Still, and I repeat, I still don't own Twilight.

So here we are again. I never know what to write in this spot. This chapter well be EPOV. So we wont here from Bella again, in this chapter. So once again Enjoy, and RR.

Blood Roses

EPOV

There was a faint rustle in the grass.

All my senses where wide alert. I could feel the animal's heart beating. Keeping low down to the ground I crept toward the poor animal.

Even though I had been hunting all my life, the hunt had lost some of the expense, it use to bring me.

Even Emmett noticed I didn't hunt with the same exuberance anymore. Emmett hated hunting with me, so I was out with Alice. According to Emmett I was boring, and dull to hunt with anymore.

I never wanted to play his games, like see who could get the biggest animal.

Alice had been so kind to me, lately. I had a hunch she wanted to talk about Bella again.

She had tried many times to bring Bella up, but every time I shot her down, or went missing for a week. Alice just didn't get it. She in my opinion had been reading to many romance books.

I now I could smell the animal. It was a rabbit I now knew. After waiting painfully, I saw my opportunity and jumped on it.

I stopped right before I was sinking my teeth into it. The rabbit's face scared me, cause when I looked at it; I saw Bella's eyes.

I knew I couldn't kill it. After realizing it, I let it go, and watched in jump away into the bushes.

"Let another one go?" I turned and Alice was watching me from a branch in a

tree.

I ignored her and started walking back to the house. There was no way; Alice was going to get into my head. Alice jumped in front of me.

"Come on Edward, I know you want to see Bella." I pushed her aside. But she kept falling me. "Esme is worried about you Edward. We all are. Don't you care about us? We all miss Bella too. So why don't you just go and tell her you are a idiot, and you lover her, and blah blah." I had stopped walking now.

I could feel my hatred for Alice, at that minute, but it passed very quickly. Cause it was hard to stay mad at Alice, plus she was the only one who could stand me at the minute. So who would I hunt with, if she got mad at me?

"Come on Alice, you have no idea what is going on. So you should but off." I started walking again. "So no one should be worried, there is nothing wrong with me. Everything is the same as before. So drop it, before I drop you." The last couple words I added with a growl.

I jumped and I was off running. Why was Alice such a.. I stopped in mid thought.

I had been running nowhere, so I had not even noticed where I had ended up. The place I had ended up was somewhere I could never be again.

But here I was again.

The place I could never go anymore was the "Meadow".

How, of all places there was, I had I ended up here.

As I walked around the clearing. Everything looked the same, and different at the same time. This place hurt me most of all cause this is where I left her again, after promising never to leave her.

Begin Flashback

"Oh Edward, what do you want to tell me." Bella said twirling around like a schoolgirl, her hair twined with flowers. Her smile was huge, and she never looked more beautiful to me. Now I was going to hurt her, again.

"Bella sit down next to me." I sat down on a rock. Bella looked at me with questing eyes. I took her hands in mine, and saw a ripple of worry on her face.

"Bella." I brush my hand over the side of her face. "We have had many good times together. But what you ask me to do, I can't do. There is no way I am going to give you my curse, It is mine and mine alone, there is no reason to make you suffer also." It hurt me the look of betrayal on her face.

She stood up. "Edward how can you treat me like a child! I know the risks and I don't care! So you better be at school tomorrow, and the next day too. Then you well change me." Bella kissed me on the cheek and ran off.

Total confusion hit me. It took me a few minutes to realize what had happened.

Did she think it was a joke?

I stood up, and wondered around the forest.

How could she think I was joking, I sat her down and was forward.

I started into a run, and ran back to the house. Esme was in the dining room, doing a crossword puzzle. When I walked in.

"Oh, hello Edward I didn't hear you come in. Do you know a 4-letter word for love?

"No, can't think of one." I left Emse pondering over her puzzle and walked into the next room, and sat at the piano.

Like a magnet drew my fingers to the keys, I began to play a song I had never heard. The song spoke to me and after I was done. I quickly wrote it down. Then got an envelope, and slipped my new song into it. I sealed it and walked, ok ran, to the post office.

I looked at the package as it went into the darkness never to come back. My fate was sealed now.

I ran back home, and ignored Esme's question. I went to my room. Turning on my favorite CD. Letting the sound drift me away.

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The next day Bella got an envelope in the mail. When she opened it a composition of a song fell out. It was titled "Goodbye"

End Flashback

I closed my eyes.

"I guess I should find Alice before she starts yelling at me." As I turned around the wind blew. For a faint second I could smell the sweetest scent, her scent.

The clouds where moving faster than usual. I would predict a storm was going to happen again.

Yay we come to another end of a chapter. Not much to say anymore. So till next time. Also Review.

//Nancy