Sorry guys that this is so short, but it's better than nothing right? Guys I'm sorry it has been so long. A lot of shit has gone down since I last updated. I hope this makes up for the lack of updates. I'm sorry about that. Oh and check out my tumblr igotacureforyourcrimes.

Sara P.O.V

Well fuck! Oh fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, FUCK! What do we do? What do I do? GET THE HELL OUT OF HERE!

"Tegan I'm so sorry." I say as I quickly pull out of her, to the sound of a disappointed groan. I frantically search for my clothing. Just grabbing what I can. Tegan just sits in her bed petrified. "Tegan I hate to be like this, but fucking do something! Don't just sit there!" I whisper yell at her. It is as if something goes off in her head and she magically begins to move, searching for her clothing. I can hear our mom climbing the stairs, I know I wont make it to my room in time for it not to seem suspicious. So I throw on my clothing and think of something that would make mum believe we weren't doing anything. I have my clothing on and Tegan is just about done putting on some pants as I hear our mom open my bedroom door down the hall. I run and grab her guitar and hand it to her, "fuck, Tegan play your guitar." She starts strumming a song as I quickly sit on the floor and watch her, we are both breathing heavily and are trying not to show it.

This is how our mom finds us. Me sitting cross-legged on the floor staring at a slightly winded Tegan who has her eyes closed strumming her guitar.

"Hey girls. What're you doing?" She asks us as if there was something wrong with the scene in front of her.

"Nothing mum." I say turning around slightly from my seated position. Tegan stops playing her guitar and looks up.

"Oh hey mum. How were things with Bruce?" Tegan asks, she really doesn't care though.

"Fine, honey. What were you playing, it sounded nice." She responds.

"Oh um, I was just fiddling with some chords and Sara came in and was helping with some lyrics." Fuck Tegan, drag me into this why don'tcha? "Weren't ya Sara?"

"Yeah just helping her with some lyrics mum." I shoot a glare in Tegan's direction, but I keep my tone cheery. I swear she reads my mind sometimes.

"Oh alright, well when you guys are done with it I want to hear it!" Mum quips as she turns to leave shutting the door behind her. My head immediately whips to Tegan, who places her guitar down and falls back onto the bed.

"Holy fuck. That was too close." She grumbles. I get up from the floor and walk over to her sitting beside her.

"I know Tee, but it's okay. She suspected nothing. Now we get to write a song together though!" I smirk slightly. I can't wait to write a song with Tegan!

"Yeah fun. A song. Lucky us." She says as if she's about to cry.

"Hey, you, no crying. Please. What's wrong?" I frantically try to get her to talk.

"It's just we just about got caught! How the fuck is this supposed to work? How can this ever be right-" I cut off her rambling by cupping her jaw and kissing her passionately. I pull away after a few seconds and look her in the eye.

"Now that I have you, I will not let anything happen to you. Anything. I have waited so long for you, nothing will come between us now. Yes, we will have to hide, yes, it will be difficult, yes, we will have to pretend to not be in love. But I promise this, I wont go my whole life without you; I can't and I will do what I can to lessen all the stress that will come from this. It will not be easy, but as long as you're by my side I know it will be more than worth it. I promise that if there is any blow back from this, I will take all the heat. You don't have to worry about a thing. I've got you and you've got me and Tee, that's all we need." I say this with as much honesty and vulnerability I can. I need to make her to remember this when things get bad, and to know that I am completely serious. I know she knows how serious I am when she rolls on top of me and kisses me with so much passion I think I might drown.

Tegan P.O.V.

Sara knows how to get to me. She really knows. She just said all the right things. How can I ever function without her? How did I ever function without her here with me? I slowly pull away tears are still lightly dripping down my face onto Sara's.

"You promise Sara? You promise this won't break us?" I need to know, call me insecure, but I just need the reassurance.

"Tegan, I can't say that it will not be difficult, but with everything that I am I promise I will do what I can to protect you. If we fall, I will catch you, you don't have to worry about hitting the ground. Nothing will hurt you ever again. If it does, I will be your knight in shining armor and kill it all away." Sara says all this with so much honesty I can't help but fall even more for her, I don't know how that is possible but I do.

"I want," kisses her left cheek, "you so much," kisses her right cheek, "right now." I throw every emotion I can into the kiss. I let her feel everything, from my deep seeded lust to my unwavering passion to my complete vulnerability. I let her feel it all. As I slide my tongue across her bottom lip begging for entrance and our tongues entwine in a heart throbbing embrace, I know deep down she will never do anything to purposely hurt me. I let her know I know this. I let her have my heart, knowing she will protect it with all she is. I let her have me all. All the air seems to disappear, and Sara slowly pulls away, panting for breath.

"Later Tee, not while mums home." My heart sinks at this, but I know she's right. She must catch on to my slightly disappointed mood. "But Tegan," she grabs my collar and looks me deeply in the eyes, "will you be my girlfriend?"