Hey guys sorry this chpt took so long to put up but im not sure if I want to finish the story or not so review and tell me what you think

(Bella's POV)

It was already five thirty in the morning when I woke up from my nightmare so I decided to just get up. I took an extra long shower making sure to scrub away every memory I had yesterday I washed my hair twice with the strawberry shampoo ive been using since I was five my mom use to say it made me smell like pure bliss I didn't know what that meant and to be honest I still don't truly understand. I heard Charlie's cruiser pulling out as I was getting dressed. I couldn't explain to myself why I was so worried about what I was going to wear. I wonder if Edward will like this top no don't think about him it doesn't matter. I walked down stairs sat at the table and got my cereal ready when I finally noticed the note on the table

Hey bells

I have some good news…

Just got off the phone with David and he's finally deiced to move in

He'll be here when you get home from school

Love ya

Dad

I sat there staring at the note trying to register what was happening my brother was moving in. It took me a while to realize he was talking about Emmitt I was the only on e allowed to call him by his first name. Emmitt David swan hates his first name with a passion so every one knows him as David. I got up so excited I tripped over the leg of the chair. I grabbed the keys to the truck opened the door and there was Edward getting ready to knock on it. omg what is he doing here could I be any more embarrassed.

"I just though you might want a ride to school today" he said shyly

" umm..Im not to sure about that" omg you know you like him just except the ride and get over it.

"Oh ok well that's cool never mind" his face fell and he started to turn around I felt so guilty for making him upset.

"Wait up Edward…I'll take the ride if you're still willing" his face lit up like a little boy in a candy store. I threw the keys back in the house not caring were they landed and locked the door. He had already walked down the path down to his car and was waiting with the passenger door open. He took my hand and helped me into my seat closed the door and ran around to the passenger seat got in the car and started the engine but instead of driving away he was just sitting there staring at me with what looked like concern in his deep green eyes.

"What is it Edward" I said blushing at the fact that he was looking at me.

"Ummm nothing never mind it's not important." he said looking away from me

"Seriously Edward just tell me" I said starting to get annoyed

"I was wondering if you were ok and maybe if you wanted to talk about it" he mumbled probably hoping I wouldn't hear it

"Look Edward what happened yesterday that's not normal for me I don't let people see me like that and im sorry you had to deal with that im sure it was the last thing you would want to deal with it wont happen again." I stated in a firm voice.

The next thing I know his fingers are under my chin pulling my face back so I have to look into his eyes

"Bella please don't ever say anything like that again its killing me to know you don't trust me please just let me be here for you." he said and the look in is eyes was complete and unfathomable love. Hahaha you really think he could love you stupid girl im so stupid he probably just feels sorry for me.

"How do I know you won't leave" I whispered trying to hide the hurt.

"I don't think I could if I tried Bella you've made me whole and I've only known you for three days"

"Your just saying that you don't mean it nobody feels that way about me im worthless don't you know that I don't want your pity Edward can we just go to school" I said trying to hide the tears I knew would break through any minute.

"How do you feel about ditching… im not really in the mood to deal with my friends and I want to show you the place I go when I need to think." he said with that velvet voice that made my knees weak.

"Yeah that's cool…weres it at." I said

"You'll see" he whispered.

We drove for what seemed like and hour before we got the rail head why were we in the mountains I was starting to get extremely anxious why would he be bring me into the woods what does he want with me oh no I what do I do. I looked over and Edward was staring at me again.

"Bella love what's wrong" worry was the only expression on his face

"I was just wondering why you were bringing me to the woods" I said my voice cracking. Every bad thing that could possibly happen to me started running through my mind. I broke out in cold sweets and noticed my hands shaking. Edward slowly grabbed one of my hands in his rubbing soothing circles with his thumb trying to calm me down

"My love I want hurt you please please believe me… I wanted to show you a place that my parents use to bring me to when I was little it's a meadow ride up the trail this is were I come to think. I've never shown anybody this place not even Alice." That caught my attention. Alice must be his girlfriend I knew it was true good to be true he only brought me here out of pity wow could I be anymore naïve. I couldn't hide the hurt in my eyes but I tried to push it back before he could see but it didn't work

"Alice is my sister I was gonna introduce you two today when we were done here if that's ok…I want you to meet some other people to" he said smiling as we started walking up the trail

"And who might that be" I whispered new people scared me

"Well there's Jasper, Alice's boyfriend and my best friend then there's Rosalie and Emmitt who are also mine and Alice's best friend"

"wait a minute you have a friend named Emmitt, that's my brothers name but he prefers to go by David" it wasn't until I said this that I realized he would be coming home today it had been so long since the last time I saw him.

"That's weird" Edward sounded worried.

"Don't worry my brother is harmless he's a year older then but he looks more like my mom"

"Were here" he said pushing through the brush on the side of the trail and it was the most beautiful place ive ever seen with grass blowing in the wind and flowers scattered in what seemed like perfect harmony.

"Do you like it" he whispered snaking his arms around my waist.

"I love it" I said as a tear slipped from my eye Edward lead me to the middle of the meadow and sat me down.

"Im glad you like it but its nothing with you here in comparison." I blushed at his words.

"Let's play a game…how bout twenty questions" he said with a taunting voice.

"ummm…ok" I managed to chock out. Why would you agree to this he doesn't need to know your secrets he'll just end up hating you.

"What's your favorite color?"

"Green" I blurted out with out thinking causing a blush to creep up to my cheeks which only made him chuckle.

"What's yours" I asked shyly Edward looked in my eyes and whispered

"Brown…warm chocolate brown." I felt my heart skip a beat

(Edwards POV)

Sitting here looking into her eyes I can feel my world piecing itself together I want to know want to know what happened to her so here I am sitting in my meadow debating on asking her Just ease into it that's probably the best way to get her to open up.

"So why did you move to forks" I asked trying to sound nonchalant her reaction definite wasn't what I expected her eyes tightened she drew her mouth into a tight line and started pulling on the sleeve to her jacket

"IM not sure I should tell you only my brother knows." she whispered

"Please I promise I won't tell anybody" I said rubbing circles soothingly into her arms

"Im afraid you wont like me" she whispered sound vulnerable and weak.

"Bella I already told you that's not possible"

"Alright well here it goes" I sat there quietly listening to what happened to her getting angrier by the minute

"Umm I was seventeen and I started dating this guy named James he was twenty at the time." she shuttered at the name.

"We were together for about three months and he wanted to take our relationship to the next level and I wasn't ready. He called me one night and said his roommate was out of town for the weekend and he wanted to rent a movie for us. So I got to his house and he started to the movie…We started kissing and then he tried touching me and when I told him to stop he got really mad and started hitting me I tried get out but he was to strong…he ripped at my shirt tell he finally got it off and then he forced my pants off and im pretty sure you can figure out what else happened when I woke up I was in the hospital… id been in a coma for about two months when I finally got to go home my mom started doing drugs and it got really bad so I thought a new start would be good for everybody so I sent my mom to rehab and moved in with Charlie." she finished

Now im sitting here with tears running down my face thinking about how badly I want to kill the little fucker who hurt her

"Edward you ok" she whispered wiping the tears from my eyes.

"Why…why you your perfect absolutely perfect" I cried

I realized at that exact point in time I loved her more then I ever thought possible. I looked back up at Bella and she was taking off her jacket that when I saw them I grabbed her wrist as soft as possible trying not to scare her

"What's this Bells…why'd you do this I broke out into even more sobs.