Bloom sat on the roof of one of the towers of Alfea. She was watching the sun rise it had been two days since the incidence and so far Bloom still hadn't forgiven herself because she still couldn't get the pictures out of her mind of what she had done. And what might of happened if Riven hadn't pulled her out of the darkness. But at the moment she was afraid that it would take her over again that she wouldn't be able to control it again. And what if next time Riven isn't there.
Bloom had been avoiding Riven and the girls ever since it had happened at the moment all she wanted was for someone to hold her and tell her it would all be ok and that she would make it through it. But she couldn't make herself talk to them. She could barely be in a room with them without feeling bad.
And Riven.... Riven Bloom had finally figured out that she liked him much more then a friend she was falling for him and fast he had completely stolen her heart and she wanted him to keep it forever. But she also realised that her heart was slowly breaking and her world was becoming so complicated. Everything in her life all the good things had always came crashing down in the end but she never let on to the others she always kept the brave strong happy face on she kept her mask on and pretended that everything was alright.

The sun had completely risen and it was now quiet hight in the sky beating down on her making her feel warm but on the inside she felt cold.
She looked down at the courtyard as the students started to come out then she spotted her friends and then she saw them walking towards the entrance she then spotted all the boys riding up and at that moment she just wanted to disappear.

"Hey guys" Brandon said as the got off their bikes and stood with the girls.
"Where is Bloom" Sky blurted out. All the girls looked at each other and sighed.
"She has been avoiding us for the past two days" Stella said
"I don't blame her not after what she did if i was her i wouldn't be able to face us either" Rick Musa's boyfriend said.
"Don't be to hard on her Rick she couldn't control it" Musa said
"I know I understand its just she probably feels really guilty I mean I would" Rick said

Bloom could see them and felt like crying. She started to sing a song that she had made up long ago when she found out that her birth parents were suposidly dead and ehr home planet was destroyed.

"Why? Why are you still here with me?
Didn't you see what I've done?
In my shame I want to run,
And hide myself.
Yeah, but it's here I see the truth,
I don't deserve you.

As she sung her song the wind that was blowing all around her carried her beautiful voice down for all to hear.

But I need you to love me,
And I, I won't keep my heart from you this time.
And I'll stop this pretending that I can,
Somehow deserve what I already have
I need you to love me

I, I have wasted so much time
Pushing you away from me.
I just never saw how you
Could cherish me.

Cause you're a God who has all things,
And still you want me.

And I need you to love me,
And I, I won't keep my heart from you this time.
And I'll stop this pretending that I can,
Somehow deserve what I already have
Yeah, ye-ea-eah

Your love makes me forget what I have been.
Your love makes me see who I really am.
Your love makes me forget what I have been, oh-oh.

And I need you to love me, yeah
I need you to love me, ye-ea-eah!
And I'll stop this pretending that I can,
Somehow deserve what I already have
Somehow deserve what I already have
I need you to love me, yeah
I need you to…
oh oh oh oh eo (x4)
Love me, love me, yah"

"Bloom" Riven whispered as he heard her voice he looked up to the roof and spotted her. The others followed where he was looking and all watched and listened.
As her song ended Bloom looked their way and saw they were looking at her.
"Come on we cant let her hid again" Sky said as he saw that she started to get up and run in the other direction.

They all followed him and ran towards the school.

"Bloom was about to open the door to the stairs leading from the roof but it opened before she could open it and Sky and the others ran out.
"Bloom" Sky said walking forward.
"What do you want Sky" Bloom asked
"Bloom come on don't be like this come and hang out with us just forget about everything and we can all go back to life the way it was before you know exactly like it was before with you and me as well" Sky said the last bit so only she could hear.
"What no" Bloom gasped
"Look just leave me alone guys ill come and hang out with you all again when I'm ready and not before and Sky I will NEVER go out with you again" Bloom said and then ran fromm the roof.

I DO NOT OWN THE SONG - I Need You to Love Me ~ Barlow Girl.. All credit goes to the band Barlow Girl girl I LOVE THIS BAND
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