Hey guys, soz about the last chapter being so short, I'll try and make this one longer. I hope you all liked the last one, but honestly I'm not sure that you did 'cause I got barely any reviews for it. So be sure to tell me what you think. Okay? Anyways, here's chapter six. Enjoy.


Bella's POV

"Jasper, I said that the only way to stop the battle going on inside is if you left. I never said that I wanted you to leave. I don't want you to go ever. Jasper, I know that it's crazy, but, I think that I'm in love with you." I felt horrible for betraying Edward but I couldn't help hoping that Jasper felt the same way. He'd seemed pretty crushed when I'd said that he should go and never come back, but I was still worrying that he would respond by being disgusted in me because his brother had loved me, left me for me, and died for me, and I was admitting that I now loved him. I expected him to say something like: "what the fuck Bella? The person that you claimed to love just killed himself to be with you in another life and you're saying that you're in love with me? I have a wife! Alice! Your best friend! I absolutely do not love you!" But he completely took me off guard when he wrapped his arms around my waist and pushed his lips against mine.

My lips molded to his perfectly. As if they were made for them. Even though I knew that they should have been as hard as glass and as cold as ice, they seemed to be just as soft and warm as my own. I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him deeper. I had totally forgotten about the rain and the fact that I was totally drenched. And my earlier thoughts.

Jasper turned us around and pushed me up against the car, making us impossibly closer to one another. My hands were in his honey blonde hair and only when his lips moved from mine down to my throat I remembered that out of all the Cullens' he was probably the most likely to bite into my skin and drink my blood. I only just remembered that Jasper was married to my best friend Alice! And I only just remembered that it had been less than a week since Edward had died.

Feeling the change in my mood Jasper pulled away and looked my straight in the eyes. It felt as though he could see straight to my soul.

"Bella?" He asked, sounding a little anxious. If I were him I would be too; my moods had been changing so frequently that it was hard for me to keep track of the reasons behind them.

"It's too soon, Jasper," I whispered, looking down. "It's too soon."

He understood what I was talking about immediately. He let go of me and backed away. Right away. I looked up at him and his face was torn. He was obviously thinking about the same things that I had been.

He inclined his head to the door and said "you'd better get inside and dry off before you catch a cold." I did as he said. I needed time by myself to think through what had just happened and how I felt about it. I trudged up to the door and was about to open it before Jasper grabbed me one more time and pulled me into an embrace. It didn't last nearly long enough, but it was probably better that way. Seconds later, Jasper was in his car; watching me until I got inside, then I heard the engine roar to life and when I turned around he was gone.

I walked slowly up the stairs and into my room. I grabbed my toiletry bag and walked back out and into the bathroom and turned on the shower. I stripped out of my wet clothes—which was difficult because they were sticking to me—and got into the shower.

The hot water burnt my skin until my body warmed up to the temperature of it and it slowly started to unknot my tense muscles.

Jasper's POV

The minute she was in the house I pulled out of the drive-way at a speed that should have sent me skidding across the wet pavement. What the hell had just happened? I couldn't wrap my head around the way Bella's lips had felt against mine. How her neck had felt under my lips. Then I realized something. I hadn't had even the smallest urge to sink my teeth into her soft, tender neck and my lips were right where her jugular was. I couldn't believe it. How the fuck had I been able to resist the urge to drink her blood. I pictured the scene; me standing there, kissing her neck and then all of a sudden my mouth opening wide, my lips curling back, revealing my teeth, and sinking them down into her flesh. I cringed away from the image and pushed the thought out of my mind. My entire being shied away from the thought of killing Bella.

These types of thoughts stayed with me the entire drive home. That is until I actually got home. Then they switched over completely. From Bella, to her best friend; Alice. My wife. Oh god. Alice can see the future you fool! I mentally yelled at myself. Ohhhhh, you're in for it now Jasper!

I parked the car out the front of the house, just by the porch; incase I needed a quick getaway. Although running would be faster. Shall we rephrase? I asked myself. Incase me and Bella need a quick getaway.

I walked up the steps to the house to be blasted in the face by waves of rage and frustration.

Crap!

I slowly opened the door and saw Alice eyeing down Emmett very intensely, but as soon as I entered the room she turned her glare on my for a fraction of a second before bolting up the stairs so fast that she even became a blur for my eyes.

Wide eyed, I turned to look at Emmett who was already staring at me. But I was shocked by the expression on his face. It wasn't rage and anger and all those bad emotions that I couldn't put words to. His face and his emotions were telling me something else.

Something was wrong.


Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Cliff hanger!!! Look, I'm sorry, I know that I do this to you guys all the time but it's just so much fun. Tehe.

What is Alice so angry and frustrated at? Hmmmmm? Well, you'll just have to wait until chapter 7 for that little pickle to be solved. Lol.

To everyone who's already read this, i am so sorry, i accidently put Edwards name in instead of Emmetts. i am so sorry! it must have confused you heaps. sorry!!!

Love you guys.

Alarni. Xox.