Chap:6

Frozen Rose

Disclaimer: Me no own anything

Warnings: SLASH(BoyXBoy) mentions of abuse, attempts at humor

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. : Briar's P.O.V : .

Saying I was upset was a huge understatement. I watched as Demetri kissed Lee's cheek before finally leaving. I slammed the door behind him and saw Lee's cheeks were colored slightly. My eyes narrowed a bit and huffed. I made It clear to that Demetri guy that I didn't like him one bit, he treated Lee like a servant. I. Do. Not. Like. That. Man.

"So...have fun?" I asked.

Lee shrugged. "He's a nice guy...but I don't want to marry him." Lee said softly. Lee went to our room and began changing into his sleeping clothes, Demetri kept the boy the whole day, all to himself. I stepped in and saw him quickly pull the shirt over his scarred back. I always knew about the scares, on day during bathes, I noticed them when he reached for his towel. They littered his back, large, small, burns scabs everything. I couldn't blame Lee for being conscious. Then he watched as the boy slipped into my bed and waited for me expectedly.

I sighed a little as I stripped down to my underwear and slipped in next to Lee.

"Briar?" Lee whispered softly.

I grunted in response and I felt Lee nuzzle my neck gently. "I...I have a secret." Lee whispered. this got my interest. I turn my head to him and saw him facing me with his eyes closed. "What is it?" I noticed how close we were to each other, but didn't care. I wanted to know the secret.

"It's a huge one. One...that can change my path." Lee whispered.

"what?" I whispered back. I couldn't understand it, my heart was beating so fast, I was almost panting, I was getting dizzy, my palms were sweating.

"You're sweating, are you hot?" Lee cooed gently. Scratch that last one, I was sweating.

"T-The secret." I mumbled. Lee had to tell me before I have a stroke or something. I saw his eyes slowly draw open.

"I...I...want you to do something for me." Lee was suddenly back to his shy self.

"what?" Okay, I could breathe normally now. I felt his hands wander to my collar bone before wrapping themselves around my neck. Great, I can't breath again. "Something...very...very important." Lee whimpered. I began to worry. What was it that made Lee whimper like that? something big? Something that could kill him?

"I-I...want you to kiss me." My whole world stopped. I pushed Lee away and sat up quickly.

Lee stared up at me fearfully before hushing me.

"L-Look... if I tell you why...will you?" I bit my lip as I thought It over. Soon, I forced myself to nod. Lee took a deep breath he held himself.

"O-Okay. I-I had experiences where...I was kissed and I didn't enjoy it. Demetri asked to kiss me, but I said no. He laughed and said 'You'll change you're mind when you have your first kiss.' What happens if you never liked your first kiss?" Lee asked softly as he shivered.

"I-I thought...maybe...I could have another try?" Lee whispered. I stared at him blankly, it made sense but why did I have to do it? Somewhere, he knew that he wanted too.

"I never...kissed anyone." I whispered embarrassed. Me and Lee glanced at each other before I sighed a little. I closed my eyes tightly as I quickly leaned over and connected our lips in a messy kiss. Our teeth clashed a little and I think I might have nipped his lip, but I gave him what he wanted. Then I slammed my head against my pillow hopping my head won't explode from my thoughts.

I felt Lee slid himself into my arms and sighed in content.

"thank you." He murmured with a soft smile in place.

My world was spinning, my lips tingled with an unexplainable feeling. Something that made want to dunk his whole head into a bucket of water to make the sensation go away. Soon sleep overcame me and I slipped into a sleep which I couldn't tell was comfortable or not.

Lee was real perky today, smile never leaving his face as well as the light blush whenever he saw me. I was happy I made him happy, yet, I want to know why I was happy. I never thought about how I felt with genders, I thought certain girls were pretty, while I had no problem admitting a man was handsome...

was there something confusing about that?

Lee was diffrent though, He was more beautiful than masculine, but the other day when Lee almost killed those gang members...

I watched closely as him and Russell talked quietly. I felt a sense of satisfaction when I noticed Lee didn't talk to the others as much as he did to me. I groaned softly and wondered what was wrong with me. I had to talk to someone...

'Sandry?...no...she'll let it slip out somehow. I'll tell her about other things, but not this one.

Daja?...no, she won't do either. She'll make me tell Lee who I might feel.

Tris?...Maybe. She's a certain maybe.' Maybe I should tell one of the teachers. Niko and Lark quickly popped in my head. Maybe Lark! I got up and saw Lee fidgeting, he wanted to follow. I put a finger to my lips as a sign for him to hush. Lee let out what seemed to be a small whimper before tuning in back to Russell. I quickly found Lark when I saw Rosethorn leaving the room with a flushed face. I paid no mind to it, and gently knocked on the door.

"Come in." Lark called out.

I closed the door behind me and fidgeted.

"Briar what has you so upset--

"I think I like Lee." My eyes widned when hers did before a gentle and understanding smile came onto her lips. "Why do you think that?" Lark asked.

"He makes me loose control! I don't feel right when he's with me! A-and these dreams I've been having--

I stopped in my rant when I felt my cheeks heat up. I never met to tell her about the dreams. I began sweating when her raised brow didn't come back down. I saw her settle her skirts with a thoughtful look on her face. Okay...she wasn't disgusted.

"What...type of dreams?" Lark asked. I could tell she was worried. Maybe for Lee.

"The type when...w-well...W-we're mostly just...kissing." I lied. The dreams have been more physical than that, wandering hands, soft pants...

I placed my hand over my flustered face, I was a pervert thinking about the innocent Lee that way. I heard Lark give a dreamy sigh and I looked up to see her warm brown eyes staring back at me.

"Briar...that's nothing to be worried about. You like Lee, and that's wonderful. You're a growing boy...this isn't that uncommon." Lark chuckled at my confused expression. Lark sighed as she gently cupped my cheeks.

"I can't tell you how to go about this...you have to figure it out you're self." Lark gave my forehead a small peck before walking out the room. I stood there thinking about what she just told me. I took a deep breath and smirk at the sudden confidence.

I'll work to make Lee mine....

plus....I can hopefully brake Demetri's heart. I chuckled at that.

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