A/N: Here's the next part! Sorry about the delay again. I really do promise to get another chapter up soon. Again,I don't own the characters, etc.
Day Twenty Seven:
Due to a crazy busy schedule right now my posts will start to be even less frequent. I know that's not ideal, but hardly anyone reads this anyway. I'm only posting today because I need to rant.
Okay, so, some background to the situation. I'm a senior, and senior year can be frustrating, right? But the amount of fighting going on in my friend group is ridiculous. It's all over the smallest of things, and it's getting on my damn nerves. Seriously, I thought I was a drama queen, but I am nothing compared to some of the girls, and guys, at school.
Firstly, hardly anyone is even talking to each other right now. Of course, I'm stuck in the middle of all that. I have to be supportive, and listening to everyone else rant, but no one cares about me! Seriously, I'm not just being dramatic. My best friends are totally forgetting about me, and honestly, I don't know how much more of their fighting I can take. I'm so close to just cutting them out of my life until this blows over. I need to focus on me. These next few weeks are going to be testing and stressful, and I deserve supportive friends!
I know everyone else is going through the same thing, but I need a little sympathy thrown my way for once. Another thing, is that my family are acting like I won't get into my dream school, which is really hurtful. My dad keeps telling me how much he's rooting for me, but then tells me to have backup schools? I don't need backup schools, I need to get into the school of my dreams and actually start living my life.
All of this, on top of some damn confusing feelings that I'm not going to get into right now. Seriously, if I even began to tell you all what was going on in my head, you'd call me crazy. I don't know what's going on. I just need space and time to think I guess. Although, thinking never really helps since I always end up getting my heartbroken anyway.
I'm sorry about the ranting, and if most of that doesn't make sense, but I need some form of stress relief. I promise to at least try and include something positive next time, whenever that may be. That's all I have for you today I'm afraid.
Kurt.
As soon as Kurt posted that, he placed his laptop aside and threw himself down on his bed. He had had just about enough of the drama that had been going on in school. Rachel and Mercedes were fighting, as per usual, Rachel was blaming her failure at her NYADA audition on everyone but herself, and people had gotten tired of it. Especially Santana, who had publically called her out on her behaviour. As well as putting up with all that, his own dad was beginning to doubt him. The idea of bringing up a backup school to Kurt had really hurt him.
Then there was Blaine. It was ridiculous really. They had only spoke for a few weeks, and had only had one real conversation, but Kurt was already in deep. Blaine was perfect, even if he did blow a little hot and cold sometimes. But still, he was interesting, and, interested in Kurt, which was new and exciting. Kurt felt like he could talk to him for hours, and every time Blaine brushed off meeting up it hurt. Did Blaine not want to meet him? Or maybe it was too soon? They already had seen pictures of each other on their schools websites, so it's not like Blaine had anything to hide.
Another thing down on top of that was the upcoming competition. The Glee Club were preparing for Nationals, and as usual Kurt hadn't even been considered for a solo. Rachel and Finn had a duet, as usual, and the rest of the numbers were to be decided. No change there. The only reason Kurt was even staying was the chance to win a National championship. He was just as talented, and deserved his chance to shine, but he stayed quiet. When he was alone he was free to rant and pout as much as he wanted.
Kurt picked up his laptop again, checking emails, and all his social media sites. It seemed like Rachel and Santana had taken their fight to the next level, and were now abusing each other online. Kurt sighed as he read it. They were all so childish in his eyes. Couldn't everyone just get along, or at least be a little more discreet about their hatred of one another? As he was reading, he got a notification from Skype, and he found himself wishing it was Blaine. Of course, once he checked and saw that it was, he was unable to stop smiling.
Blaine: Hey, are you okay Kurt? I read your blog post, and it seem like you could use someone to rant to. I'm here, and offering my services.
Kurt: I'm fine Blaine, but thank you. It's nice to know someone cares…
Blaine: More people care than you think Kurt. It seems like you're feeling left out, but I'm sure your friends didn't mean to exclude you. Everyone has their own troubles at this time of year.
Kurt: I know that, but it's so damn tiring. I bet you don't have that drama at Dalton.
Blaine: Every school has drama, Kurt.
Kurt: I know, I know…But I wish someone would let me wallow in self-pity.
Blaine: Wallow away.
Kurt: Thank you. Anyway, what's up?
Blaine: Just doing some homework, and I wanted to make sure you were okay.
Kurt: That's really sweet.
Blaine: I really care about you Kurt.
Kurt: Wait, really?
Blaine: Of course. I know we haven't known each other for long…But I feel like we're good friends.
Kurt: I feel the same. I mean, you and I have a lot in common, and you're fun to talk to!
Blaine: You too Kurt. You're amazing.
Kurt: Oh Blaine, I'm really not.
Blaine: I'll have to get to know you better and find out then.
Kurt: Challenge accepted.
Blaine: So, shall we continue our game of questions?
Kurt: Okay, you can go first.
Blaine: Okay.
Blaine: Do you have a boyfriend?
Kurt: Uh no…I feel like that's a pretty loaded question to just jump right into.
Blaine: Why?
Kurt: Shouldn't you start with something easy, like, my favourite food or something?
Blaine: Where's the fun in that? Come on, play with me!
Kurt: Fine. No, I don't have a boyfriend. I live in Ohio, Blaine. It's not exactly swarming with gay guys.
Blaine: There are plenty gay guys in town Kurt…
Kurt: Oh yeah? Well, there's one other gay guy I know, and last year, he forced himself on me and told me he'd kill me if I told anyone. Not exactly romantic.
Blaine: Kurt, I'm so sorry. I didn't think.
Kurt: It's okay, you didn't know. Just, not all schools are like Dalton, okay?
Blaine: Okay, I'm sorry. Your turn then.
Kurt: Do /you/ have a boyfriend?
Blaine: No.
Kurt: Why not?
Blaine: I don't know, just, haven't really thought about it. I'm focusing on school and stuff, and I'm sort of a romantic who's waiting to find his soulmate.
Kurt: Oh my gosh, me too!
Blaine: Yeah, it's kind of important to me.
Kurt: That's so sweet!
Blaine: Haha thanks. My turn! Who's your best friend?
Kurt: Even though she's a major pain in the butt, it's my friend Rachel. She's both the worst and best person I know. But I know she'll always have my back, and despite everything, I'll always trust her. You?
Blaine: Oh, uh, I don't really have a best friend. I have a few super close friends. We're all really close on the Warblers.
Kurt: That sounds awesome. The New Directions kill each other weekly.
Blaine: But they're extremely talented.
Kurt: Hey! Don't be jealous mister!
Blaine: I apologize. I'm a sore loser.
Kurt: You could always come cheer me on?
Blaine: I'll think about it.
Kurt: It would be really nice to meet up though.
Blaine: I know, I'll have to try and make time.
Kurt: Surely you can do better than that!
Blaine: Give me time okay? I'll figure something out, and it'll be great.
Kurt: Okay okay. You better not stand me up, Anderson!
Blaine: I wouldn't dream of it.
Kurt: Good.
Blaine: Good.
Kurt: You're silly.
Blaine: Is that a compliment?
Kurt: Maybe.
Blaine: Then you're silly too.
Kurt: Why thank you.
Kurt: I gotta go, but I'll talk to you tomorrow, and maybe see you soon?
Blaine: Until tomorrow then.
Kurt: Bye Blaine.
Blaine: Bye…
A/N: That's the chapter! Hope those of you reading this are enjoying. As I said, I'll try and get a new chapter up soon. Reviews would be appreciated too. Thanks for reading!