AN: Okay this is the first time I write something like this, so I'm definitely stepping out my comfort zone in writing, but I hope it turned out well that you still enjoy it, especially riverkirby cus this one is for you. =)

It all started with a drunken kiss. Rachel never expected it to develop into anything, but one thing led to another and she became involved in a secret relationship with Quinn Fabray. They have been together since the summer before starting their senior year and they were still together after school began, but that's when the problems began. That's not to say they never argued before school began, but there were things that Rachel could no longer ignore. And those things were the longing glances between Finn and Quinn. She found it ironic that Finn was the one to bring them together by breaking up with Quinn the year before after Sue's older sister Jean's funeral and then him coming to her to ask for a second chance. She had rejected him and had gone to comfort Quinn even if she was at risk of receiving the cold shoulder from her, but Quinn had surprised her by letting her stay. That night they both got drunk and the kiss happened. It wasn't until a few weeks later they brought up what happened and decided to see where it would lead them.

They had not only developed a physical relationship, but also an emotional one. Whenever Quinn needed someone she would either go see Rachel or call her no matter the time and Rachel would always welcome her. When Rachel needed someone Quinn would instantly stop what she was doing and go to Rachel where ever she was. They talked about their problems and helped one another become a better person. Quinn wasn't as mean to others when the new school year started and Rachel had calmed down in always being the star of everything, but that is not to say she still didn't get down with Kurt and Mercedes when she wanted to the main singer.

But now Rachel knew that Finn was going to be the one to also break them up even though Quinn constantly reassured her that she and Finn weren't anything. Rachel trusts her, but she won't wait to get hurt when Finn and Quinn act on their feelings again. She can't, not again. She was tired of not being or sharing the number one spot in someone's heart. With Finn she shared that spot with Quinn, with Noah she didn't stand a chance when they had dated and their hearts were set on another person and even now he had Lauren and then Jesse she didn't lose anyone, but she lost to something that wasn't even a person, she lost to his goals and dreams. Rachel loved Quinn, but she didn't want to share her not with Finn or anyone and she didn't want Quinn sharing her own affections with another person that wasn't her. She knew she was being selfish, but she couldn't help it and in the end she knew she was going to only end up hurting herself and Quinn. If she truly loved her she would let her go. The thought of not being with Quinn anymore brought tears to her eyes.

"Rachel, what's wrong?" Quinn asked concerned when she saw her girlfriend's eyes glistening with tears. "Did someone say something to you?" she growled the question just waiting for Rachel to tell her who and she would person hunt the person down and teach them a lesson or two.

Rachel shook her head holding back her tears. "No one said anything and you know I'm stronger than that."

"I know." Quinn sighed giving her a soft smile. "But that doesn't stop me from worrying." She looked around the empty classroom and then glanced at the open door to see no one there. "What is it that you wanted to talk about?"

Rachel clenched her fists trying not to let her words soften her resolve. She had to do this. "I'm breaking up with you." She watched the way Quinn's body went rigid a moment before their gazes met and she could see the disbelief and hurt in her eyes.

"Why?" Quinn whispered the question hoarsely trying to keep her emotions in check. Rachel's words cut straight through her. "Did I do something wrong?"

"No you didn't." Rachel said trying hard not to reach out toward the blonde. "It's better this way."

"That doesn't make any sense." Quinn snapped trying to blink back tears. Just when she thought things were going good for Rachel and her. "I don't get you, this is all too sudden."

"I don't want to hold you back Quinn. I want you to be happy. I don't want you to have any regrets."

"What are you talking about? I'm happy with you."

"I'm talking about Finn. You still have feelings for him."

"No I don't."

"Yes you do Quinn. I see the way you look at him."

"…I don't mean to Rachel." Quinn stepped closer to her. "I'm sorry, I won't look at him anymore. Just please stay with me."

Rachel shook her head. "I can't, you know how I feel about sharing first place Quinn. I'm tired of it."

"Then you don't love me!" Quinn cried out finally breaking as tears slid down her face. "If you did, you would stay by my side. You would understand."

"I do love you Quinn! More than I can bear!" Rachel snapped as she tried hard to fight tears, but it was all in vain because they still slid down her face. "That's why I'm letting you go. I don't want you to wonder what ifs Quinn. It will destroy you like it does me. I want you to explore this opportunity once more."

"What if it doesn't work out Rachel?" Quinn whimpered. "You will be lost to me."

Rachel shook her head. "I never said we wouldn't ever get back together. If things with Finn don't work out and I'm not with anyone else we can pick up from where we left off."

Quinn shook her head. "I want to stay with you."

"It's not going to happen unless you do what I say."

"Why are you doing this?"

"I want you to be happy."

"And you think he will be able to do that, after everything he has done to me?"

"Even so, I notice that when you two talk to each other you're the happiest."

"I'm happy with you."

"But not as much as you are with him."

"You don't know that."

"But I do."

"There's no way for me to change your mind."

"No…"

"…"

"…"

"Quinn, what are y-" Rachel wasn't able to finish the question due to Quinn pressing her lips against hers. She sighed into the kiss knowing that it was a farewell kiss and a promise for more in the future. Neither knew that it would be the last they would ever share.

Quinn pulled away blinking back another wave of tears. "Don't be a stranger to me."

Before Rachel could say anything Quinn ran out the classroom leaving Rachel by herself. It was at that moment that all the emotions she had bottled up cam spilling out. Her body shook with sobs.


Sam had been sent by none other than Kurt and Mercedes to go look for their fellow diva Rachel Berry who had gone missing mysteriously after the bell rang to signal lunch and had to yet to show up to their lunch table. Sam had tried to reassure them that Rachel was fine, but they would take none of it, so he being the nice guy that he was volunteered to go look for their darling friend. As he passed the Cheerios and football team table he noticed Quinn missing, but thought nothing of it. "She might be with Rachel. After all they seem to hang around each other lately."

Sam continued walking aimlessly trying to figure out where Rachel could be since she wasn't at her locker and he had checked the auditorium and choir room. It was by chance he came across hearing Quinn's voice. Sam was heading toward the room to ask Quinn if she had seen Rachel when he heard Rachel's voice, "I'm breaking up with you."

Sam froze by the wall next to the door. "What?" It didn't take him long to piece together what Rachel and Quinn were talking about and couldn't believe what he was hearing "Rachel and Quinn were going out." The moment he heard Quinn's voice crack he knew he was intruding by listening and wanted to leave to give them their privacy, but his body wouldn't respond. He remained standing there listening and his fists clenching when he heard the reason why they were breaking up. "Finn…" He was the cause of Rachel's pain, Quinn cheating and breaking up him and now the reason Rachel is breaking up with Quinn.

Sam was lost in his own thoughts until someone rammed into him. He hands grasped onto the person's arms so they wouldn't fall backward on impact. His emerald eyes connected with hazel orbs glistening with tears. It took him a moment to register that it was a crying Quinn Fabray he was holding up. His grip on her loosened in shock as he felt sympathy for her. Sam knew how much the girl had changed, she smiled more, was nicer when it came to dealing with others, and popularity was no longer a necessity her, which only made her a more likable person. One could even say Quinn and him were friends on a certain level now. Instead of saying anything Quinn pulled away and continued to run down the hall. For a moment Sam debated going after her, but the thought left his mind when he heard Rachel crying in the classroom.

Without a second thought Sam walked inside the room and up to Rachel. There gaze met for a moment before Sam pulled her into his arms and held her. "It's ok."

"It hurts Sam." Rachel cried into his chest. "It hurts so damn much."

"It's supposed to hurt." Sam said as he soothingly rubbed circles on her back. "The pain proves how deep your feelings for her are."

"You knew?" Rachel asked pulling away.

"I barely found out." Sam tucked some of the locks of hair that had slipped forward behind her ear.

"Promise that you won't tell anyone."

"I promise."

"Thank you Sam." Rachel sighed in relief as she lay her head against his chest and let the sound of his heartbeat soothe her pain.

"Let's get out here."

"What?"

"Away from the pain." Before Rachel could protest Sam grabbed her hand and pulled her out the classroom, away from where everything took place and to somewhere where they could create memories that could bring a smile on her face.


That night Sam lay awake on his bed as he stared at the ceiling thinking about what took place during the day. After he left the school with Rachel he took her to the park and pushed her when she got on the swing until her tears dried and her sobs turned into laughter. Only for her to later force him on the swing and push him. After an hour he took her to go eat at a vegan restaurant she had taken Kurt, Mercedes and him before when it had been her turn to choose something for them to eat. By the time he dropped her back to her house there was barely any lingering sadness echoing in her eyes. He just hoped that she didn't feel sad alone in her room and that she didn't cry herself to sleep. His cell phone vibrating against his nightstand broke through his thoughts.

Sam reached for this cell phone and flipped it open to read the text message someone sent him.

"Thank u for 2day Sam. I'll c u at school tomorrow."

A smile curved onto his lips when he read the message. "You're welcome Rach. I'm always here for u." He sent the message and as if he had been waiting the whole time for her text as he lay on his bed, sleep finally began to rear its head. Just as his eyes closed his cell phone vibrated again. He reached for it and flipped it open. He didn't have to guess who the sender was once he read the message.

"Take good care of her."

"U didn't have to tell me. I am already planning 2." He sent the message and fell asleep with his cell phone in his hand.

The next morning Sam didn't receive a reply to his last text until he arrived at school and crossed paths with Quinn Fabray. A small smile graced her when their gazes met. Neither said a word as they continued on their path to their classes. Just as he reached the end of the hall he saw Rachel taking out text books as if feeling his gaze on her, she looked up and met his gaze smiling. A warm feeling spread through him at an alarming rate as his heart pounded rapidly in his chest. It was the same feeling that Quinn had invoked in him, but this time it was stronger.


6 Months Later

"Should I be worried that the two of you are talking in low voices to each other?" Sam asked raising an eyebrow at Quinn as he wrapped an arm around his girlfriend's shoulders.

"Do I hear some insecurity in your voice?" Quinn looked at Sam amused before glancing at Rachel. "You worried that she might be coming back with me?"

"Not at all." Sam grinned. "I think it would be kinda hot if I saw you two making out."

"Sam." Rachel scolded her boyfriend by lightly punching him on the shoulder.

"Who knows," Quinn winked at him. "Maybe as your third month anniversary Rachel and I could put on a show for you."

"Quinn! Don't encourage him." Rachel glared at her ex, while Sam chuckled.

"I'm just playing." Quinn gave her a peck on the cheek. "I have to meet up with Finn. I'll see you later." She waved at Sam and Rachel before walking away. They watched as Quinn walked up to Finn, who smiled at her before wrapping an arm around her shoulders.

"They seem happy." Rachel sighed with a smile.

"They better be cus I don't plan to let you go any time soon." Sam pulled her closer to him.

"I thought you wanted me to make out with Quinn." Rachel met his gaze only to see it darken as amusement faded from his eyes.

Sam looked around to see the hallway empty before trapping her body between the lockers and him. "It sounds like something exciting to see, but I would never want you to do it." Sam hissed. "If I ever catch you and Quinn making out in a janitor's closet I swear I'll pull you out of there and lock her in there personally before taking you back to my place and reminding you who you're with and who you belong to."

"Belong to…" Rachel raised an eyebrow at him amused. "That sounds kind of kinky." She winked at him.

Sam fought back a smile. "No comment."

"Have I ever told you how sexy you are when you get jealous?" Rachel slid her hands slowly up his chest.

"You're going to be the death of me." Sam groaned as his hands grasped her waist and pulled her closer to him, his forehead pressed against hers.

"You know you love me." Rachel got on her tiptoes and pressed her lips against his. It was supposed to be a simple kiss when she pulled back, but Sam simply crushed his lips against hers. Her hands fisted his shirt as she sighed into the kiss contently and her toes curled in pleasure when his tongue brushed against her. When they pulled away for breath Rachel grinned at him. "Okay, you know I love you too."

"That's what I thought." Sam grinned as grabbed her hand and led her to the cafeteria where Kurt and Mercedes would be waiting for them.

Rachel was finally able to find the person that placed her number one in their heart and Sam finally knew that he gave his heart to the right girl this time.

AN: I apologize for any grammatical errors. This one-shot is for riverkirby I hope I did it justice and that you enjoyed as well as everyone who read this as well. I want to thank Catlimere, Unable-Unbelievable, GleeRachelberry, Princesakarlita411, IlithyiaCZ, The Wonderful Mistique and kate7148 for reviewing. You have no idea how much your reviews mean to me. I love hearing from you, so please don't forget to review. (^_^)