Quinn didn't saw her baby girl in out the classes. She wonder what was going with her girl.
In the math class Rachel sat next to Finn . Her baby girl was supposed to sit next to her in class so she can help her with her math.
The brunette was avoiding the blonde . The brunette did not even make eye contact with her suppose momma. She had gone this time again on her own in the bathroom
.
Quinn is the enemy Rachel told herself many times. She is supposed to pay what she has done tp her.
But on other hand something told her that her momma loves her and she should stop making a big deals out of everything.
When she got out of class she felt someone pulled her it was Quinn. Quinn pulled her into the bathroom . Quinn locked the door of the bathroom.
"What is going on baby girl why have you been avoiding me and do you need a change baby girl "Quinn asked
"Stop playing games with me Quinn " Rachel said as she tried to get the door but Quinn blocked
"What do you mean "Quinn asked she was surprised by Rachel change of attitude
"I saw you talking with Sam "Rachel answered
"And what we were talking about the glee club we have a performance next Friday "Quinn explained
"You were smiling at him you don't that to almost to anybody but only to me " Rachel exclaimed as she glared at the blonde
"You are jealous are you" Quinn asked surprised she was surprised the cuase Rachel was acting this was because of her
"Of course I am not " Rachel exclaimed as she raised her voice maybe she asked herself. She is not supposed to be jealous because Quinn was with a boy.
"Baby girl it is okay "Quinn said caressing the girl shoulder
"No it's not and leave me alone " Rachel said as pulled Quinn hand away and passed next to Quinn as she got out of the bathroom.
Quinn decided she was not going to deal with her baby girl right know she was going to let her calm down. She got the next class she didn't saw Rachel. She was not going to let Rachel skip more classes. For her good luck the teacher was not yet in class.
She got out of the class looking for Rachel. She thought the first place the auditorium she got in there she saw Rachel on the stage
"Rachel you need to be in class right know "Quinn told her baby girl as she makes her presence
"I don't care " Rachel answered who was sitting next to the piano
"Rachel , I don't care how mad you are but you are not going to skip this class"Quinn ordered she was done with this attitude of Rachel
"You are not the boss of me I can't make my own decisions"Rachel said as she stand up from the piano
"I am only going to say this once if you this class you will be in a lot of trouble young lady"Quinn said as she decided she was going to let Rachel decide on her own if she want to skip class but her Rachel will get the consequences if she act bad.
Rachel shrugged as she saw Quinn leave. What was she doing , she was letting the person that truly cared for her out of her life. She felt strange feeling toward her momma when she was talking to that boy but doesn't mean it is her momma fault she have to deal with these feeling alone she told herself.
She wanted Quinn in her life she want to be with her momma forever so why ruinn this situation,.
But the other hand she told herself what she supossed to do with these feelings that is growing that defentily is not a feeling that a baby should have to her mommy.
Quinn was in the class back the teacher has come finally to the class. Durring the lesson Rachel came to the class . The teacher let her baby girl in how matter how late she was.
The girl had no other choice to sit next to her mommy. She saw in her momma face that she will be dealing with her later. She hopes her momma not going to spank her again or give her time out at home.
Her momma give her the note on what she missed in the classes. When the class her momma hold her behind. She waited till everybody was out.
"What is going on with you baby girl " Quinn asked
"Nothing" Rachel said looking the other way
"Baby girl tell me what is going on I can help you "Quinn said she wanted to help Rachel she felt a little hurt how Rachel was acting toward her .
Was her baby girl acting out just becuase she saw her talking with a boy Quinn ask herself.
"Is Sam new Finn" Rachel asked as she crossed her Quinn going to leave her because she found someone better than her . She was not going to go through this again people leaving her. She was doing a way for Quinn to leave her now before she got too attach but she was late. Her momma was now like her world.
"No Sam and I are just working on performance in glee . He is just a teammate he is not going to steal me from you. You are too important for me baby girl" Quinn replied as she tried to pull Rachel hand with her .
But Rachel didn't let her "I don't want to see him with you "Rachel said as she stomped her foot
"Baby girl he is not going to change how I feel about you and he is my teammate Rachel I ca not avoid him because my baby girl is doubting about how I care about her "Quinn said
"Well if you cannot do than forgot about me being your baby girl "Rachel said as she stormed out of the class room
Quinn didn't go after Rachel she was going to let her have her space. How can Rachel be like this after just sawing her and Sam talk. She knew Rachel was going to come back. She knew Rachel wanted her in her life she knew how Rachel loves her mommy.
Rachel was misbehaving she was not following her rules. She knew Rachel got to the bathroom without her. Rachel came late in class and didn't sit next to her in math class so she can help her.
She notice that Rachel was not in next class that she was supposed to be.
It was lunch she knows that Rachel probably went to the auditorium. Just because she said she was going to give Rachel space doesn't mean she was going to let alone on her own.
She got in the auditorium with their lunch there was Rachel sitting again on the stage alone.
She got on the stage that is when Rachel notice her "I am not your business anymore leave me alone "Rachel said and glared at Quinn with red eyes that was a sign that she has been crying
"I brought you your lunch " Quinn said as she put the lunch bag next to Rachel.
Rachel didn't say anything and took the lunch. Quinn sat on the ground .
"Why are you here "Rachel asked
"Baby girl there something you should know about mommy no matter how many times their baby girls try to push the, away they are not going to give up one them "Quinn said to her baby girl with a kind smile
"You are kind of important to me, I don't want to lose all of this just because a boy "Rachel said she frowned
"Till now, I am still with you and the only one who is trying to push me is you baby girl "Quinn said as she walked to sit by Rachel
Rachel didn't say anything she looked down ashamed she know she was not handling the situation well.
She knows she wanted her momma with her but how she had to get rid of these feeling for her momma. She thought her momma would leave this Sam so then everything could went back to normal she would stop thinking her momma was hers.
But for now Rachel thought she could not bear Quinn to leave her she was going to figure out on her own to avoid these feeling she could not like Quinn in a other way than a mommy. Remember it was Quinn who she was talking about the girl who was pure evil but then she remember than Quinn has changes to one of the one of the caring people in her life.
"Rachel looked at me what is going on with you "Quinn asked
"I don't want to talk about it , now "Rachel said as she leaned to Quinn shoulder
"It is okay baby girl but remember I am always open to talk too" Quinn said and kissed her girl on the front
"I know are you going to spanking me for misbehaving " Rachel with her pouty face and the shining big brown eyes
"No at home I will punish you "Quinn said
"Oh " Rachel said sadly
"It's is for your own good, baby girl "Quinn said hold the girl closer to her.
The girl relaxed in her comfort. Quinn was glad that after many things that she put Rachel through she got at least the love of a mommy from Rachel. She was glad how things are going even if she wanted more.
"You know about the past with me trying to go after your boyfriend , I am sorry " Rachel said after a long silence
"It is okay "Quinn said
"Did I hurt you then "Rachel asked
"You knew it was always me against you so it was for the first time you against me " Quinn said
"You still didn't answer my question"
"It kind of did but it wasn't your fault you know I just thought that after all what I put you through you still fell for me " Quinn said of course she was hurt when Rachel was after Finn . Rachel is the one she cared about she thought that time Rachel care for her too so much like she did secretly. She knew it was her own fault for Rachel not to care so much about her.
"Just so you know if I knew how much you cared about I would have never even think of doing that "
"It doesn't matter now what done is done and I forgive you a long time ago for what you did "Quinn said
"I am trying to that to you to I don't want to live in hate "Rachel said eating her bread
"Don't forget to eat the vegetables nana put for you "
"Yes momma "Said Rachel annoyed by her momma who caught her in the act
"Don't talk to momma like that "Quinn astonished her girl
"Sorry momma "Rachel said sweetly
"Okay that's better "Quinn said
"Momma what momma going to perform with throaty mouth "
"Don't call him that you are not a bully and we are performing lucky "Quinn said
"How is it going with glee "Rachel asked
"It's not so bad but it is not that great but why don't you come back " Quinn asked
"I don't know why that I really want my career as a Broadway actress" Rachel said
"What that's what you wanted since you were a kid "Quinn asked in surprise
"So people would notice but I don't know if want this myself , I don't know if these dreams has cost me more happiness than unhappiness in my life like Shelby and Brody "
"But Rachel you liked singing "Quinn said
"I know but I don't know if I like it so much to go choose to be singer in a future that dream of being in Broadway was more like my father and I wanted to do that so my father and other people would see I am worth "
"Sweetie you don't need any of that that you are worth it just be yourself "Quinn said
"I know that what I am thinking to focus on other than singing now and then see what I really want "
"It is okay it your decision "Quinn said
"Thank you for listening to me momma "Rachel and give her momma a small hug
"That is why momma is her for to listen to her baby girl " Quinn said
The bell ring "Let's get going don't want to be late for the other classes " Quinn said getting up
"I want a kiss before momma go" Rachel said
"Okay "Quinn said and kissed her girl on the cheek
Wich Rachel flushed a little bit.
She walked out after her girl. She had still her momma. Her mood was better for the first time she felt really what love meant she didn't have to beg for someone to be with her like Finn. She didn't hide a little of herself like brody.
She didn't notice how she was comparing her past boyfriend with Quinn.
Later up Quinn told her she was going to train with Sam for her performance for glee and told her she expect her to go study in the libary to finish her ho,ework.
Rachel did not like the idea at all Quinn being alone with trouty mouth. No matter how many spanking she will get from her mommy she was not going to let her momma alone with this guy what if the guy turn to be like Brody.
She know Brody never going to mess her again . She heard from Britt Santana beat the crap of him.
She got in audoturium without The two blondes noticing she stayed behind so her momma would not see her.
She certainly was not learning from the spanking from the blonde to listen what her momma say.
She felt a hand pulling her after some chairs she was going to scream "Berry don't make noise "Santana whispered
"What are you doing her "Rachel asked
"Looking if the members are doing their job"Santana said as she had a note with her.
"Well your crazier than me I never did that when I was the captain "
"Well that proves I am better I don't let my team down like some "Santana whispered back
"I didn't let my team down when I was in it you all make you feel unwelcomed "
"That was because you were annoying"
"Well you guys are not a saint either "Rachel said and crossed her arm
"Yes we know it we apologize what more do you want Berry "
"You didn't apoligize you guys just told me to come back like nothing happened"Rachel huffed
"Why did you came here anyway berry "Santana asked changing the subject
"Nothing"Rachel said watching Sam singing to her momma she glared at them even if she knew they weren't seeing them
"Seems like someone don't want to see Quinn with anyone "
"I just don't like trouty mouth don't you see how self obsessed he is with his body "Rachel said angrily
"Easy midget calm down "
"How should I calmed down he is stealing what is mine "Rachel said getting her frustation out what she was seeing how Sam was trying to get her momma pants.
"He is not going steal Quinn from you midget if you treat Quinn how she deserved"Santana said as she rolled her eyes at the brunette drama
"What do you mean by that "
"Look between us I know you have eyes on Quinn how you looked at her and it is okay and I am just saying don't ruinn the things between you two before it even begin "Santana said
"I don't love Quinn like that Santana common she used to bully me "Rachel lied said as she even laugh a little to show how stupid Santana commont was .
"Stop using that reason for your denail for your feelings at Quinn , if you want a healthy relationship with Quinn you have to stop holding on the grudge"
"I am not in love with Quinn okay I just care fot her becuase she is you know what "Rachel said to Santana
"Yes that is why you call her yours "Santana rolled her eyes
"Because she is someone that I cared about " Rachel didn't know why she was talking to Santana. Santana was the last person to talk to about these things.
"Well sorry because the way you are with her Quinn is free to be with anyone "Santana said
Rachel didn't say anything and stayed with her attention to Quinn and Sam. She looked at how Sam was being a gentleman to Quinn. He was singing to her he was going in her personal space.
"She is happy with him "Rachel sighed she know Quinn deserved to be happy
"She is not you can't see how uncomfortable she is with him "Santana answered
"Then why did she pair with him " Rachel asked not believing Quinn was not happy with Sam on stage
"Because she didn't had no one else to pair with it was a choice between Puck or Sam. See if you were there she would have gladly go with you "Santana astonished the girl
"Yeah sure she would love to sing with me instead of someone with a boy any girl wants "Rachel as she huffed she saw Sam and Quinn finished with the training.
Sam told Quinn goodbye and then go of the stage and walked out of the auditorium thank God Sam didn't see the two of them.
She saw Quinn got her things "Rachel Berry I thought I told you to stay in the library "Quinn said looking their directiin
How did Quinn notice she was hear. She looked at Santana for help but she betrayed her "Hmm seems like my job is done and Quinn I want my payment for babysitting the midget" Santana said getting up
"What I thought you were in her for glee " Rachel asked at the brunette
"Of course I am not going waste my time on these loser "
"Then why did you take note when they were performing"
"Becuase... you know I don't have to give any explanation goodbye "Santana said leaving the auditorium
Rachel did not get up she knew she was in a lot of trouble . She felt Qunn footstep getting closer.
She looked up to her and saw Quinn with her hand on her hips as she was raising an eyebrow at her.
She gulped "You know how much in trouble you are right know young lady"
Rachel didn't say nothing. "First you go the bathroom without telling and by the way now you would wear diaper at school , second you came late in a class and then you skip one class and now that I ask you to go in the library you go in here " Quinn said getting madder everytime
"Mommy I am sorry is mommy going to spank me "Rachel asked in her baby voice
"No mommy don't want you to not been able to sit on your bare bottoms in class mommy is going to deal with you at home " Quinn said
"Momma please no spanking I promise not to this again "Rachel begged at her momma
"Baby girl need to learn her lesson and Rachel get up you are going to the libary while mommy go to talk to mr Shue "Quinn said
"No want to stay here with you momma"Rachel said
"Does baby girl to be pulled by hear ear to the library "Quinn asked
"Momma wouldn't emberrass me like that "Rachel shrieked
"If that's the way for her baby girl to hear she would do that "Quinn said
Rachel get up she was know her momma was not bluffing she was going to take no chance with her momma "Why is momma going to talk to mr shue
"I don't think I want to compete to sing at the regional "
"Why not "Rachel asked
"I don't have the strongest voice to compete with so I don't think have any choices and with Sam flirting it's gettin on my nerves" Quinn said
"Momma I know I always said you do not have a strong voice but when I hear you sing you sound like a angel don't let Sam ruined this opportunity for you " Rachel said
Quinn smiled at her baby girl she knows how insecure the girl was with her talent that she never wanted someone other to have shine so they would not forgot about her.
"Really you think my voice is awesome " Quinn asked
"Of course momma, in glee sometimes I wanted to hear you voice even if I didn't show it " Rachel answered
"Oh sweetie, you don't know what you are doing with mommy when are so sweet" Quinn said as she held Rachel in her arms
"Is momma not going to give me spanking any more " Rachel asked
"What you are just looking a way of getting out of your punishment "Quinn asked letting Rachel go
"No, of course not mommy what I said is true and I am not going to let give up for regional no matter how much you are going to spank me "Rachel said wanting her mommy to know that she trust I her to win the competition.
Her mommy hold her again and give her a lot off kisses on her face with expection on her lip she would love to
She ignore the thought.
"Mommy I need to go the bathroom"Rachel said
"Okay go in the pull up and mommy will change in a diaper "Quinn said
"Mommy please "
"No baby girl that's what happen when you disobey me " Quinn said as Quinn took her baby girl by the hand out of the audoturiom school end Quinn got directly with Rachel in the car. She drove them to her house.
Rachel was nervous because she knew Quinn didn't forgot about her punishment.
As the two got in the house the two met with Judy waiting for them . Quinn greeted her mom as Rachel stay behind with her face down "How was school girls "
"It was okay we had our problems but we worked out "Quinn said as Rachel stated their looking at the ground
"What do you mean did my little one misbehave" Judy asked not getting the little one attention
"Yes that is why she is going to be grounded today that means no television and there will be no playing today . She is going to spend most of the time today in mommy's room "Quinn said
"What did you do little one "Judy asked
Rachel didn't say anything "Baby girl come here "Quinn ordered as the baby girl did what her mommy said
"Nana is talking to you "Quinn lifting Rachel chin to look at her and her mother
"I didn't follow mommy rules nana, I am sorry "Rachel said tears filling her eyes
She feared that her nana will be disappointed in her "it 's okay baby girl nana still love you she is not disappointed in you she is glad your mommy is her to learn you good " Judy knelt down in front of Rachel so she can face
"Nana is not mad at me "Rachel asked it was the first time she had a relationship with a nana she has never met her father family. It was always her with her fathers she always wanted a woman in her life who understand her.
"No, nana is not but baby girl know why she is getting punishment " Nana asked at the girl
Quinn stayed watching her mother with her baby girl to learn more about this.
"Yes because I did bad and I need to learn not to do it again "Rachel answered
"Yes but you for forgot something because your mommy loves you and she want you good "Nana replied
Rachel nodded as her nana wipe the tears of her face. "Okay, now go to momma because I think she is getting jealous "Judy said as she turned Rachel around to go to her mommy
The baby girl go to her mommy "Mommy there is no need to be jealous of anything, I will always choose you "Rachel said as she noticed her mommy was missing she saw that her mommy was sitting without showing any feeling at her face.
Quinn smiled at her maybe deep down she was little attention her baby girl was given her mother but she was not going to let any jealousy ruin what she had with her baby girl.
"Mommy knows how much her baby girl loves her and she loved hearing her baby girl saying it "
"Does mommy loves me so much as me " Rachel asked
"Of course "Quinn said as she got her baby in a bridal style
"Is mommy still thinking of spanking me "The girl looking with a pout at her mother
"Yes baby girl, there is no way out of this "Quinn said walking with the girl upstairs still in bridal way
"Mommy, I don't want us to fight over a boy again like last year "
"Me neither but I want to know do you have feeling for him " Quinn asked the girl she wanted to know is there any other reason why Rachel didn't want her near Sam.
"No, of course not mommy, all my heart is to you " Rachel said
Quinn face heated a little, if the girl knew her other feeling towards her.
Rachel let out a laugh "Why are you laughing "Quinn asked at her baby girl it look like her baby girl forgot about her punishment
"Because you blushed I never thought mommy blushed " Rachel explained
Her mommy open the door of the room "See mommy is not ice queen "Quinn said as she put her baby to bed
"I know, I always knew that even if I denied it "Rachel said a little shy she was not good admitting she was wrong.
Her mommy just held her as she rest head on her mommy chest
"Baby girl is ready for her punishment "Quinn asked
"Yes, mommy "Rachel sighed
"Okay I want my baby girl to stand in front of me " Quinn said as the baby girl got from the bed and stand in front of mommy
"Okay now mommy is going to take your pant's off to spank your little bottom because mommy is not going to soft on you this time "Quinn explained as she took Rachel pants off
Rachel stayed with the diaper and her shirt. She then took the girl on her lap and then shove the diaper to her girl's knee.
"You are going to get 15 spanking and I know it going to gurt but be still if baby girl don't want to get more "
Quinn said . She hold Rachel arms over her shoulder "She then took the first swat on the girl backside.
Everytime she hit the girl backside with her hand palm the girl whimpered as the baby girl backside got redder and redder.
"My baby girl think she deserves this punishment "Quinn said as she stopped spanking the girl.
"Yes, momma no matter how angry I was I should not acted that way "Rachel answered through tears
"That's true you could have talked to mommy and not made your conclusion" Quinn said as she began spanking the girl again.
This time the girl bare the pain because she know deserved it . When her mommy spank it was for her like comfort that she know her momma care for enough to spank her.
But still it hurts like hell. This time it hurt because the earlier spanking she had pants on.
She felt the last swat on her bottom. Her mommy let her go. The first thing she did was change of position in her mommy's lap. She sit on her mommy lap no matter how her ass was hurting
"Sorry mommy " Rachel in the toddler voice
"It is okay baby girl, mommy forgive you but do you want to talk to me why you act like that " Quinn said and kissed the girl on her forehead
"Is just that, I don't seeing with boys " Rachel said nervously looking down
"Baby girl you have to understand that no one is going to steal me from you "Quinn as she held her arms around tiny
"I know is just I don't want to share you with other people mommy "Rachel answered
"Baby girl I am completely to devoted to you don't have to share me with anybody "
"Mommy is mine only no one else " Rachel said
"Yes baby girl she only love you so much to take care of you and discipline you "
"Mommy my bottom still hurt "Rachel was was still bottom naked
"The pain will go away now let's get downairs for dinner than we will get you ready for a nice nap "
Rachel nodded. Quinn got Rachel to laid on her bed. Rachel winced when her sore bottom contacted the bed .
Quinn took Rachel diaper of and put her a new fresh b diaper that was very thick so it will be difficult for the baby girl tp walk . Than Quinn took Rachel shirt and give her a shirt that said baby girl.
Then Quinn took the girl by her hip as always as sje got her mommy put a pillow to sit on her hugh chairs. Her mommy knew how sore her botrom was . Her mommy give her this time delicious spaghetti to eat. She had fun playing with the food. When she finish eating her whole face was covered with sauce of spaghetti.
"I think this will be the first time and last time that I ever give this baby girl spaghetti to eat again" Quinn said wiping the mess of the girl face with a towel
Rachel just said "Mommy will never be so cruel" said in all confident
Quinn replied back "If I were you tiny I would not be so sure "
Rachel looked at her mommy with her wide eyes "Is spanking enough already " Rachel whined
"No remember you are grounded young lady after I finished eating you will be going in the room for nap "
"So no play today or television mommy "Rachel asked this was the first time she would get grounded.
"Yes baby girl "Quinn said
"Do I have to do nap the entire day " Rachel asked
"You have homework and studies for Exam "Quinn said as she took the bib around her baby girl neck.
"Mommy please don't be so strict "Rachel begged her mothet but it was too lat her mother took her by the hip to get her downstairs to their room.
They got in Quinn's room as always Quinn put her baby girl on the bed to sleep.
This time Quinn didn't get in the bed with her baby girl "Mommy why is not in bed with me "
"Mommy got things to do she will come back later "
"Mommy I don't want to sleep alone I need you "Rachel said in near tears.
"It will be okay baby girl mommy will put a baby moniter to call mommy if she need something "Quinn said as she stroke the girl's hair who was looking at like she had break her heart.
"Mommy I need you now "Rachel said with tear falling of her eyes
"Mommy is always here for you baby girl she is coming back in a hour okay , here is your binky for comfort" Quinn said giving Rachel her pacifier
Rachel stayed quiet she didn't say anything.
Quinn got back to the kitchen she told herself she was doing the right thing. Rachel will understand that she still loves her baby girl when she let her alone.
She didn't hear no sound from the moniter. Her mom notices how worry she was with her baby girl being alone. She was doing everything at reverse. Instead of helping jer mom in the kitchen she was messing the kitchen more.
Her mom had enough of her torturing herself she send her up to check on her girl.
When she open the room she found the girl with her eyes open looking at the ceiling while sucking her pacifier.
Quinn got on bed next to her girl "Are you okay, baby girl "
"I can't sleep without you mommy no matter how I tried "
"And mommy can not stop worrying about you being her alone she need you to baby girl "
The brunette looked at her mommy who laying next to her who looking at her with reasurring smile.
She looked at her mommy . She saw all kidness in her mommy hazel eyes. She wanted more with her mommy. She touch her mommy chin and then her cheek. Then her eyes locked to her mommy lip.
She moved herself closer to her mommy but she couldn't do it what her heart said.
"Hold me mommy "She said as got her back to her mommy
"Of course baby girl "Quinn said after transferring what happen through her mind .
She didn't what she had to feel right know. She was not going to get her hopes back . Rachel was her baby girl only.