"Doing just some thing before you want me to go away for good"

"What exactly is that?"

"This."

James lifted Lily's head up and kissed her with passion Lily wrapped her arms around his neck and kissed back. Sirius was watching the whole time and smiled.

"Good work James you won her back again." He walked away silently

James held her close not wanting to let her go ever, wanting it all of it not to be a dream. James woke in the early morning light to feel some one in his arms.

"Oh, what exactly did I do last night?" He asked himself.

Lily moaned and rolled over. James dared not look at the girl or at least he hoped it was a girl. James wriggled to get comfortable.

Lily moaned again then spoke. "Stay still." She whispered.

"Ok Lily." James shook his head. "Ah, what?" this had to be a dream Lily loathed him because he hit her she can't be here it is another one of his fantasies that he had so often hoping she would come back. James closed his eyes wishing that when he woke up it would just be a sheer dream but all together he wished it not to end.

He felt the person kiss his chest as they rolled over. They put there arm over his chest running there hand up and down his side. James shivered.

Lily rolled onto her back and then sat up she stretched and then looked over her shoulder at him. He had his eyes closed. She twisted under the covers and then she leaned down and kissed him his eyes flashed open. Lily jumped as he jumped.

She gently pulled away from him. "What?" she asked softly.

"This is a dream you can't be here or I can't be here" James pushed her to the side and got out of the bed and was about to walk away when he was pulled back down.

Lily started to massage his shoulders and then gave his neck a kiss. She moved from behind him to be in front of him she sat in his lap. "You are here and so am I." James wrapped his arms around her and buried his head into her chest.

"Do I have to wake up from this?" James asked.

"Oh shut up, I will prove you are awake." Lily gave him a kiss. "Sorry"

"For what" but he had need not of asked as Lily pinched him, hard. "OUCH" he pushed Lily off himself and clasped his leg.

Lily got up and walked out of the room and yelled out from the hallway. "DUMB ARSE"

"Gee fowl language from a lady." James snickered as he held his leg.

Lily walked out to the kitchen fuming slightly over James.

"Knock… Knock… can I come in?" Came a voice from behind her, Lily turned around to see who it was.

"Um..." Lily looked up. James father stood in the doorway. "Oh yes sir you may come in after all I am only your servant"

"Lily, you are no longer my servant you are James' and he can do as he wishes with you, you know that."

Lily bowed her head. "Yes sir."

James' father walked over to her and lifted her head up and gave her a kiss on her cheek. "You are doing alright I gather no more nonsense from my son."

"No not really I have lived here for a couple of weeks and James came last night but now won't accept that it is not a dream so now he is sitting in bed trying to wake up after I pinched him."

James' father laughed. "You pinched him?" Lily nodded. "Which way to the room he is in?" Lily pointed down the hallway. He walked down the hallway and stood in the door way.

James kept his eyes closed. "This is a dream you are not here." he said out loud as he heard the foot steps.

"Yes I am my boy now you will get out of that bed and give your wife to be a kiss for god sake."

James fell out of the bed and stood up with the blankets on his head. "Father" James said but was muffled by the blankets but it sounded more like Fafher. James pulled the blankets off.

James father laughed as his son walked towards him. James hugged his father "She does not deserve me father"

"Let her judge that James she is the only one that can judge you not me." James nodded.

Lily walked into the room. "Sorry to intrude on this conversation but breakfast is ready James. Lord Potter would you like some thing to eat?"

Oh yes please if it is not to much bother." Lord Potter said.

"No bother, James what would you like?" Lily asked.

"Um, any thing please"

"Ok" Lily walked out of the room.

Lord Potter turned and glared at James, James sighed. "Lily"

Lily walked back in. "Yes James."

"Come here." Lily raised an eyebrow but walked over to him. James wrapped his arms around her waist. "Thank you Lily."

Lily rested her head on his chest. "You are welcome James" she slowly got out of his hold and placed her hand on his chest. "Come on or breakfast will get cold." She grabbed James' hand and led him out. Lord Potter walked ahead of them. Lily stopped and James turned to face her. She stood on her tiptoes and gave him a kiss. "Was that real enough for you?"

James shook his head Lily was about to walk away when he kissed her and deepened it licking at her lips begging for entrance Lily allowed him entrance and James moaned as she did.

Some one coughed from behind them they pulled apart. "You know when you have a guest that's not a good thing to do."

Lily blushed. "Sorry Sir."

James smiled. "Sorry Father." James nudged Lily and he smiled. "That was real." James said as he held her close.

Lily smiled. "Thank you"

After breakfast Lord Potter left His son and Lily alone to do what they wished as he headed on home. Lily walked silently to the bedroom and lay down on the bed and rolled over looking at the ceiling she sighed then closed her eyes and thought about every thing that happened.

It all had to be test for them to see if they were stronger than there fears are or ever were. James walked into the room and froze he smiled as he walked over to the bed and sat down next to Lily he put his hand onto her stomach and rub it around in a circle. Lily moaned and rolled over one to her side but James kept his hand on her side.

"Lily, are you alright?" James asked.

Lily opened her eyes. "Yer im just tired and need to close my eyes when you started to rub my stomach I was about to fall asleep."

"Huh that made no sense Lily." James rolled her over to look at her face.

"Can you do it again?"

"What, this" James moved to lye next to her and he started to rub he stomach in circles again with in a short period of time she was asleep.

"James are we going now or not, you can stay if you want but I want to go home." Lily said impatiently.

"Coming." James picked his bag up as well as Lily's bag and they walked out the door and to the carriage awaiting them outside.

They got out at the mansion and went inside.

Lily looked around. "I forgot how beautiful it was here."

James looked around as well. "Yes I forgot as well."

Lily looked at him confused. "What do you mean you did live here while I was not here?"

James looked at Lily. "It lost all beauty when you left and now it seems more alive than ever."

"James have you been hit over the head how can you not see the beauty of it all even if im not here." Lily asked him.

"I don't know I just did not." James answered in all honesty as he shrugged.

Lily walked to the bed room and put her stuff down. James walked into the room and walked up behind her and picked her up and spun her around. Lily laughed and held on to him.