(A/N) Don't kill me! I know you want Fourtris.

Warning- This is very depressing

Songs-

Holding Out For a Hero- Ella Mae Bowen

Beautiful People- Cher Lloyd

Skyscraper- Demi Lovato

Cry- Glee Cast Version (Lea Mitchell)

Tris P.O.V.

I wake up in about three in the morning. I see that Lauren texted me. It says 'check out my new Facebook page I'm pretty sure you'll love it'

I get on Facebook and I'm surprised at what I see.

It's a hate page about me and already has 300 followers! Do people hate me this much?

I get up from my bed silently crying and go to the bathroom. I know I'll probably regret what I'm about to do. I bring the razor blade to my skin.

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I wake up and head to my bathroom again. Those comments were really hurtful. Such as, "What a whore!" or "OMG she is soooo fat!"

I gather my things for school and head downstairs. I don't know if my brothers know about the hate pages yet.

"Trissy!" Screeches Uri. I fake a smile and jump in the car.

"You okay?" Zeke asks me.

"What? Oh. Yeah. I'm fine," I say and look out the window.

Uri and Zeke have a conversation about something I don't give a crap about.

We arrive and I see the stares but I pretend I don't see them talk.

As soon as I get to my locker I'm surrounded by cheerleaders. Uri and Zeke left already so they can't save me.

"Um… Excuse me," I say trying to push past them. They won't budge.

"Oh no honey," says Lauren who pushes to the middle, "we have some… things to tell you."

"For starters, you dress like a hobo," I look down at my outfit. I'm wearing dark blue skinny jeans and a loose black long-sleeved t-shirt with converse.

"Second," says the same cheerleader, "you need to hit the gym. You're so fat! Also, you are such a whore!" I feel my eyes getting glossy. The bell rings and I realize I'm late for first period. They all leave to class, but I decide to do myself a 'favor'.

I walk into the girls restroom and lock the door.

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I wipe my mouth and go to lunch. My friends look guilty. I see why once I get to our table. Lauren is sitting in my seat.

"Oh, look! Tris is here!" Christina says to Lauren. She just shrugs.

"Why don't you go sit somewhere else for a change?" Four says. Everyone throws him a glare. I nod and realize that since I'm not eating I can just take a walk.

"It's okay, guys. He's right. I should let someone else sit there." Everyone looks shocked, but before they can answer I head out of the cafeteria.

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After school, I go to the Chasm, my favorite spot.

What would happen if I ran away? What would happen if I jumped? I think.

I get this amazing idea and head to the pharmacy. I grab a sharpie and a black notebook.

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After getting back to the Chasm, I sit on the ledge. I start to write my feelings down.

Coward, Weak, Selfish.

My page fills up quick and I get so absorbed in my work, I forget that I should go home.

(A/N) I know it's short but I needed to update.

-EM