A/N: sorry I took so long updating, I was on holiday.
Alice POV
I can see my Jasper everywhere. In my whole families eyes, in Rosalie's hair, in Emmett's boyish grin, in Edward's crooked smile. I cherish every moment that reminds me of my love, but at the same time these moments hurts so much that I can not even begin to describe it. Every time I see a glimpse of his face in someone else's, I know that I will never again lay my eyes on his face.
That is the reason that I lie hear on this bed. I don't want to see a reflection of something that I can never touch again.
I, as morbid as it sounds, want to die.
Emmett POV
I try my best to keep a strong front. The others need someone to lean on, a rock. That position is usually filled by me.
But this time it's hard, no, this time it's torture. I loved Jazz, he was my brother.
It's really hard to think that I'll never see him again. Never fight him or arm wrestle, never argue about what to watch on the TV or what Xbox game we should play.
Rosalie POV
I am a stone cold emotionless bitch. That is my role in the family. But that front shattered when I saw him lying on the ground inches away from death.
I may act like I don't give a damn. But I love my family and the last thing I want is to loose one of them.
Edward POV
I keep forgetting he's gone, as impossible as it sounds; I often start to wonder why I can't hear his thoughts. Then it hits me, and I realise that I'll never hear his thoughts again, and the blow never lessens with time.
You never think that something like this is going to happen, not to a vampire. Humans accept death as part of life. Vampires don't.
Bella POV
I worry a lot. I worry about everyone. I miss Jasper, that is a fact that I can not escape. But I also miss Alice. I miss the way she used to be bubbly; she used to have a unique and infectious spark about her. That spark is gone; I fear that it may never return.
Carlisle POV
I have never before experienced anything that could come close to the pain I felt when I watched my child die.
I stood there at the edge of the clearing and my mind was completely blank. If it had been a stranger lying on the cold ground dying, my doctor instincts would have kicked in immediately. But all I could do in those moments was watch in horror as my son lay dying in the arms of his love.
Esme POV
Every part of this family makes it what it is. My family once full of joy and happiness is now taken over by sadness and loss. If Jasper was here he could use his ability and cheer us all up, but then again, if Jasper was here, we wouldn't need cheering up.
I just want him back.