A/N: So… this is the part where I'm supposed to sincerely apologize again… heh… heh… yeah. I've always had an obsession with Once Upon a Time but I never dared enter the fanficiton realm of it. Unfortunately, I just decided that I would give it a try and I got a little out of control. CAPTAINSWAN FOR LIFE! Dear lord, Brandi, calm down. FUCK, I CAN'T! FUCKING EMMA AND CAPTAIN HOOK, I FUCKING CAN'T. Brandi. Stop. Yes, okay. Hunger Games time… Peeta and Katniss… Peeta and Katniss…
Chapter 6
"How? How am I not unloved?" She demands, pushing away slightly to look into my eyes.
She has an angry red welt on her face from where Gale struck her. I stroke my hand against her it ever so slightly. She winces but leans into my touch anyway. I grow bolder. I lean forward slowly, while looking into her eyes the whole time. Finally, I kiss all down the red line that was left behind. Softly. Gently. Slowly.
She gasps.
"Because, I love you." I say before my lips touch hers.
(Katniss POV)
I froze for a second, too overwhelmed. I had no idea what was happening or what to do with my hands. Though, all my shock evaporated the second his tongue traced my lower lip. I opened my mouth to him and my hands took on a life of their own as they clung to him for dear life. My right my hand traveled up to grab ahold of his blonde locks. His hands took ahold of my face, keeping my lips firmly planted where they were. It's as if he were afraid I would run, which, in all honesty, is clearly something I would do.
There was not an inch separating our bodies but I still felt we weren't close enough. My head began to spin from the lack of oxygen. When I felt Peeta bite my lower lip, all rational thought seized to exist as I moaned his name. Peeta was invading all my senses with just this one kiss. Every part of my body was completely on fire. Haymitch was right; I was the girl on fire.
His tongue began stroking in time with mine and I let out a whimper. Peeta moaned at the sound and moved his hands so that they were clutching my waist. I was overwhelmed but also hoping for more. I grabbed tighter on his hair and pulled him closer to me. It's almost as if I wanted to devour him. The sound he made nearly made me cum right then.
I have no idea how long we had been kissing for but it felt like hours. I could feel Peeta's hardness against and I smiled into his kiss at the very idea that I was affecting him like this. I rubbed against and he sucked in a breath, pulling away from my lips.
Peeta placed his forehead on mine, rubbing our nose together. It was so sensual that goose bumps began to form on my arms. He looked at me with hooded eyes and we just stared at each other for awhile, breathing deeply. We were still holding each other, both afraid that if we let go, everything would end.
"Katniss?" He whispered. It was a question. A question that basically let me know that it was up to me if I wanted to continue this. This was his way of telling me that he wanted to move forward but wasn't sure if it was what I wanted. His voice was horse and it sent shivers down my spine.
In response, I rolled my hips against his. My breathing was just as heavy as his was. I did want this. I wanted him, no, I need him. I needed him like I need the air in my lungs. I took his face between my hands and gave him a gentle kiss. He looked into my eyes as I pulled away. I saw pure love in his eyes and it made my heart swell. I smiled.
Determination settled on his face as he picked me up. I wrapped my legs around his waist as he carried me into the bedroom. I traced the back of my hand across his cheek in an effort to show him that I actually cared for him. That he meant the world to me. He leaned into my touch, kissed my hand, and then slowly set me down on the bed. He slowly worked his way up my body, kissing trails across my skin as he made his way to my lips.
When he finally got up to my face, he bent down to kiss my lips but I just pushed him back so I could get on my knees. He looked confused but I just pecked his lips and then worked at the buttons on his shirt. I slowly began to undue each of them. It was harder than I predicted since my hands were shaking. He put his hands over mine and removed them. He finished unbuttoning them in a hurry and then slowly removed the shirt from his shoulders.
I put my hands on his perfectly sculpted chest and then traced the lines of his body with my fingertips. We were both breathing heavy with anticipation. I leaned forward and places small kisses on his chest, my fingers wandering down the waist band of his jeans.
"Katniss," Peeta breathed, stilling my hands. "You don't have to do this." He lifted my chin so I would look him in the eyes.
That's my Peeta, so sweet, so caring, and so considerate.
"I want to." Is all I said before my hands picked up where they left off. He sighed and before I could continue, he pushed my hands back again. I looked at him with frustration but he only smirked and lifted my dress above my head. He went for my bra as well and after slight fumbling, unfastened and pulled it from over my shoulders. His eyes raked my naked form and he swallowed hard. I grew slightly self-conscious and moved to put my arms over my breasts, but he just grabbed my wrists and put them to my sides.
"Stop. You're absolutely beautiful." He breathed.
He pushed me onto my back so he was hovering over me. He kissed down my neck, then my collarbone, and then finally reached my breasts. He took a nipple into his mouth and, Holy God, I swear I saw stars.
After giving careful attention to each breast, he slowly kissed down my stomach, only pausing to dip his tongue into my naval and then licking his way down the waist band of my panties. He looked up at me with a question in his eyes. I only could only think to push his head back down in answer, to lost in pleasure to form words. He just chuckled and then dipped his thumbs into waist band of my pain ties and pulled them down.
I was panting at this point, unable to control myself or the sounds I was making. My whole my body was shaking in anticipation for what was to come. I feel his hot breath against his heated center and bucked my hips up to his face so he would hurry up. He just laughed and pushed my hips down and held them there. I moaned in protest.
"Patience, Kat." He whispered in a way that made me even more wet than I thought possible.
Patience? What the fuck is patience? I opened my legs wider in hopes that he would take the hint. He placed a gently kiss on my inner thigh. His eyes, full of intensity, never left mine. His lips began to work their way the apex of my thighs and finally, FINALLY, his lips kissed where I wanted them most.
His tongue darted out to lick my most sensitive area and I nearly lost it. My hips to take off in rhythm with his tongue, but his hand was preventing me from doing so. His tongue dipped into my wetness and when he started thrusting, I began screaming his name. I couldn't care less if I sounded ridiculous or not, all that mattered was that he was driving me to the edge with just his mouth. His fucking talented talented mouth.
Just when I thought it couldn't get any better, he replaced his tongue with his finger. He began sucking on my bundle of nerves while thrusting into me with his finger. He slowly added a second finger to the mix and I could barely take the intensity of if all anymore. Suddenly, I was soaring. I screamed in pleasure and grabbed his head to hold him in place. Peeta didn't seem to mind at all as he happily continued with his takes. I rode out my orgasm until I was twitching with the aftershocks of it all. Peeta gave one last kiss to my center before kissing his way back up to my neck.
"Enjoy that?" Peeta whispered into my ear before biting at my earlobe. I could only nod in response as I tried to calm my breathing. Peeta smiled at me before leaning down to trace his nose against mine. I felt a flutter in my stomach and he placed a chaste kiss to my lips.
Before he could do anything, I flipped him onto his back and straddled his waist. I unbuttoned his jeans and began to pull them down his hips along with his boxers. I came back up to him and traced his length with my fingers lightly. He breath hitched his throat. I smiled and wrapped my hand around him completely, earning a satisfied hiss from him in return. Unintelligible words formed from his lips as I began to move my hand up and down his length.
I reached into the bedside table and grabbed a condom. I unwrapped it and then slowly rolled it over his shaft. Peeta moaned my name and then grabbed my hips firmly.
"You're absolutely sure you want to do this? I don't think I would be able to stop once I start." He asked one final time.
"Then you should start, for the love of God." I laughed.
I guided his length to my entrance and then slowly sank down on him. I finally knew what it felt like to feel complete. He filled me to the brim and it nearly took the breath out of me. A strangled sound came from him as he begged me to move.
I placed my palms on his chest for leverage and lifted myself back up. With a steady rhythm, I rode him, while he met me thrust for thrust. As the pleasure built, my thrusts began to falter. Peeta switched out positions so that he was on top of me.
He began to slam his hips into mine and I certainly wasn't complaining. I could feel my orgasm approaching and I urged him on with whispered words. He was grunting and moaning and I could tell that he was close to his release. He sped up his thrusts and soon we finally found the release we were both desperately seeking. He bit my neck to quiet his moans and I just screamed his name, not caring about volume.
He didn't pull away automatically; instead, choosing to lean forward and rest his head in the crook of my neck, catching his breath. I pulled him as close as possible to me and kissed his cheek. We held each other like that for awhile before he finally pulled out of me and went to dispose of the condom.
When he returned, he pulled his into a spooning position and kissed the back of my head. I placed my hands on top of his, around my waist, and closed my eyes.
"I love you, Katniss." Is the last thing I heard before sleep pulled me under.
A/N: I figured I owed this to you guys after being absent for so long! Please review and let me know where you want me to go from here! Until I get some ideas and juices flowing I don't know where to go and it might be awhile again until I update! Please, please, please review with your thoughts and ideas! Thank you so much!