Layla as everyone gathered on the sides on the ramp. Finally, Undertaker's music hit. His music was always so epic yet so chilling at the same time. I hooked my arm with Kaitlyn's as Undertaker past us. When he got into the ring and kneeled down to Paul's Urn that was in the center, Paul's picture comes on the titantron. I just laid my head on Kaitlyn's shoulder and started crying. Kaitlyn hugged me as Layla rubbed my back and cuddled me. It was so hard to watch, not until Punk's music hit. I was so shocked and disgusted on how he decides to ruin this moment for Undertaker and disrespect Paul Bearer. I don't think I was ever this disgusted at Punk before. EVER. He was like a mentor to me and now, I just see him as the low life he is now. As we listened to him talk, I despised him more and more. As the tribute to Paul was over, it was time to start the show.

I saw Big Show pass by me and I looked back at him. He has a match with Seth next. He's had a feud with The Shield for a while now. Honestly, I'm quite scared for him.

"Hey." I said, stopping Show.

He looked at me, focused and ready to go for his match.

"He's a wild one. Be careful."

He nodded and patted me on the head as he walked off. I pulled out my phone and text Seth to be careful and then to Dean to keep Seth safe. Then I get a text back from Seth.

"Thank you, babe. I love you. :)" It read with a heart at the end of the sentence. (The page wouldn't let me type a heart.)

I half smiled, knowing that he wasn't being sour this time. Then another text but it was Dean.

"Don't worry. We got it under control." It read.

"We?"

"Look, I'll protect your boyfriend from the big bad monster."

"Thank you :)" I sent back.

Then, I see Kane charging through everybody, pushing them out of his way. He kept asking everyone where Punk is, screaming it at them. I knew Kane has got to be mad since Punk disrespected Paul like that. I watched as Big Show marched to the ring with his fist ready to fire. Even though Big Show is a giant, Seth has an advantage: Dean and Roman at his side. Then, here comes The Shield, walking down the stairs like a bunch of badasses they are. I looked at Dean, who was walking with Seth, his muscles glistening under the lights. He looked so good, damn... I just hope that sooner or later, I get to have a chance to be with Dean. As the match starts, it all started to go off smoothly but as soon as the Big Show throws Seth out of the ring, Dean and Roman attack him. Yep, I should've figured that they were going to attack. After they gave him a triple powerbomb, they brought their fists together and left the ring.

Later on in the night, I was talking with Layla, Kaitlyn, and Natalya. All of a sudden, their eyes grew wide and backed up. I had a confused look on my face and with a turn on a dime, my face turned to fear. I felt hot breath going down my neck, making my hairs stand up. I turned around slowly to see Lesnar staring at me. His eyes were vicious, like a rapid dog ready to pounce on its prey. Of course, stood right beside him was Heyman, smiling. They didn't say anything, just stared. I was terrified and Lesnar knew I was terrified. He just laughed and walked out along with Heyman.

"You okay?" Layla said to me.

"Yeah."

"He sure is scary up close." Kaitlyn said and I nodded. "So how are you and Seth?"

"I don't even know anymore..." I said, scratching my head.

Kaitlyn and Layla frowned and Natalya laid her hands on my shoulders.

"Maybe it's time to let him go." Natalya said.

Natalya could be right about that. Our relationship has been boiling for the past couple of weeks. I don't even stay with Seth anymore. Now, I think more about Dean. Even though he started stalking me at first, he finally backed off and decided to be friends with me. He knows I have feelings for him now. He just keeps it to him himself.

All of a sudden, Cody Rhodes comes up to us and smiles at Kaitlyn.

"That reminds me, I need to take something to the car! Layla, Natalya, can you guys help me?"

"What is it?" Layla said, tilting her head sideways.

I grabbed her wrist and pulled her away. "Let's go, you idiot."

Cody and Kaitlyn have been flirting for a while. It's so cute! Kaitlyn finally got herself a man!

For the rest of the night, Natalya, Layla, and I were watching Raw in the locker room and Kaitlyn comes in, all hot and bothered.

"What happened?" Natalya asked.

"The Bella Twins are back." Kaitlyn said.

We all huffed. The Bella Twins are like the biggest whores in WWE. It's pretty sad. They go after the most dominate men in WWE and cuddle them and probably, sleep with them. That's how they are. Sluts...

"I'm sorry." I said.

All of a sudden, The Shield runs by the locker room and I immediately get up and looked out of the doorway.

"I think your boys are up to no good again." Natalya said.

"Oh shut up." I said as I walked out and the girls followed in pursuit.

There was a large crowd around the entrance of the curtain. When I pushed through everybody, I saw Randy Orton and Sheamus being helped by doctors.

"What happened?" I asked Bo, who was at the scene.

"Randy and Sheamus got attacked by The Shield."

"Yeah, I just saw them sprinting past our locker room."

I looked around to see if I could catch a glimpse of them and then there they were. They walked around to the other side to avoid any eyes from the other superstars in the roster. Seth looked at me and then looked away as he disappeared into the darkness. Dean looked at me and gave me a smirk. I rolled my eyes and smiled.

Tonight was a night full of drama. Kane finally got what he wanted and beat the crap of CM Punk for disrespecting Paul Bearer's tribute. After Kane won, Undertaker stood on the stage and kneeled. Paul Bearer's picture shows up on the titantron as the thunder echos in the arena. Kane kneeled too, in respect of their late father. It was such a beautiful sight. Justice was definitely served tonight. Then, Punk attacks Kane with Paul's urn that he carried that is now a symbol of excellence. Undertaker marched to the ring to check on his little brother as Punk scurried out of the ring with the urn in his hands. What he did next was absolutely degrading and disrespectful. He kneels on one knee and mocks the Undertaker. Undertaker started seething and brought his thumb across his throat, telling Punk he will pay for what he has done.

Finally, the show ended and I decided to head out with Kaitlyn and Layla for a girl's night. It's been awhile since I've hung out with them outside of the ring since I traveled with The Shield most of the time. I'm just glad I get to be them tonight. I really need it.

As soon as we were heading to the car, we saw Seth leaning on it with his arms crossed.

"We'll give you two some time alone." Kaitlyn said as her and Layla walked off.

I walked up to him. He didn't look happy, he looked frustrated and tired. I really don't want to do this tonight but if it has to get done, it has to get done.

"You okay?" I said.

"Kels, we need to talk." He said.

"Yeah..." I said, ready for the blow.

"It feels like we haven't been getting along lately. I mean, you barely tell me anything anymore and that really confuses me. Is there anything you need to tell me? What am I doing wrong?"

"No, it's nothing. It's just... look, can we talk about this tomorrow?" I said, opening the trunk.

"No. I want to fix this now." He said, closing the trunk.

"There's nothing to fix! We're just tired, busy, and we barely have time together!" I said, getting frustrated.

"Well, let's make time together... I mean it's not hard... Since you hung out with Dean without my permission." He said, saying the last sentence under his breath.

"You're still not over that? For god's sake, it was just drinks. I didn't want to stay in the room by myself so I went out with a friend. Who cares?"

"I care!"

I scratched my head, trying to keep my cool and took a deep breath.

"Look... I'm sorry, okay? Feel better now?"

"No..."

"Then what? I don't know what you want me to do, Seth. Tell me and I'll do it."

"Stop hanging out with Dean and don't ever talk to him. At least, when I'm not around. That's the only thing that can make me feel better."

"Seth, you can't just treat like a damn baby. I can do whatever I want... But if it makes you feel any better, then fine, but he has my number and I can't just say 'I'm sorry. Seth wants me to stop talking to you since he doesn't trust me.'."

"I do trust you, Kels. Besides, I already told Dean to back off. He says he didn't mean it but he'll do it anyways for our friendship."

"So you're happy with what you've done?" I said, getting into his face. "You know what, fine. I don't care anymore. Do what you want. I'm already frustrated about a lot of things. Plus, I need to focus on my new career as Dusty's new assistant of NXT. I just don't want to deal pointless crap right now." I said, walking away.

"Wait a minute." He said, grabbing my arm and I folded my arms and looked at him. "Now, I don't mean to do this, Kels. I don't mean to get you mad but it's just... I don't want to lose you. Even if it means fighting over something stupid. Just please, do this for me. Please?"

I huffed and just nodded. "Okay, you made your point. I won't talk to Dean anymore as along as you're there."

"Good. Look, I'll text you tomorrow." He said, kissing me on the forehead and then traces a finger on my cheek and looked into my eyes. "I love you."

"I love you too." I said as we kissed again.

He walks away with his bags in his hands. I see Roman and Dean watching Seth walk over. I just hope they didn't hear anything we were talking about. Probably did though... As they loaded up and got into the car, the car pulls away. I saw Dean in the backseat, looking at me and he had a sympathetic look on his face as the car disappeared in the street.

"You okay?" Layla said.

I huffed again. "I'm fine. Let's go."

"You sure?"

"Let's. Go." I said, letting the words slur as I said it.

We got our stuff into the car and drove away. I sat in the passenger seat with Kaitlyn driving. I looked out the window as buildings pass us by. Seth is completely jealous. He must know that Dean likes me or something, that's why he going all berzerk and keep me on a leash. I wonder if Leigh had any problems with him interfering with her friendships like that. It doesn't matter. I don't want to deal with it right now. I just want to relax with my girls and have a good time. All I know is, if Seth crosses the line one more time, I'm done.