Sleeping with the enemy
Disclaimer: I don't own Naruto
Chapter 6
Lost
No.
Impossible.
It's not true.
It can't be...
Hiashi was found cold and dead by his room.
Hinata's knees gave up and she ended up sitting upon hearing the news from Neji. She looked at him with eyes can't stop from releasing tears.
All her sufferings are gone, all not worth it, all she had suffered to have is gone.
'Why? Now that I am on my way making you proud, why now?'
The Hyuga clan had Hiashi on his final destination the afternoon after the death of the leader.
It rained hard and it was cold in and out.
She felt as if something froze in her. Something big was lost and she knew it hurt.
More than it did before..
She could clearly remember when he tells her she was useless and weak.
Hinata wiped her eyes and reminisce the time he told her she was pretty, the time of her wedding when he walked with her through the aisle.
Father, I never thought it would hurt when you're gone..Stupid, stupid. I love you...
Her heavy eyes were searching for comfort and this was the perfect time Sasuke has to be there beside her but wasn't.
Her soles found her old room perfectly kept since she left the walls of the Hyuga leader.
She hugged herself and sat on her bed, her vision was blurry but never realized it. She said to herself she was too tired to think so she didn't.
The white eyes of the petite young lady were almost fading as it is already but it won't stop crying.
A soft knock on her old wooden doors were heard but she never responded until it opened.
Revealing the blurry sight of the man with blonde hair.
"Hinata" His own familiar voice froze her.
It burnt her ears and broke her heart. She longed to never hear the old husky voice of him.
She cried, harder this time. 'I don't want to see you now.' she wanted to say but couldn't.
She can't find the guts in her tongue and her voice can't come out from where they should come out.
She hated herself for that.
He held her hands and pulled her up from her position and hugged her, they both heard the closing of the door but never the opening of it again.
"Hinata" the blonde whispered, she missed him and she could only reply with a soft cry.
She felt disgusted, she was married and she's still in love with someone. She felt...unfaithful but was too afraid to speak.
'I don't want this anymore, it's killing me..i don't want to...no' Her sobs were beginning to be louder..
His warm calloused palms found her cheeks and his lips were on hers.
Hinata didn't blush but felt weak, she didn't respond but did not hesitate not to push apart. She was too weak to push, emotionally weak and both of them knew that and he took advantage of it..
You're so..unfair, Naruto.
Lying, she looked at Sasuke's sleeping figure, his breathing evenly and he was giving off warmth from his body heat.
Hinata knew he wasn't awake, their usual night routine would never be complete without them talking before they sleep but this was another case.
"Sasuke." She weakly gave out a small call and he quietly looked at her direction.
"I..He..well..we kissed." She said. She was sorry he could tell
"I know." She swallowed all the saliva forming in her mouth and her eyes were beginning to cry fountains again.
"I am sorry." She said looking at the ceiling,
"I am so..sorry." She repeated and wiped her tears, her palms were on her closed eyes and she wasn't removing them.
"I will never do it again." She said and moved her body totally facing his direction and he did the same, his hand on his head as a pillow and the other was lying on his waist
"It's fine with me," Sasuke replied and she looked at him seeking for an interpretation of what he just said
"Because I know you belong to me and not to him." He continued and her chin was shaking signing she was about to cry again
"Sasuke, you just..always make me feel..comfortable even though it's becoming unfair." the Byakugan user confessed between sobs.
"Because that is what husbands do. right?" He smirked and she continued to remove the guilt with the tears flowing through her eyes.
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