December 16, 2004 (5:38 am)
Okay… something really, really horrible has just happened… my parents have gone through a car accident this morning… and the injuries are really serious… my dad broke a bone in his leg, he will need to go through surgery… and my mom is badly injured… I'm alone right now taking care of my brother and sister at home… when I received the call I practically broke down into tears… I am just posting this to tell all of the readers who have reviewed my poems so far, whom I now consider as close friends, that I will not be posting anything for quite a while… I'm just devastated right now, and I don't want my siblings to see me crying, that's why I'm alone in my room right now typing this… please pray with me… this is going to be the latest poem I'm going to post in a long time, I just did this earlier, a few minutes after I received the call… thank you for your understanding…
Sincerely yours,
- A trapped lonely soul
Please, just don't go…
"You have always been there for me
At the times I needed you the most
You were always there to wipe my tears
You were always there to find me when I was lost
You are a really great father
One that I'm proud to call my own
I love you so much; I hope you know that
I will never ever leave you alone
But now the unexpected has happened
You're now in the hospital, bleeding
While I stay here alone in the house
Crying, praying, and screaming
Right now, I'm helpless
I'm stuck in here alone
Crying in the darkness
Wishing that you would come home
Please don't make me worry
Please promise me you'll be alright
In your dreams, if you see a way out
Please, please stay away from the light
You're an angel on earth
You're not yet ready to take flight
Because an angel can never leave his loved ones alone
Please don't give up without a fight…
Because I'm not yet ready to see you to leave
I'm not prepared tolet you go
So please, promise me you will come back
Please, just don't go…"