A/N: song used in this chapter is Your surrender by Neon Trees, if you don't know it, listen to it. Next chapter is Kurt's POV, might be the only chapter that au. But wanly ways enjoy! And review!
Chapter 6A
The weekend went by fast and it was Monday again.
The New directions and I waited by my car.
"Its monday and I still have a hangover." Mercedes muttered and slipped on her sunglasses.
"Hey, has anybody seen Kurt at all?" Tina said quietly.
Everyone shrugged their shoulders. "Blaine did." Quinn said.
"Last I heard he went home." I muttered.
The bell rang to go to our first class and everyone cringed and grabbed their stuff. Everyone stopped when a yellow Porsche stopped right next to us. It stalled for a few minutes before Kurt came out. I knew they were kissing by the way Kurt's face was flushed and he quickly ran over to us. Everyone gaped at him and at the yellow Porsche driving away and no one said anything.
I rolled my eyes and turned to walk away. "Lets get to class." I snapped and walked away not bothering to wait for Kurt.
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-You didn't call- Blaine
I texted him as we stood by the lunch line with our friends. I watched closely as he rolled his eyes and then proceeded to text me as Mercedes talked to him.
-Sorry I was at David's til this morning- Kurt
I glared at the food as we all sat down. Kurt sat far away from me with Mercedes and Tina.
-How was the date?- Blaine
-He's okay. I like him.- Kurt
I pushed my food away and Kurt looked at me questionably.
-Maybe we need some space for some time.- Kurt
I felt a pang in my chest and didn't even bothering through text, I just nodded and didn't turn to him. Quinn made her way to where Kurt was sitting. "So who was the lucky lady driving you to school?" She beamed.
Kurt nearly choked on his food and cleared his throat. I turned to him and he was blushing. "No one special." Everyone at our table cooed.
"Oh. Well, if it isn't special," Quinn paused and beamed, "Sugar, My friend from the cheerios, is so into you!" Everyone at our table rolled their eyes.
Ratface.
"Oh."Kurt said slowly."Well, I'm not interested." He smiled tightly at Quinn.
"Oh! Come on please! I know she might be, out there but-"
I cut her off. "He's not interested, okay?" I said acidly.
Everyone at our table looked at me and back at Kurt and Quinn.
"I'm gay." Kurt said clearly.
All the new directions looked like their mouths were going to fall off from gaping so much.
"Oh My God! I didn't know!" Quinn squealed and her face turned beet red.
Kurt laughed uncomfortably. "Its okay Quinn. I only told two people here."
Everyone smiled at him and hugged him, swearing it didn't change anything.
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I made my way to my locker at the end of the day and found Kurt leaning against it. "Look I know I said we need space, But David can't pick me up and I need a ride." He said quickly. I nodded without saying another word. I grabbed my keys. Everyone stared as we made our way to my car. I looked at Kurt and he shrugged his shoulders and simply said, "I'm used to it."
It was quiet as we drove to our neighborhood. "Want to come over?" I said as we pulled into our street. I breathed in as we parked.
"Uh." Kurt paused. "David's picking me up." He muttered.
I shook my head to fight the tears of resentment. "Cool." My voice broke. "I'll see you later." I got out of my car and slammed the door.
"Blaine." Kurt followed after me and grabbed my shoulder.
I shook his hand off my shoulder. "Bye Kurt." I snapped.
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I groaned on my pillow as I landed on my bed, 3 days later. Kurt still wasn't talking to me. All my texts were read but never answered. I knew I couldn't have feelings for Kurt, he was my best friend. But he made me feel, what I didn't feel with my girlfriend. The more he ignored me, the more I avoided Quinn. He made me feel alive. 'I shouldn't feel this way.' I thought to myself everyday at school. But I couldn't help but feel jealous whenever I looked out the window before school, and saw the yellow porsche waiting for him to get in the car. Sometimes he even got out and went into Kurt's house. I watched the house some mornings like Shia LeBeouf in Disturbia. Sometimes I'd forget to gel, and I'd get yelled at by Quinn. But I couldn't stop feel so dead. I needed to tell him how I felt in the only way I knew how.
-Come to Glee club tomorrow.- Blaine
-okay.-Kurt.
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The bell rang and we all sat down in our seats in Glee Club. Luckily Kurt sat behind me and Quinn today with Mercedes and Sam.
"Okay, so our assignment today is-" started but I cut him off.
"Can I sing something ?"
"Go ahead Blaine."
I ran to the front of the room and gave the band some music sheets.
The music started with a guitar riff and I bobbed my head along and started.
I got close
To your skin
While you were sleeping
I taste the
Salt on
Your hands
I reached out
To touch you
The morning light disarms you
Won't you let me
In?
I looked at Kurt, and his eyes were dark. Mercedes kept on looking in between us, I was staring directLyon so he could understand that this was for him. I wanted him.
[Chorus:]
Ohhhhhhh
How long till your surrender?
Ohhhhhhh
How long till your
Surrender?
It's a long way
For heart break
Let your heart wait and bleed
Ohhhhhhh
How long till your surrender to me?
I've become your shadow
I love, but don't know
How to
I'm always lost for words
You look like a thousand suns
I wanna be the only one
Left when your day is done
[Chorus:]
Ohhhhhhh
How long till your surrender?
Ohhhhhhh
How long till your
Surrender?
It's a long way
For heart break
Let your heart wait and bleed
Ohhhhhhh
How long till your surrender to me?
I can't have you close
So I become a ghost
And I watch you
I watch you
Maybe if you stay
We could die this way
But I won't stop you
I won't stop you
Ohhhhhhh
How long till your surrender?
Ohhhhhhh
How long till your
Surrender?
It's a long way
For heart break
Let your heart wait and bleed
Ohhhhhhh
I stopped and Quinn got up quickly and started clapping everyone joined and praised me. Kurt seemed in awe.
"Wow Blaine! That was one of your best performances! And thats exactly what this week's Glee club assignment is about- Jealousy." beamed.
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I got home and watched and watched as that yellow porsche came with Kurt in tow. I saw how they got out together and headed inside. I fell asleep watching the house. I woke up to my mom's car parking into our driveway. The porsche was gone, and all the lights were on at the Hummel residence.
"Looks like 's back." My mom said as we sat down for dinner.
I nodded. " Now Kurt won't be alone." I smiled at the thought. 'Maybe David won't be around.' I thought and smiled.
"His dad...asked me out on a date, Blaine."
I choked on my food. "What?"
"Yeah, I wanted to see if you were okay with it?"My mom said quickly and let it hang.
I nodded slowly. "Yeah mom." I paused. " Dad died 6 years ago, you need to start dating somewhere." I smiled tightly.