The Truth….

Authors Note: Yes this is my second chapter today, I'm on a roll! Plus I want to give you guys as much as I can before I lose ability to get online at my friend's house!

Disclaimer: I don't own anything but MY characters which you haven't met yet!

Jay: Emma, even though you're asleep and can't hear me. I want you to know the reason I can't be with you completely yet is, I'm a drug dealer. Its how I make my money. Also, Alex is supposedly pregnant, she's talking about getting an abortion but I don't know yet. I love you so much. I want to marry you I want to be with you but I can't not yet.

Jay rolls over and goes to sleep not knowing Emma was laying there with her eyes wide open hearing everything he said to her.

Emma lays there awake for a few hours after he goes to sleep and cries. She doesn't know whether to hate him or love him for what he said. He is a drug dealer! Alex is pregnant! But he loves her. He wants her. He wants to MARRY HER! She finally drifts off into a fitful sleep

Emma's Dream:

She's standing under a large tent. She looks down and sees a beautiful white dress on herself. She goes to a mirrored bowl and sees her make up and hair done beautifully. She's at her wedding? She sees two little kids run up to her screaming "Mommy!" They can't be but maybe a year old. Then she sees Jay. In a gorgeous tuxedo and without his hat! She hears herself speak but can't believe her words "Can you believe we're finally married Jay?. The girl runs into his arms saying "Daddy hold me!" He asks her if her brother is getting into trouble she nods and runs off. Jay kisses her passionately and whispers "I love you my wife"

Dream end

Emma wakes up the next morning in a cold sweat. What was that dream? She knew she was pregnant but where did the two kids come in? Then it hit her. She was having twins. And she was married to Jay! Her heart skipped a beat and she almost cried out of joy. She looked over to Jay sleeping peacefully sprawled out on the bed his hair in his eyes. She leaned over and kissed him gently then got out of bed and walked to the kitchen. She started opening every cabinet looking for something to make for breakfast. She settled for the pancake mix and bacon and eggs. After she was done cooking she set the table and made plates. Just as she was putting their glasses of OJ and milk down (she didn't know which he preferred but she liked to have both in the morning) she heard him walking in and looked up. He was smiling but looked someone dazed and confused.

Emma: Morning sleepyhead

Jay: You made breakfast for me?

Emma: Not just you but for me and the twins as well

Emma clamped her hand over her mouth why had she said that. Jay looked overly surprised but was thinking "Did she have the dream too?"

Jay: So did you sleep well?

Emma: Yea pretty good considering you move too much while you're sleeping

Jay grins sheepishly sorry I didn't hurt you did I?

Emma: not at all.

Jay: playing with his ring he wears nervously Did you dream last night?

Emma: looks up at him unsure whether to tell him then decides what the hell she will Yes…I dreamed about us…..she proceeds to tell him the whole dream. Jay tells her he had the same dream and they look at each other wondering if it means what they both hope it does.

((The first day back to school for Emma since the attack. Everyone knows about the attack but not her pregnancy))

Emma: Jay I'm scared. What if they laugh at me and tease me for my attack?

Jay: Then I'll kill them he had a dead serious look in his eyes

Emma: Smiles Thank you Jay

Jay: For what?

Emma: For looking out for me.

Jay: No problem.

They get out of his car and go their separate ways but not before Alex sees them together in the first place. She storms up to Jay

Alex: What the hell are you doing with Emma Nelson!

Jay: She stayed with me this weekend. After her attacks she didn't want to go home so whatever. No before you ask, we didn't do anything.

Alex: You know what Jay? I don't believe you. I can't believe I ever trusted you in the first place. I'm glad I dumped your ass long ago. And that one night a few months ago? Was the biggest mistake of my life Jay. But don't worry. Its not anymore I had the abortion. So don't ever speak to me again got it Jay? I mean it.

Emma was standing off to the side hiding when she say Alex come up and flip out on Jay. She wondered if she should go talk to Jay to see if he was alright.

Emma runs over towards Jay. He sees her coming and his eyes light up at her being so close to him.

Emma: You ok? I accidentally saw that whole thing with Alex.

Jay: Yea I'm fine…

Emma: Jay..I need you to know something….

Jay: looks at her worriedly What is it?

Emma: I heard you last night.

Jay's mouth drops open. He was praying she didn't flip out on him and leave.

Emma: I accept you have done wrong things. But if you want to be a part of mine or this baby's life you have to stop being a drug dealer.

Jay: Emma I can't do that. I have to have that money coming in to support my house. I have no choice.

Emma: Yes you do Jay. You do not have to do that. You can work at the Dot overtime and I can move in and work too She shuts up at letting that slip out and watches him to gauge his reaction

Jay: I don't know Emma.

Emma: Whatever.

Jay watches her walk away and kicks himself mentally for letting her. But she's trying to change him and he doesn't like that. But a small voice in the back of his head keeps telling him to listen to her.