Jealousy holds consequences

Later

I flinched when he looked at me and become almost as white as Hichigo by the anger I saw in his eyes. I tried to clear my head but every time I looked at the note the words echoed in my head again and again. but I couldn't help but think if Grimmjow thought I wasn't worth it anymore and that he would leave me but I didn't want that not at all .I wanted him and only him. I sighed and looked down at the note and read it in my head one more time.

~ Ichigo I like you…a lot… and as hard as I try I can never get over you, so would you grant me the honor of a date tomorrow in our hidden place? – love (hopefully) Hichigo~

I hope Grimmjow doesn't take that hidden place to literally….Grimmjow...

Now

I went through the rest of my day in a haze and I couldn't stop thinking about how I was going to convince Grimmjow that this was not a big deal like he thought it was. But even though I planned so many scenarios in my head, nothing ended well and that only made me more and more anxious that when school was over I was practically hyperventilating in front of Grimmjow's classroom.

I stood there to afraid of the look he gave me to go in, but once I gained my composure I felt my courage wield my hand to grab the door and slide it open. But the moment I opened the door I was pulled into the class room by my wrist and I heard the door close with a huge slam. I turned to see an angry looking Grimmjow keeping a tight grip on me.

"What the fuck was that note?!" Grimmjow yelled at me, his rage quickly engulfing him

"I don't know" I said quickly "Hichigo just said he wanted to tell me something and when you walked in I guess he just wrote the note so he could get it off his chest-"

"So what's with this secret hiding place bull shit?!"

"Look Hichigo and I grew up together so its only natural that we had a secret hiding place when we were young!" I spoke clearly protecting my friend

"that's not normal" Grimmjow practically growled "And if he likes you now he probably did when you guys were kids, so stay the fuck away from him and that hiding spot of yours!"

I looked up in anger and scowled at him "Look Grimmjow you can't do that! I can see and hang out with any body that I want and with out your permission! Your not my dad! And besides were just childhood friends!"

"I don't give a rats ass if your childhood friends! I don't want you to go there and I don't want to see his albino ass speaking to you again! Are we clear?!" Grimmjow said matching my gaze and anger

I just shook my head and yanked my arm away from him "No Grimmjow were not clear, I don't need your permission to do shit." I stood up straight and walked passed Grimmjow heading for the door "I'm leaving"

Grimmjow looked at me in disbelief and his anger only worsened as he grabbed me again "Nobody is going to take you away from me! your mine do you understand? MINE!" And Grimmjow kissed me.

I stood there for a while in shock but finally came to my senses when he bit my lip way too hard. I felt his hand roam all over my body, He was being so rough and I tried to pull away from it but he just tightened his grip on any body part he just happened to be touching. I didn't want this I wanted him but not like this, I pushed back with all my might and I was able to escape but his anger only increased *if that was possible*

"Get back over here Ichigo!" Grimmjow ordered as he had a finger pointed to the spot in front of him

"No Grimmjow your being too rough! I know your angry and upset but don't hurt me!" I practically yelled at him, letting all the anger I had leave my body.

I waited for an angry response to tell me that I was being a baby or something like that, but when I looked up all I saw a beautiful man who only looked at me longingly with a sorry expression on his face. "Ichigo im...im...sorry..." I saw Grimmjow struggle to let the words out as his voice cracked a little.

I was taken aback by this that I instinctively ran up to him and hugged him hoping that I could provide some sort of comfort for him, and I guess I did because the moment I wrapped my arms around him his arms wrapped around me holding me close to his body and we stayed there holding each other close.

I relaxed into his embrace and I felt the rising and falling of his chest, I was in complete bliss till Grimmjow said in a very depressed tone "Are you going to leave me?"

I froze for a moment but I immediately came to my senses and looked up to a pair of welcoming beautiful blue eyes that held so much emotion in them. There was hate, love, Understanding, heartbreak, and most of all worry. Grimmjow brought a hand up to brush my cheek "If you do I..i don't...i don't know what id be able to do with myself... I love you Ichigo and as much as it hurts me I can see that you don't want me.." he said sadly as he kissed my forehead and he began to pull away from me.

I was thrown by his words and I realized I didn't want him to go I wanted him to stay by my side forever that I wanted him. "No Grimmjow wait!" I spoke quickly and grabbed a hold of his shirt so he wouldn't leave " look im..im not very good with my emotions and sometimes it's hard to know what I want, but I can guarantee you that there's nobody else I want to be with but you…I don't know what this is, I can't say that I love you because I don't know if that's what my feelings are but there is nobody I would much rather want to try to love than you. And not even Hichigo could change my mind because..Because…I want to love you, Grimmjow...With all of my heart and nobody else, so please..Please don't go."

I saw Grimmjow's face look shocked and my heart wouldn't stop beating till I saw him smile at me and connect our lips together. It was the most loving kiss he has ever given me that my heart skipped a beat, his tongue glided against mine and we molded our body together knowing that we would never want to let go of each other ever again. But air was sadly needed after a couple of minutes of our time together and Grimmjow pulled away slightly and whispered in my face "I knew you couldn't resist me"

I laughed and I pretended to push his chest dramatically and say "no I must resist" and we laughed again continuing to hold one another close. Grimmjow bent down a little closer to me letting our noses touch and he smiled

"I love you Ichigo" Grimmjow said passionately

I smiled back and pulled him closer to me "I think..I love you too Grimmjow"

Grimmjow smiled happily at me and we kissed again, but the moment our lips touched there was a flash of light that blinded Grimmjow and I. We looked to the door to see what caused the sudden flash and we both froze in place. There at the door way was Hichigo holding up his camera phone with a pissed off expression on his face.

"Well well well" Hichigo said angrily "what do we have here?"